Out Of This Darkness
Chapter 5: Home
WARNINGS: STUFF WITH TWISTYNESSSSS
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This is NOT how I left the world. Is this how it changed with my sudden and silent goodbye? Everyone was happy. Every one smiled and walked by glancing at me in slight fear as they remember who I am. People fear me. I enjoy it, mostly. Rarely I had tried to gain a relationship. I always scare them off before I got the chance.
Families on walks through the park don't have a care in the world. It angers me.
My only memories include her blue eyes, fear, and my family. My horrible family. She was part of my family, yes, but she left. We still loved her and yet she left. I have held a grudge against her and her blue eyes since I was 3.
Besides, what I remember, who am I? A daughter, a sister, someone to be feared. The room was gone. The room I was in for 10 years is behind me now.
I have nearly a new life. I just have to figure out what to do with it. Stepping out of that wretched house I was ready, standing on the sidewalk, to go to my brother.
Right, left, right again, strait ahead, what?... wait.. WHAT?! This is NOT right... this is SO WRONG. .. this is NOT how I left home.
"WHERE IS MY HOUSE?!" I angrily yelled not yet ready to start my new life. Through my tears and anger I punch a cable pole and gain splinters. FUCKING GREAT! The place where I grew up and had all of my memories es in was gone. It was gone. Turning around to stare where my bedroom was.. was.. it was all gone.. Gone... My childhood was gone.. I slump cry scream leaning against the pole sitting on the ground. All alone.
I stand up, my brother is the first to enter my mind. He was always whining and complaining. His enemies house? No... Dib couldn't be there.. Well his hobby WAS obsessing over Zim...Stalking him... It was so odd.. Right, left, another left. I was there..
The house looked.. normal? No, Zims' house was green, had odd decorations and security lawn gnomes all over the place. This wasn't right.
I was so desperate, though, to see someone I knew. For Gods' sake, Zita would've been fine! I REALLY REALLY, needed to see someone I knew who knew me. I ran to the door, hoping at least Zim would be there... aahh... old habits. I knock the door down with brute force. Wow. Its still there after 10 years? I figured I would be more frail.. AWESOME! No time for this. Yep. Zim lives here. GIR was sprawled out on the floor. Running to me with a stupid look on his face.. er.. disguise...