-Torn-
Leafpool
When my kits were born
I felt torn
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I fell in love with crow from wind
And behind me I leave my sister, my family, my friend
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I don't know what to do
But I know what I should
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Instead, I lie
And watch as they grow up with her, and I can only cry
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I should have told
And because I didn't, I watch my life unfold
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I knew better
But thought I could hide the secret forever
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Now it's locked in my head
And I cry again
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I was wrong
And now they're all gone
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I sit now and weep
Until I cry myself to sleep
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I wanted to say sorry, but I wasn't
I made my choice and may pay for it
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I fell in love and don't see where it's wrong
Because the feathered tail said it was okay and I will stay strong
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So I will take the consequence
And in the pain, I shall find bliss
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Because they are mine
And if they hate me, that is fine
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Because I love them and they can't take that from me
Because one day they will see
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I didn't tell, so they could live a normal life
When I hid, I thought it was right
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So go ahead and hiss
Because one day you'll wish
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There was still a lie to hide behind
That way the truth can be seen from a different side
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My sister gave so much and has paid
And I hope the anger will fade
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Because it isn't fair
That she gets punished because she cared
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I still love the crow and I hope he will come back
But if he doesn't, courage is one thing he will lack
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I am sad
And I know what I did is seen as bad
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But I fought for love
And it wasn't enough
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I will end it here and hope my kits see
When there was a lie, they were free
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