Thanks for all the positive reviews so far everbody~!

Im so sorry I took so long to update it's because I had to remake the whole chapter since the first one sucked, and my internet is totally not working. It doesn't want to connect. My body also doesn't feel well, I came down with a flu or something...well, enough about excuses.

Anyway,Im really am gonna go all out on this chapter.

Im also gonna make it a little fluffy. *wink*

Im also revealing some of your past.

Please enjoy!

Chapter 4: Drunken Feelings

[7:18pm]

You walked down the crowed sidewalk, Your mind wandering to Shizuo. How many days has it been since you met him? The only thing you remember is you havn't met him for 3 days. This made you very upset, You gave him your number and adress but he doesn't bother to use any of them to contact you.

With a puffed up cheeks, you noticed the blonde within the crowd. He was a fairly far distance away from you and didn't seem to notice you at all as he was busy waving bye to a guy also wearing glasses with a 'bob marley' or something kind of hair style.

"Perfect timing." You smirked as you were going sneak up on the bartender.

You were only a few feet away as you stopped. You remembered that you were angry at him, and you were going to stay that way until he apologize...or until you eventually forgive him.

You quickly hid behind the side of a building while peeking at him, you were planing to stalk him home and torture him by coming there every day and do naughty stuff to him...witch meant: drawing on his face while he slept and take pictures of it then blackmail him until he ask- no, begs for forgiveness or do something related to that.

You chuckled at the evil plans that popped up in your mind while stalking the bartender.

"I am so totally gonna get revenge."

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After a while you followed him to a highway just above a trainway. He stopped and leaned on the side walk, he seemed to be waiting for someone...or something.

"What are you waiting for?" You asked him quietly but because of the distance between the both of you he wouldn't be able to hear you...you didn't intend that anyway.

He took out his cigarette and started to smoke again, as usual. He looked confused as he waited, that wasn't a usual expression that you get from him even thought you saw this expression before but this time was different, he also seemed to ponder in his mind, asking himself things that he couldn't answer. He looked so innocent as though he didn't know anything, just like a child.

You gripped on the wall you were hidding behind, he was really tempting you. You wanted to run up to him and get a good look at his face then tease him until you got bored, witch you thought would never happen... for you, teasing him is just so damn amusing!

"Dammit! Im the one that supposed to be teasing you!" You scolded him in your mind wishing that you could do it to his face.

But you tried to contain yourself, remembering that you still had a plan to follow. You know you won't regret it.

Suddently, the sound of a neighing horse echoed through out the streets, making your heart almost leap out of your chest. It was the Black Biker.

The black figure raced up the street as you only watched with your mouth in a gap. Unlike the slasher you had interest in the rider, you thought it was cool how it roams the streets calmly without worrying if anyone saw, yet nobody knows what it does when it's out like that. Keeping things it does a mistery but has no fear in showing its self was what you thought was cool. Totally different from the slasher that only strikes at night, hurting people, and never shows its self to public.

The rider stopped right in front of Shizuo, this sight startled you. You didn't belive that Shizuo knew the city's legend, The Black Biker.

*Shizuo's POV*

I was waiting for Celty just to talk to her, as usual. The girl from yesterday, (f/n), she makes me wonder. It's just been about four days (including this one) I havent met her, I don't know why but I kinda miss her teasing me, her glomps that make me feel the warmth of her body, her sweet voice calling after me before she leaves, and her playful kisses. She also seems having no fear being close to me even though she knows about my strength. I just never felt this kinda feel of lost before...

Celty stopped in front of me and started to typed on her phone.

'You wanted to talk to me?'

"Yeah, I been wondering..." I scratched my head, I was kinda embarassed to admit this but I trusted Celty, she was really relieable.

'About what?'

"There's this girl I met a few days ago." I decided to start from the begining.

'A girl?'

"Yeah, she saw me get into a fight with Izaya and came running after me and complimented me because of my strength." I remember meeting her by the fountain.

'I see...then?'

"She acts like she's so close to me and acts all cute and stuff... Its so annoying! But...I haven't met her in a while and it feels weird...like I lost something, something very important." I looked down, I didn't know if it made sense but thats what I think I feel like.

