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This is the moment in my life where I've felt like I've died. It sounds so lame and I'll probably be punished for thinking it, but those velvet, wet lips killed me.

I hadn't waited another second after I spoke, closing the tiny gap between our lips. She enclosed hers over my bottom one and my eyes rolled into the back of my head when she sucked on them. My hand that was on her cheek was literally dragging her towards me. My fingers ventured through her hair and eventually found the back of her neck. I scratched and squeezed, urging her to stick out her tongue.

I could tell she was feeling nervous, because I opened my eyes for a moment and saw her frowning. She was concentrating so much on the kiss I wanted to make her relax. So when both our lips parted for a second for air, I dipped my tongue inside her mouth and licked hers. She responded with a cracked moan which made me realise how puffed out she was. We broke for air again and this time my mouth welcomed her tongue. They moved in a rhythm. Her hand dropped to my thigh, stunning me for a second, but I kept kissing her harder and harder.

Our mouths seemed to be in competition, seeing how wide they could stretch. I wanted to taste all of her and I knew she felt the same. Suddenly, her grip on my thigh tightened and I immediately allowed her to pull it towards her. We broke the kiss for a second, but I place both hands on her cheeks while dropping the umbrella. I straddled her lap and her legs were bent so she could push me closer into her.

The rain was barely touching us, but our clothes were damp and hair was still dripping. She sucked my tongue inside of her mouth and then bit my lower lip. I let out a groan and we both opened our eyes. I then leaned forward, so much desire filling my eyes. My teeth nipped on her lower lip which I had been craving for. She had a snarl on her face as she pulled back and rubbed her lips together to taste me. It was so hard to just stop, because when we did stop it was only to breathe and I knew that I didn't have to breathe as long as Santana was breathing for me.

She wrapped her arms around my waist and pulled me down again. I realised we were outside in the parking lot and many teachers would be leaving soon. If Sue saw us she'd probably kick me off the Cheerios. Even with that thought in my head I kept kissing Santana and grinding my hips against her and touching her. She suddenly grabbed my cheeks and pulled me back. Before I could ask why she stopped, she leaned forward and kissed both my cheeks, my chin, forehead and nose.

Then she leaned in again and this time I whimpered. After another short intake of breath, I decided to speak.

"We s-should get warm." I was shivering in her arms and knew that if we were inside, her warmth could warm me. She nodded and kissed my lips once more. I untagled myself from her and stood up. She took my hand and led me to her car.

At every red light she would look at me with a smirk crossed with a sincere smile. She was so happy and I was glad I was the source of it, or atleast my lips were.

"I want to take you somewhere tonight," She said.

I turned to her and grinned. "Okay, where?"

"Where do you feel like going?"

I looked up to the roof, then out the window and then back to her. "We could see a movie?" I suggested and she grinned along with me.

"You got it."

Santana dropped me off at home, saying she would pick me up later. It gave me time to lay in bed and think about everything. I enjoyed the neck kissing and I'd like to kiss Santana's chest again, maybe even lick it. Maybe even lick lower and lower.

I think I should talk to someone. Someone that wouldn't judge me and just listen to me rant about her perfect being with Santana is. If I tell Charlie we've been having sex that will make her burst - not in a good way. If I tell her we've kissed, I think she'll still burst.

I should call Rachel, she'll understand. In Glee club she helped Kurt when he came out and told us all about her two gay dads. Maybe I could even talk to Kurt, but I don't have his number and we haven't spoken in so long. He's probably busy.

I type in Rachel's number and hear the ring. She answers after two rings. I think that's the fastest somebody has ever answered the phone.

"Hey Rach."

"Brittany! What do I owe the pleasure?"

"I was kind of hoping we could hang out for a bit, there's something on my mind and I think you could help."

"Oh ofcourse Brittany, I'm actually with Kurt right now but we can still hang out!" Excellent, now I'll get to have two opinions.

"I'll be over in 10 minutes!"

I hang up the phone and go to my dad's room. He's sitting on a mat on the ground in a weird pose. His eyes are closed and he's humming.

"Dad?"

"Oh Britty, what's up honey?"

"I was wondering if you could take me to a friends house?" I looked down at my thumbs innocently and my dad stood up and sat on the edge of his bed.

"Well I'm a little busy now, could Charlie take you?" He asked.

"She's at lunch with mom." My words made my dad freeze for a second. He hates when one of us sees her because he knows she'll plant something negative in our heads.

"W-well what about Santana?" I sigh.

"Yeah okay, I'll ask her." I step out of the room and go back to mine.

If I ask Santana to drop me off at Rachel's that'll be so rude. I should ask her to come with me and then get Kurt to distract her so I can talk to Rachel. Yeah, that'll probably work.

Sannnnn, can you come with me to Rachel's to hang out? - Brittany

I only had to wait about two minutes before she replied.

I thought we were seeing each other tonight? Can't get enough of me? ;) - Santana

I really can't ;) But it'll fun, trust me! - Brittany

I trust you. I'll pick you up in 5 beautiful - Santana

My heart flew out of my chest at her compliment. It literally is gone and I think it flew to Santana's house. Because she has my heart and I want her to take good care of it and not break it.

