"One without love, no more revisited"
Disclaimer: I don't own Loveless, Firehouse's song "I live my life for you", or Chely Wright's song "It was"
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Chapter 8: Infinite
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Soubi deepened the kiss.
Ritsuka meant complete happiness; their love was blissful and true.
After breaking the kiss, bandaged hands gripped broad shoulders tightly, as if to say "Don't leave me".
Soubi responded to the unspoken words, "We may have made the decision to no longer be bound as fighter and sacrifice"- Ritsuka corrected- "Owner and slave" he hated the evil he felt laced in those words.
He stared for a moment at the word "Beloved" lightly marking his boyfriend's neck.
The man continued, "but I will never stop fighting for you, I'm responsible for you and I will protect you no matter if it costs me my life".
Ritsuka shook his head, "If you did that though, you'd cost me my life, because that's what you are".
Soubi lightly kissed peach lips.
Ritsuka kissed back, then again, and again. "I love you Soubi".
Soubi tasted his boyfriend's intentions. To be sure, he would not initiate, but would leave that to Ritsuka if he showed he was ready.
He made sure to never be naked in front of Ritsuka, to preserve his innocence. The first time the teen saw the nudity beneath his pants was during the recent idiotic college girl incident. When he redressed the younger, he never looked at his preciousness.
To have Ritsuka as a lover would mean true joining of their being, of their bodies and souls.
With love and passion Ritsuka breathed "Soubi", and took off his shirt.
*I need you like I've never needed anyone before…
As he pulled the string of his pants which hardly covered an erection, Soubi grasped his hand, stopping him.
"Ritsuka are you sure?" he asked peering into plum orbs. He needed to be positive.
"I'm ready Soubi, I love you and I want to be as close to you as I can possibly be."
The man never allowed his boyfriend to see his naked body, or any such "impure" sight as his manhood, until now.
He allowed soft hands to continue their quest.
Unwrapping bandages showed healing broken skin and many bruises.
When finished, Ritsuka brought another hard kiss to his favorite lips, and moved his hands across that beautiful chest, down to the other's now unhidden erection.
This is really happening...
He rubbed across the trapped hardness, and Soubi froze.
This is really happening…
Ritsuka's lips touched the man's ear, "Please" he breathed.
Soubi took the cue, removing his own pants.
Hastily Ritsuka grabbed the large erection, causing Soubi to gasp. The teen smiled, the tables seemed turned for once.
In moments Soubi regained the reigns though. He pet cat ears, and then the young penis which stood straight. Touching the tip, he brought drops of sweet nectar to moisten the head. A moan escaped his boyfriend's lips.
Ritsuka didn't know what to think, thoughts wouldn't come it felt so good. Heart racing as the temperature of the room suddenly became that of summer weather, he hugged his boyfriend.
"I love you so much".
Their bodies were no longer separated by such barriers as cloth, and skin was free to feel skin.
Soubi passionately placed kisses all over his neck, "I love you Ritsuka".
It was truly amazing how beautifully sculptured his older boyfriend's body was. Dark hair becoming weighted with sweat, Ritsuka whimpered "Soubi".
Everything was as it should be.
Gently they began.
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Amazing was unmistakably the only word to describe it. Soubi sat up and leaned on his elbow to watch his young love in his sleep. He was worn out too, but just couldn't close his eyes.
Memories flashed through his mind of the hours they spent exploring each other's bodies.
This was paradise, here with his dear boyfriend. Covered with messy blankets, nothing kept their bodies apart. There was no one to pass judgment, and no one could take Ritsuka from him.
"I love you Ritsuka", came a whisper with lips brushing against a flushed cheek. In sleep he replied "Soubi… my Soubi", bringing a smile to his face.
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Arm across his stomach, Soubi watched him. It was not difficult to stay awake with thoughts and happiness, along with his beautiful young love peacefully asleep beside him.
Ritsuka slowly rose looking and feeling well rested. Unable to repress the excitement and passion throughout his being, he lunged to hug his lover who caught him in an equally passionate embrace.
It wasn't a dream, they truly accomplish full togetherness.
*"It was real, it was magic, it was calm, it was savage…"
"I love you Soubi."
With a kiss, "I love you Ritsuka".
Everything was as it should be.
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End of chapter 8
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This is not the end yet… oh and please review.