Celty typed fast on her phone without giving it any thought.

'If its Important to you then you must find it!' Celty seemed to have an experiance in having lost something...it's probaly her head.

'You can't let it go! You must keep it close to you always or you might lose it forever!'

I gave her a funny look. Does she still remember that we're talking about a human?

"Um...Celty, this is a girl we're talking about here aren't we?" I tried to confirm.

She paused for a moment then started typing again.

'No matter what it is...if it's important then you should always protect it and keep it close to you no matter what.'

I stared at the words, I felt my cheeks heating up as I thought about keeping (f/n) close to me and always protecting her.

"Uhh...I guess you're right but still I don't think I coul-" Celty held up her phone with newly typed words and stopping me in my mid sentence.

'I actually can't beilive you fell in love Shizuo' She seemed to be laughing but no laughing sound came out from under her helmet but her pose pretty much gave it away.

"W-What? Who the hell said-" She drove off while waving, It's the first time she did that while I was still talking.

I sratched my head and smiled, I always felt good after talking to Celty. She always made me feel relieved for some reason. But...did I really fall in love?

"Ah, screw it!" I rubbed the back of my neck, I was still confused.

*Normal POV*

You stared at Shizuo and the biker as they seemed to have an conversation but, the weird thing you notice was the biker kept holding up and typeing on it's phone.

You also notice something else when you looked at the biker closely but not as close to hear what they were talking about. The biker's body had curves that's figure is more of a woman's body than a guy's one, her tight black clolthes made it even obvious that the biker was actually a girl. Then it hit you...The Black Biker was a girl!

You looked at the two having such a smooth talk making you angryer than before...actually, you were jealous. You looked at Shizuo, he had no problem talking to the biker, you even saw him blush. This was really getting on your nerves.

After a while the Biker drove away while waving then Shizuo did a thing he never did with you before...he smiled. This was it you couldn't take it anymore your heart ached for some reason, you had to get away from there.

"Shizuo...you Idiot!" You whispered before running away.

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After a while of running you finally stopped and started to catch your breath. You were breathing hard, you ran as fast as you could but you didn't really know why, you just felt that you had to get away.

"Hey" Someone tapped you shoulder making you almost jump.

You turned around, Miya smiled widely at you.

"Oh, its you Miya-chan..." You placed your hand on your chest in relief.

"Yup! Hey...whats wrong? You look kinda down." Miya seemed to notice that you were no in such a good mood.

"N-No,It's nothing...I just-"

"It can't be nothing if it makes that kind of look on your face...you know what? Let's go drinking!" She shouted with exciment.

"Huh? What? B-But I don't really drink..." You looked at her confused.

"Oh, come on! Let's drink to get rid of our bad feelings...It really helps me forget something thats bothering me at least for a while!" She patted your back trying to encourage you.

"Are you sure?" Forgeting might be a good idea...

"Of course! Just stop acting like a kid already...were old enough to drink y'know!" She didn't really act so grown up though.

"W-Well..." You wern't sure if you should go but if it means getting rid of your pain...why not?

"Come on~ I'll pay! How about that?" She still tried to persuade you.

"Fine." You sighed not trying to regret what you just said.

"Yay! Ok, lets go! I know a good place!" She put her arm around your shoulder an practily dragged you into a club.

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[11.38pm]

Shizuo walked around Ikebukuro as he always did at night, his mind was wandering to you. He wanted to meet you but he wouldn't do that at this time of night, it was too risky.
He also thought that you were probaly alseep if he called, he didn't want to wake you up so late at night.

He didn't feel sleepy at all since he couldn't stop thinking about you, Celty's words, and his feelings. He snaped into reality as someone bumped into him.

"What the hell-?" His eyes widen as he saw who bumped into him, it was you.

"Ah! Shizuo-kun~! You're in my way~ get away from me~!" You pushed him away but he didn't move a inch, he was too strong, but actually you were too weak because some reason.

"Hey you..." He looked down at you, your cheeks glowed red and your mouth smelled like alcohol...you were drunk.