I'm thinking like we're already a couple and I don't know if my mind has changed about that or not. I'm definitely not crossing out a relationship with her and that's what scares me the most. I actually want Santana. I want her to kiss me all day and night, I want to wake up staring at her, I want her to snuggle with me on the sofa while we watch a movie and I want to take her to family gatherings and introduce her as my girlfriend.

I might be thinking too far into it, because I don't even know what Santana wants. Since our kiss though, I know I want so much more.

My mom said Santana wouldn't be good for me, but I knew she was my cure and I was hers. And when I was with her, I was living. And it's true what they say, whoever they are, you'll never know unless you try. I actually wanted to try with Santana. She was the attempt that would be successful after all of my failures.

I heard a car beep out the front and I told my dad I was leaving and that I'll probably be back late. I was dressed for the movies so that Santana wouldn't have to come back to my house. She could just go to hers and I'd wait for her, unless she was already dressed.

When I opened the passenger door Santana instantly started the car. She winked in my direction and I giggled. I was hoping for another kiss but I could wait. I wanted to tell Santana what I've been thinking about her in a girlfriend way, but I'm scared of what she'll think.

So I stayed quiet until we reached Rachel's house.

"So tell me why we're here again," Santana began, shutting off the engine.

"I just wanted to hang out with her and Kurt will be there to," I replied grinning.

"Ah, Lady lips," She smirked. I chuckled and rolled my eyes. We stepped out of the car and onto the porch. Santana banged her palm against the door and I widened my eyes. She shrugged and waved me off.

Rachel opened the door and my eyes immediately bulged. Her face had green paint on it and she was holding two slices of cucumber.

"Welcome!" She sang. Santana looked frightened, but I just grabbed her hand and led her inside. Kurt was laying on the sofa with the same green paint on his face and the cucumbers covering his eyes.

"Hello girls!" He grinned but his body stayed perfectly still.

I walked over to Kurt, feeling a little awkward. "Hello Kurt," I mumbled.

"Brittany! Grab some fruit and a wine cooler," He offered and I laughed.

"Santana did you want something?" I turned and asked her. She shrugged again and I rolled my eyes.

"Santana you should go with Kurt, he could teach you something about..." I trailed off and pointed to the face mask. Santana's mouth dropped open, silently asking if I'm serious. I nod slowly and turn to Rachel. I carefully motion my head towards the other room and she mouths an 'okay'. Kurt stands up and takes the cucumber slices off of his eyes. He stretches an arm towards the kitchen and Santana huffs loudly but follows instructions. I pull out my phone and text her quickly.

I'll so make it up to you later ;) - Brittany

You better sexy legs - Santana

I immediately look down at my short shorts that barely cover my legs. I knew when I put them on before she picked me up that they would be easy to get off for Santana.

"What's up Brittany? You're acting a little odd," Rachel says, sitting on a recliner chair and stretching out her legs. I sit on the sofa next to her and find myself blurting out the truth immediately.

"Santana and me have been having sex."

Rachel's face dropped and she leaned forward in her chair. "What?"

"Yeah..." I whispered.

"Brittany, y-you never told me y-you were..." She trailed off, rubbing her hand on her forehead.

"I don't know if I am. I think I'm just Santana-sexual."

"W-well I mean that is possible, but why Santana?" She asked curiously, staring me directly in the eye.

"She's just..." I search the floor and walls for answers. "Perfectly imperfect. I want to take care of her because I feel like there's so much more to know about her. She's the only person that I've been willing to wait for. I never felt like this before Rachel, you have to know. We didn't exactly get along, but then she just touched me and then kissed me and I felt like it was the moment I've been waiting for. She's what I've been waiting for."

Rachel was silent for a long time. Her eyes barely blinked and her mouth looked like it was catching bugs.

"This is a shock Brittany. I can't believe you two have actually had sex. Are you in a relationship?" I shaked my head no. "Wow, do you want to be?"

"I'm not sure, but I'm more sure than I was." I grin.

"Well I'm glad you trust me enough to talk to me," She says grinning back.

Rachel pats my knee and then stands up, telling me to follow her. We walk to the kitchen and Kurt is trying to apply the green stuff to Santana's chin. She's dodging his hands which makes Rachel and me giggle.

"We have to go!" I squeal and Santana sighs in relief. "Thanks for having us guys."

"Make sure you come back again for some facials!" Kurt sings as we walk out the door.

Santana had no real expression as I looked at her in the car. She was silent and I thought she was angry but then she looked over and smiled really small. It was cute and it made my heart flutter like butterfly wings.

"What did you and Rachel talk about?" She suddenly asked.

I didn't want to lie about her but I couldn't exactly say everything in detail. So I settled with a tiny bit of the truth.

"You."

She raised her eyebrows and a smirk cross her lips. I winked and buckled my seat belt.

Santana wasn't dressed for the movie so we had to stop by her house. She only took about 15 minutes to get ready and when she returned to the car everything in my mind disappeared. All I saw were her smooth caramel legs and busting cleavage. It would be so hard to focus on the movie with her flaunting her body right next to me. I had to focus.

I stared out the window the entire ride to the theatre. Santana didn't notice though and when we arrived in the some what empty parking lot, she got out of her side telling me to wait. She then opened my door and I mirrored her huge grin. We bought our tickets and luckily we were in the back row. We chose a new romance film which was meant to be really sad but also happy in some parts. There were only about 13 people in the theatre scattered around. Santana was bold in putting her arm around me and I found it really cheesy but cute.

"I really don't know what this is about," She whispered, 10 minutes into the film.

I turned to her and I really wish I hadn't. Her eyes were so black and she was staring up at me through her lashes. I gulped and turned back to the film. Focus Brittany. But then she pulled the armrest up so that she could snuggle closer to me. I thought that's what we'd be doing - snuggling. But she has other ideas and I knew my resolve was about to crumble.

"You're so sexy," She husked in my ear. I didn't realise how close she was until I turned my head. I've been wanting to kiss her again but I didn't know whether now was a good time. Her fingers caught my attention as they slid over my shorts towards the zip.

"S-san," I muttered.

"I want you," She whispered and leaned forward to nip on my jaw. I held back a moan in case other people were as bored as us and they'd turn around. I knew we couldn't do this here, but we already paid for the tickets. Fuck it.

I grabbed Santana's hand and pulled her out of the theatre towards the parking lot. We got into the back seat of her car and just sat there staring at each other.

"You're so annoying," I breathed heavily.

"Please, that movie was annoying." She leaned forward. "I bet you're glad I was teasing you."

It was dark out now and because we were on the top level of the parking lot, we were able to see the sky. We both didn't really pay attention to anything but each other though. I stared down at the gap between her legs that her dress didn't cover. Her dress was so tight it made her butt look really good. I decided I was going to take control.

I moved forward so she had to back up against the door. I got really close to her face to distract her and let my hand slip down to her thigh. I grazed my fingers softly along her skin. She whimpered at the touch and I smirked.

"I'm going to fuck you," I husked. She nodded really quickly and spread her legs. I leaned back to look under her dress and gasped. She wasn't wearing underwear.

"Fuck," I breathed. I looked up at her again and moved forward quickly, crashing our lips together. She whimpered again and I was so happy that I could turn her on. I wasn't even touching her yet.

"You're so sexy," I breathed against her mouth, sliding my hand towards her centre.

"Mmm Britt, fuck me," She husked back and closed her eyes.

"Open your eyes San," I murmured. She opened them immediately and we stared at each other for a long time. Even when I slid my fingers against her folds we were staring right into each others eyes. It was so intimate and frightening. I saw so much of her guard dissolve. I just saw so much of Santana. I hadn't ever felt like this.

My fingers dipped down lower and her mouth formed an 'o' shape. She looked so vulnerable but beautiful. I felt like I accomplished so much just making her feel like this. She was my greatest accomplishment and we were only getting started.

"Jesus Britt," She moaned when I finally slipped my fingers inside of her. She was dripping and I knew my waterfall theory was correct. I continued to look at her dead in the eyes. She was struggling to keep her eyes open though. I nudged my nose against hers and her eyes opened fully. I kept going in and out gradually and I wondered when would be the time to curl my fingers. I knew how my body worked but I was only just figuring out how Santana's body worked.

I made use of my thumb by working it over the neglected parts of her vagina. When I hit her clit she bucked her hips against my hand causing me to moan loudly. I also made use of my other hand by reaching forward and grabbing her left breast and rubbing it at the same speed as I was fucking her. Her chest lifted in response to my touch and I switched to her right breast. Her teeth were constantly biting her bottom lip and I think that was because she was trying to fight off a moan. But I didn't want her to do that, I wanted to hear all the beautiful sounds she could make with that mouth.

"Say my name." I felt in control when I said that. Not in the crazy way, because I whispered it and she looked even more turned on. My fingers were still inside of her and I leaned forward, capturing her bottom lip with mine. She arched her back and leaned into me again, whimpering as we rocked against each other. I finally curled my fingers inside of her and we broke the kiss.

"Brittany," She whimpered softly, but I heard her and smiled so big. I collapsed her on chest that was heaving. She brought her hand to my chin and lifted my head up to face her. She then leaned in and kiss me and it was so soft that I barely felt it. We continued to kiss lazily, occasionally dipping our tongues into each others mouths.

"You really do scare the shit out of me Brittany," She whispered when we broke apart. I smiled, because I knew now that was a good thing because she said it after I made her feel special.

"Stay the night?" I asked. She nodded and planted one more kiss on my lips. We stayed like that in the back of her car for another hour, speaking about what just happened. Santana said she'd never have someone take so much care of her when they did that. She also said that she would return the favour, but I told her that this night was just for her. She accepted right after I pinched her under arm because that's a sensitive spot for her apparently. I apologized and kissed her nose which she giggled at.

I told her I never felt like this about anyone, without revealing too much. She told me she had been feeling something for me for a while, but also didn't go into detail.

It's not that I didn't believe in love after recovering, it's just that I didn't expect it to be presented in the form of her.

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