Chapter 2
Ester was confused but flattered, she really liked Tilly but knew she was doing it for all the wrong reasons and didn't want there friendship to become awkward. Tilly was left feeling thrown she was totally bewildered what was she doing she loved Jen didn't she?.
The next day Tilly woke with a blank look as if she was dead past her eyes, she got up got dressed and walked to collage, breathing was a effort she didn't want to make she had given up. Tilly was not expecting Jen in collage today that made her a little more hopeful of what the day might bring, but as Tilly walked in to the classroom there Jen was looking the exact reflection of herself, Tilly paused for a moment in devastation but then tried to hide her face and placed herself at the back of the classroom.
The hour dragged for Tilly she didn't pay attention to a word Jen said just alone with her own thoughts in her own head. Jen spoke with no passion almost like she was forced teaching a subject she despised, she didn't even notice Tilly she was so mixed up in her own head. The class had ended and the students left one by one handing there work in to Jen it came to Tilly she tried leaving as fast as she could but as she placed her work down Jen shouted "Tilly" she jumped and stood still, turning around she felt sick "where is your work Tilly?" she took a moment then spoke "i, I didn't understand" Jen screwed up her face "a bright girl like you?, why didnt you ask for help" Tilly was confused, Jen had totally changed from pouring her hart out to being miss Gilmore, Tilly found a deep ball of anger burning inside her stomach she burst out "well miss Gilmore I don't find your teaching methods very agreable" Tilly stormed out of the room, Jen was left looking small and week she knew what Tilly was feeling now more than ever but she knew it wouldn't work out with Tilly as much as she wanted it to she had to focus on her carrier.
What Tilly didn't know was after she left the hospital Liam went back to Jen and made her choose between her job and Tilly telling her if she choose Tilly he would go to the police, he manipulated her in to thinking it was sick and convinced her to forget about Tilly. Jen couldn't argue with Liam she knew it was wrong and told her self she could get over Tilly even if she knew deep down it would be impossible, this tough love with Tilly was emotionally destroying her.
The weeks past they wasn't a word between one another, feelings where expressed slyly with looks that paint a million words, they weren't living just existing being who society expected. Tilly had made up with ester and where becoming really close friends which seamed threatening to Maddie as she was losing time with Tilly in and out of collage. Jen had just switch of completely with no effort For having a life outside of collage it was all getting to much for her having to bottle everything up no been able to talk to anyone not even Liam.
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