"You're drunk aren't you?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Im not drunk!" Exactly what a drunk person would say.

"Yes, you are and you have to go home." He looked into your half opened eyes.

"I don't wanna~" You stomped around like a little kid.

"And I don't care, you have to go home. Now." He was worried that something would happen to you if you were out this late at night, and the drunken state made it worse.

"No!" You tried to run but after a few steps you fell down, you couldn't control your body.

Shizuo sighed as he looked at you on the ground, he helped you up but you bit his hand.

"Why you-!" He didn't actually feel any pain but he was pretty pissed.

You sticked your tounge out at him and tried to run away again but you couldn't control your body and bumped into him instead. You leaned on his body as yours felt heavy.

He ajusted so that he could carry you in a piggyback ride style. He sighed softly but smiled a little, he missed the warmth of your body.

"Why the heck are you carrying me?" You snaped at him, you wiggled around trying to free yourself but he was too strong, his grip on your legs made it impossible for you to break free.

"It's because you're annoying." He started walking, it was a good thing you gave him your address so he could walk you home.

"If Im annoying then you should just leave me there! You don't care anyway!" You waved your hands around still trying to break free.

"Who said I didn't?" If you weren't drunk he would never say that...at least to your face.

"Of course you don't! You didn't call me or visit me at all...sending a text message would be fine too. But you hate me, right?" You finally setled down and wrapped you arms tightly around his neck, not choking him though.

"I missed you..." You whispered in his ear almost with a crying tone.

He felt a slight pain in his chest as you whispered those last words.

"Idiot, I missed you too..." He grumbled but then notice you were fast asleep.

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Trust.

What was it like to be trusted?

Does anyone trust me?

[Age 16]

You sat by your bestfriend during lunch, you notice she had been lost in thought lately for the past few days, you were starting to worry about her.

"Hey, are you ok?" You asked her while tapping her on the shoulder.

She jumped a little as she was startled.

"Huh? Uh..Y-Yeah. Im fine." She gave a weak smile.

"Are you sure? You don't look like it...If there's anything bothering you, you can feel free to talk to me." You smiled at her trying to comfort her.

"Thanks, but no...really, Im alright." She smiled back at you.

Even though you weren't really sure but because she was your best friend since middle school you trusted her, there was no way that she couldn't be lying...but you were wrong.

The day after she commited suiacide as you found out that she was raped by her boyfriend after he couldn't accept that she wanted to break up with him. Everybody in school knew, except you. She told some of the other girls in class but not you...she didn't trust you.

Why didn't she tell me?

Why doesn't she trust me?

Trust...thats all I want but can't get.

Please, anyone...trust me.

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Shizuo carried you up to your room. He knocked on the door to see if anyone was in there but as expected no answer. That meant you lived alone...no such a good thing for this situation.

"Hey, wake up...where's your keys?" He called out to you.

You were still asleep, he notice you didn't have such a pleasent dream as he looked at you with the corner of his eye.

"Hey." He slightly shook his body causing yours to shake also.

"Ngh?" You looked up with droopy eye's even thought you slept you were still drunk.

"I need your keys...give them to me" He asked again.

"It's in my pocket, you get them~" Your body was still heavy and you were to lazy to move with your drunken state.

He sighed and put you down, placing your back to lean against the wall. He pined the two of your hands above your head using just one of his hands to keep you in an standing posion.

His free hand patted your thigh as he tried to feel in witch pocket you kept your keys in. When he felt something at fitted the size and shape of a key in your right pocket. He gently slid his fingers into your pocket making it rub against your cloth covered thigh.

"ah..." You bit your lip as you felt his slim fingers slipping into your pocket an softly rubbing on your upper thigh. It felt good.

His eyes widen as he quickly pulled out his hand from your pocket without grabbing the keys first, he looked at you. Your half opened eye's stared into his, your slightly parted lips let out your alcohol scent breath. Your lips seemed so soft, he remember when it lightly pecked his cheek once. Your cheeks was still flushed with the color of dark pink that made you look seductive in his eyes.

Your drunk figure was tempting him.

He shook his head as he tried to get those thoughts out of his mind. He gulped as he slipped his hand in your pocket again trying his best to not think of dirty things but you moaned as he slipped his fingers in again, making his heart bet faster that it already was.

He finally got hold of the keys and quickly pulled them out, he let out a sigh of realif. He slumped your arm over his shoulder making you lean on his body as he unlocked the door and help you in. The scent of your hair filled his nostrils as you leaned on him. He felt the warmth of your body once again.

He headed to a door he asumed was a bedroom door, he looked around as he knew you lived alone but he still tried to find signs of somebody else living there just in case.

He opened the door and came in, not bothering to turn on the light because you left your window open letting the moonlight shine in on your bed, the only important thing for him to see.

He carefully laid your body on the bed, the sweat on your body glittered in the moonlight. He stared at your body, your chest rose and fell along with your warm breath making a matching rythem. He couldn't keep his eye's off you, As you sifted your jean skirt slid up and it revelied your thigh.

Some dirty thoughts poped up in his mind then he quickly turned away and shook his head.

"Shit, what the hell am I thinking?" He mentally slapped himself. He didn't seem to relize what you were doing until he truned back to see you.

"It's so hot~" You whined while unbuttoning your shirt.

"H-Hey!" Shizuo held your hand to stop your dangerous activity.

The room fell silent, his hand was softly gripping on yours, his eyes met your gleeming ones, your flushed cheeks was clearly visible in the moonlight that came from the unclosed window. A glimpse of your chest was visible as you succeded in unbuttoning two of the buttons of your shirt, making Shizuo have no problem to see what kind of bra you wore. The sight of you really was tempting the bartender today...no, tonight.

"I-I'll cool you down...j-just, don't take off your clothes, ok?" He stutterd. He grabed a thin book on your desk and started to fan you off.

Your breathing started to ease dispite you were breathing hard a few seconds ago. You shifted to face him, making his face glow red a bit more than it already was, of course with your position right now he could clearly see yet again whats inside your shirt. Your parted lips looked so soft, he wonder what it felt like on his.

He bit his lip as he tried to control his self. He kept cooling you off until he was sure you were asleep then tried to get out of there as fast as he could. It was really getting too risky.

He quietly stood up and turned around to head to the door until he felt a slight tugging at his sleeve. He turned around to see you awake and preventing him to leave.

"Please don't leave..." Your voice was so soft he could hard make out what you said but after a while of repeating the tone of your voice he got it.

"I can't...It's not a good idea to stay here so late." His eyes looked at you gently, you looked like you were gonna break if the touched you.

"Shizuo-kun..." You voice trailed off as you said his name. His heart felt like it skiped a beat.

He looked into your big pleading eye's, his heart seemed to skip again. If he could say anything about this, he would say it was blackmail or threat. Either way it was the same, As long as it meant that you were forcing him to stay there.

After the long stare down he finally gave up and sat beside you. You also finally laid back down again and this time, while holding his hand. His big rough hand felt warm against your small soft one, You smiled as he also held yours back.

He looked at your smiling face and couldn't help but to smile back, he thought you looked cuter when you shut up.

"Such a waste..." He sighed while shaking his head a little.

He bent down closer to your face and lightly kissed your forehead.

"I love you." He whispered in your ear, now being sure of his feelings.

Aw~ He finally confessed ~
It was a little earlier than planed but it not good to keep my lovley reader's waiting right?

I think the fluff scene was not such a good one...it came out a bit more fuzzy than fluffy if you ask me...
I don't think I suck at those kind of scene's but its probaly because I can't decribe the shape of your body, or how's your hair, etc. since I don't know how all of my reader's look like... I am so sorry if it sucked.

I am not planning in putting lemons in this fanfic because its my first one and I don't think its a good start for a first fanfic. Sorry!

Im also sorry if this chapter's ending became a cliff hanger...sometimes cliff hangers make you feel like crap but I hope you don't mind this one...

Next chapter is about the next morning...whats gonna happen then? You finally get out of your drunk state and find Shizuo in your bedroom, how are you gonna react? Please look forward to the next chapter!

Review! ;3