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Pov: Bella

Standing in the meadow with my husband is all I've ever wished for since he was deployed. The meadow has been a special place for us, since we were kids. The moment when Edward proposed to me is a day that I remember everyday. Everyday I wish he knew what affect he had on me and my sanity.

Flashback

"Will you take the blind fold off of me, and tell me where your taking me?" "No, because we will be there in two seconds and then you can finally see the special surprise I have for you." What felt like hours later, but was only minute was Edward taking the stupid blind fold off of me.

As soon as my eyes got use to the light I gasped, because there before me was Edward my boyfriend down on one knee surrounded by rose petals and tea candles. What put the tears to my eyes was thousands of butterflies flying around the meadow. Before I could even utter a word Edward spoke and silenced me with his charm.

"Bella, my Isabella, my Angel I know with my career choice I am asking a lot of you, but sweetie I love you with every fiber of my being. And I want you to be happy and I want you in my future. Will you marry me and be my wife, my life partner, my best friend?

End Flashback

Before I could finish imaging one of the days that tied me forever to my love I was jolted out of the darkness by freezing cold water being thrown on me. "Wakey, wakey you've been out for three days, and it's time for you to eat so you can do your chores." A tall man said before he slammed the door of the crammed dark room.

A couple of hours later

It's been three days my love I wish you knew where I was. I wish that you had superpowers that knew my every position and place I was at. I've never been so scared in my life Edward. I feel as if I'm now alone and I'll die and rot here. No one will ever come for me. I wish you knew how unsafe I feel. I wish you knew how long and hard I've prayed for the last couple of hours. I pray and think of you to get through the tortuous moments without you. I wish you knew how much I love you. I wish you knew that I can't take living without you much longer.

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