Andy's POV

I walked back inside from meeting up with Shaun and went upstairs to Bradie's room.

"Bradie we're going to go to Shaun's to work on the assignment ok? Get up." I told him.

"You can go and start the assignment I have to much other homework to do." He said not looking up from his books on his desk.

"But what if we do something you don't like?" Bradie always gets upset when he doesn't like something.

"I don't really care Andy. Just go have fun having a homework date with your boyfriend." He said looking up and smiling.

"Fine." I said walking away chuckling at his words. A homework "date".

I sat on my bed and sent Shaun a quick text.

"Hey baby, Bradie is busy doing some other homework atm and he said that I should come over and we should start on the assignment without him. Is that ok? Love you xx"

It wasn't long after that I got a reply.

"Yeah that's fine, come as soon as possible I miss you :3 Love you too xx" Aaaaaawwwwww! My baby misses me! I must go save him from missing!

"Ok cool. Awww Baby I miss you too! I'll be there in about 5 minutes. Love you more xx"

I love this boy so much. Everything about him was amazing. His beautiful green eyes. His soft lips. His beautiful smile. His gorgeous voice. His cute giggle that makes me smile every single time I hear it. I know it's weird since I only started talking to Shaun yesterday but it's all true. Love at first sight I guess.

I sat there day dreaming for about 5 minutes and then decided I should go. I got up from my bed and grabbed my phone and my himynameis jacket and headed out the door to Shaun's

When I got to the door I could hear "Forget About It" by All Time Low playing really loudly. I knocked and waited for Shaun to answer. To my surprise he didn't answer the door instead his brother Liam did.

"Oh, hi Andy." Liam said smiling. Oh no. Liam has a black eye. How did that happen? I hope no one hurt him. I hope no one ever does hurt him like people hurt Shaun.

"Hey Liam. What happened to your eye?" I asked looking worried.

"Uh... um... I... I walked into a pole." He lied. I could so tell he was lying.

"Oh ok. Is Shaun here?" I asked him.

"Yeah. He's upstair in his room... Oh that's right! You're his boyfriend!" He said letting me in.

"Yeah." I said blushing and scratching the back of my neck.

"I never thought Shaun out of all people would have a boyfriend in a million years!" He said leading me upstairs

"Well I don't know how you can think that because your brother is one amazing boy." I said as we approached Shaun's door. Shaun's room being the source of the loud music.

Liam knocked at the door and there was no answer. He knocked again. Still no answer. He sighed and pushed the door of Shaun's room open, the music automatically getting louder.

The sight in front of me was the worst thing I have ever seen in my life. Shaun was sitting on the ground crying and slicing at his beautiful arm. I heard Liam gasp at the same time I did.

Shaun seemed to have realised he had an audience as his head snapped up, his mouth dropping.

"I'll leave you to sort it out." Liam said ushering me into the room and closing the door.

"SHAUN!" I yelled running to him and dropping on my knees in front of him grabbing his arm and grabbing the blade with my other hand and threw it across the room.

"MY BLADE!" Shaun screamed trying to crawl fastly to get it. But failed since I had grabbed him from around the waist pulling him on my lap. "LET GO! LET ME GO! MY FUCKING BLADE! ANDY LET GO!" He yelled while trying to get free from my grasp.

"NO SHAUN! CALM THE FUCK DOWN NOW!"

He stopped wriggling around and just sat on me staring at where I had thrown his blade.

I saw the remote for his iPod dock and reached over to grab it still holding him with my other arm. I got the remote and paused the music so I didn't have to yell anymore. I don't want to scare him. I don't want him to hate me.

I lightly pushed him off me and stood up. I lent down and picked him up walking over to his bed. He straddled my waist with his legs and wrapped his arms around my neck resting his head on my shoulder crying.

I sat in the middle of his bed holding him as he cried for about 10 minutes.

I pulled his head up and wiped away his tears.

"Baby what's wrong?" I asked strocking his cheek.

"I-I-I Don't think we can be together Andy. There is t-to much of a ch-chance of someone finding us t-together. I d-don't want you going threw what I go threw every fucking d-day."

"NO! I don't care if someone sees us together Shaun! I don't care if I lose all my so called friends! I love you! I love you so fucking much! Don't worry about it baby. Did something happen at school today?" I said holding back tears trying to stay stronge in front of him. I can't even imagine not being with Shaun. I don't know how I survived until yesterday.

Shaun just nodded.

"What happened?" I asked.

"J-just Micheal, Chris and Darren. They told me to stay away from you." He said looking down.

"Don't worry about them babe. Don't listen to them." I pulled him closer to me while speaking.

"I love you Andrew."

"I love you too my baby boy." I lent in and kissed him softly enjoying the feeling of our lips touching.

I eventually pulled away and looked at him. "How about we start this homework?" I said smiling.

"Good idea." He said smiling back.

The rest of my visit was spent doing our assignment (which we finished since it was so easy) and little cuddles and kisses while working. I was so deeply in love.

A/N: Sorry I haven't been uploading. I've written this fanfiction up to chapter 14 but just haven't been posting. I'll try my best to post more often though (: