"One without love, no more revisited"

Oh if it wasn't for my music and the crushing power of inspiration I'd… be working on my final project.

Disclaimer: I don't own Loveless, or any songs by "Mumford and Sons"

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Chapter 5: "Trigger"

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"Love, I'm not going to be able to pick you up after school today, I need to teach an extra class" Soubi explained, "I'm sorry."

His apology should have been to himself because the news disappointed and crushed him more.

"That's alright I used to walk home by myself all the time." It was not his intention, but those words caused the man's guilt to become stronger. He pulled Ritsuka into his arms and placed a kiss between dark cat ears, "I love you".

Ritsuka smiled, "I love you Soubi".

After hugging for a minute more, Soubi threw his black coat over his shoulder and walked outside.

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Cheerily Ritsuka jogged up the stairs and down the hall, at the end of which was the gymnasium his boyfriend taught classes in.

As the flaxen blonde gathered his bag, the only student left in the room was a girl who must have been eighteen or nineteen, with pink-dyed black hair in a braid.

She walked closer to Soubi. Without looking up he said "See you next class".

"I see how you watch me…" she whispered sensually, moving forward. Before he knew it, she threw herself upon him.

Taken by surprise, Soubi staggered back then pushed her away.

She was determined though, and hungrily launched herself at him again. "I want you" she purred. Her legs were covered by tight yoga pants, and large breasts nearly bursting from her low cut tank top screamed just what her whispers declared- she was easy.

"What are you, drunk?" he asked in annoyance.

She wouldn't let him go, and then her hands were moving all over his body.

He couldn't resort to acting on his instincts because he was now a teacher, and Ritsuka hated his violence. She persisted and the main thought that held him back was being arrested for assaulting or murdering this irritating female.

She moved her hands to his waist and in an instant his pants were open with his flaccid penis in her hand.

Just then Ritsuka walked through the open gym door. He paused, unable to grasp the situation.

A million thoughts rushed through his mind. All he felt was agony.

The only words he could say were "But I thought…", and he ran out.

"Damn girl!" Soubi yelled then knocked her to the floor and quickly fixed his pants.

"Ritsuka!" he shouted down the empty hall, but there was no reply. He scribbled a note on a scrap of paper—"Emergency. No more classes for the day- Agatsuma Sensei"

The dark haired teen ran through the first exit door he saw and rushed into the cold.

*"Don't leave me alone at this time, for I'm afraid of what I will discover inside…"

Through the streets, past every car, every person, Ritsuka ran away from the sight.

Soubi… I thought… how could this happen?!...

He dropped to the ground when air quit entering his lungs. Gasping, he brought his fists to meet dirt.

Of course he wound up here. All about the park cold trees had shed every leaf. Above the sky was darkening.

Here of all places.

It hurt so much. He didn't know what to do. All he wanted to do was scream! His mind was surely screaming with all the pain that consumed him.

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Soubi ran down every street, examined every alley.

Afternoon sunlight was now replaced by darkness and his concern grew as each moment passed.

"Ritsuka!" he called down another alley, then continued running.

How far could he have gotten?

The younger one wouldn't have accepted a ride from anyone so at least that limited his search.

After a few blocks, he saw the park to his left and felt Ritsuka was nearby.

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End of chapter 5

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I was almost crying writing that park scene.

Yes, Ritsuka's behavior is very feminine, and he overreacts. (I'm a girl by the way so don't start with me about that comment).