Chapter 4
The talk and the heartbreak
BPOV
Fireworks were a huge understatement.
What I felt when I kissed Sam was like an explosion that caused the end of the world!
The chemistry between us was like nothing I had ever felt before, just with one kiss from Sam made me forget any feelings I had for Edward Cullen completely.
As we pulled apart Sam said the one thing that totally summed up what happened
"Wow" I giggled
"I know right"
"So what now?" He asking hesistation clear in his voice
" I think we just go with how we feel, I like you Sam, I feel this pull to you and I would love to see where this goes" I liked this new Bella, she knew what she wanted and wasn't afraid to go for it, old Bella would have been shy and awkward, missing out on the chance to be with such an amazing guy.
Sam smiled with so much joy it was hard not to join in, so I did.
"Bella, thank you so much for being so accepting! Jake said you were good with weird, he was right"
Shit, Jake, I forgot about Jake, what is he going to think about me possibly dating one of his friends, surely he won't be too happy, I only turned back up today after breaking up with my vampire ex.
Today has definitely been a busy day, get rid of a vampire and gain a pack of wolves.
Only me, right?
"I am going to have to talk to Jake tomorrow about all of this because everything has gotten a little crazy and I think I just need to talk this out" He nodded looking a little down trodden.
"Don't worry, I just need to make sure he is okay with this" I gestured to both of us "and I just found out my best is a wolf, I need to have a chat about that one" He seemed to loosen up after I explained.
"You look dead on your feet time for some sleep Mi Luna"
He gently lifted me after I nodded my approval and placed me back onto the bed.
He tucked me in and went to leave, only to be stopped when I wouldn't let him go
"Stay" was all I needed to say.
I woke the next morning feeling warm, but not too warm, I felt safe.
"Good morning beautiful" I smiled
"Morning, Oh, you may need to hide Charlie will shoot you if he sees you" I panicked which in return earned a smile from Sam
"He left about 10 minutes ago, no need to worry, so the big question is, what happens when I leave this room?"
I hadn't quite considered that myself, will it be awkward when we leave this happy bubble we engulfed ourselves in?
"I am going to the res later to talk to Jake I can meet you if you want and we can spend some time getting to know each other? It's strange, I feel like I've known you my whole life when infact I have just met you." I mused
"It sounds like a plan and yes I know exactly what you mean, Mi Luna" He smiled
After eventually dragging myself from Sam and getting ready I made my way to Jake's house, I had never felt so nervous.
Yesterday I turn up out of the blue after getting rid of my vampire boyfriend and now I'm going to his house to let him know I know he is a wolf and also see how he feels about me dating a friend of his, who he knows imprinted on me, couldn't just have normal teenage problems?
I hesitantly knocked on the door only to be answered by Billy a few moments later.
"Oh, hello Bella, what brings you here? Jake is sleeping at the moment"
"I just needed to have a chat with him do you mind if I go and wake him up?"
He hesitated for a second
"He's real tired Bells he's being er.. working late in the garage"
"So he's been doing the night shifts patrolling then?" I asked, receiving a very shocked look from Billy "Yeah I know about the wolf thing, Sam told me last night" I smiled
"But how? And more importantly why?" I had never seen the old wise Billy so confused it took everything in me not to laugh
"I'm his Imprint, is that the correct word? Yeah Imprint" I beamed, I was proud to be connected to such a great guy
"Congratulations Bella, it's an amazing thing and very rare, now go wake that boy up" He boomed shuffling me on my way.
As I walked into Jake's room I couldn't help but laugh, he was at least 2 sizes too big for that bed, you could tell as the majority of his body was hanging off of the bed.
"Jacob?" I said, "Jake!" Okay that time he heard me
"Shit! Bella! What the hell!?" I had never seen Jake look so scared haha
"Sorry Jake I just needed to talk to you, your dad said I could wake you"
"Okay, whats up?"
Here goes nothing
"I know about the wolf thing and the imprint thing" I paused he looked like he expected this "Sam told me last night, I just wanted to know how you felt about me dating Sam? I like him Jake, I may have known him for the shortest time but I feel like I could be happy with him, so?"
He was quiet for an uncomfortable amount of time
"Okay, I'm okay with it, I just want you to be careful Bella, I don't want to see you get hurt, I know he can't but the imprint doesn't make the relationship it just guides you okay?"
I hugged him with everything I had
"Thanks Jake, you are the best, okay I'm going to leave you to sleep and go meet Sam"
I practically ran from the house shouting a quick goodbye to Billy on my way.
Five minutes later I was pulling up outside the diner feeling the pull of the imprint get easier to handle as I get closer.
As I was walking towards the doors I saw something through the window that broke my heart Sam was sat in a booth across from Leah and they were holding hands.
As if on cue she leaned across and kissed him with full forc and as she pulled away she had the biggest smile on her face.
I just broke right there.
Unable to watch any more of this scene I ran back to my truck and drove away
Imprint? Soul mate?
words that were used far too much and to me now had far too little meaning
I can't believe I fell for another guy who just spouted a load of bullshit!
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