Chapter 11: You Need To Know

Stargazer's POV

I basically explained my whole life story to Yoketron, and almost bawled my optics out for thirty minutes. Yeah, I'm a real crybaby, I'll confess, but when you wanna hear that.. You'll need a lot of tissues, and I mean it, big time. I decided to go outside and get some fresh air, sighing. I looked down, thinking about Blazefire. He meant the whole Galaxy, and what happened that night when I tried to bring him back, is something that will haunt me for the rest of my time online. I can't explain much because it hurt me so much on the inside and out. But yeah, its not easy trying to bring back the one person in your life that meant everything to you. After I lost him, I snapped. My whole world came crumbling down on me, and I couldn't do a single thing about it. I thought my life had no meaning anymore, I thought I was gonna kill myself after the emotional pain and stress I felt inside my body. But, after meeting girls, I started to piece back my life together, bit by bit, and inch by inch. They helped me so much, I don't know how I could ever repay them.

Then, that's when I first met him.

When I meant him, I mean Jazz. He was light the angel of my dreams, the light of my Spark. He meant everything to me, and was the reason why I am still living right now. We've been best friends, but sometimes, I think of us as more then friends. You see, deep down, I actually like him. No, not like, but love. I love him, with all of my Spark. I just wish I could tell him how much I loved him on the inside. Well, after a long time, I'm gonna do it. Tonight's the night I tell Jazz I love him. However, I didn't know of the surprise that lied in store for me. Sighing, I turned my comm-link on, calling his comm, biting my bottom lip gently.

:Hello, Jazz speaking. Who's calling?:He asked as I remained quiet for a moment before speaking up, a bit scared. "Hey Jazz, its Stargazer..." I said, gulping a bit lightly.

:Your serious? How do I know this isn't Chromia using a voice changer?: He asked as I sighed lightly, laughing a bit. Oh Chromia, you little son of a glitch. When I get my hands on you, you are serious going to die, and I mean it. What part of stay out of my life did that chick not get? My life is my own, and she has no right to get involved. Alright, if I gotta prove it, then I'll do it simply. We both made a promise first meeting one another we wouldn't lie to one another, and since he knew about Blazefire, I'd thought to use that little card on him.

"Did Chromia bawl her eyes out for the last five vorns of her life after her little brother died?"

Was all I simply asked as I awaited his answer, hoping he would believe me as I stood there, a bit shaken as I heard him answer back. :Alright, so you are Star. Sorry bout that, Chromia really loved to play tricks.: He said as I nodded, agreeing there. "Yeah, I agree with ya.. Listen, we gotta talk. I need to tell you something." I mention to him as I sat down outside near the Gardens, looking up at the dark sky as he responded back. :Funny, you never usually tell me things unless Chromia tells ya too.:He said as I shook my helm, still thinking about all of those forceful things that Chromia made me do. No, just no. I am not gonna remember all of that. "Yeah, but this time its different.. Its about us." I say to him, waiting a few minutes in silence, again awaiting an answer.

:Us? What about us Star?:

He said as I stopped for a moment, a bit scared as I pondered in my thoughts. Listen Stargazer, this maybe your only chance to tell him your true feelings for him, so frag it, let it all out girl! Just like Melody keeps telling ya, show your feelings and emotions for the one you truly love.

:Hey Star, ya still there?:

"Jazz, I really, really like you!"

I said to him, panting as I let it all out, hearing him in surprise. :Y-You do.. For how long?: He asked me as I slowly spoke up, lightly panting now. "Ever since I first met you, I couldn't stop talking or thinking about you.. And I really want us to be together.." I said, feeling my Spark race now as I realized everything I said were things that came from the inside, and were things I couldn't take back. :Actually Star.. I've wanted to say the same thing to you.: He said as my optics widened in shock and surprise. What the heck was this?! He likes me too, no, wait, my like means love, which means his also means.. Love too. So we both love one another! Well, this was perfect.

"That's great.. I was hoping if ya wanted to, we could hang out tonight."

:Sure, I wouldn't mind.. In fact..:

I hear his comm-link go off, my optics widening. "Jazz, Jazz, can you hear me!?" I suddenly feel arms wrap around me, lips lightly touch my cheek as I stayed frozen for a moment. Holy slag, Jazz was right behind me. What do I do? Do I stay, turn around and hug, or kiss him? Meh, screw it, I'll just go with two and three! I quickly turn around, my lips touching his as we both kissed under the full moon, which was yet beautiful and peaceful as he held me close to him.

Now, my life was officially complete.. I was finally missing the last piece of my puzzle, and Jazz, fits the piece perfectly.