Chapter 5

BPOV

How could he do that to me?

I was supposed to be his soul mate, the love of his life, the one he wanted to grow old with and he does this. No discretion whatsoever, they just kissed right there for everyone to see.

How could I be so stupid? There I am thinking that everything in my life is set, again and once again they fucked me over.
This is far worse than the pain I felt when Edward left, I barely felt anything when he left but anger. Now I am truly heartbroken.

I finally pulled up on the driveway at home and ran inside.
My cell phone had been ringing none stop, I knew who it would be but I didn't want to hear it.
I knew what I had seen and there was no taking that back.

There was a knock at the door, may as well get this over with.
As I opened it there he was, my heart rate increased, it sucks that he hurt me so much but still has so much of an effect on me.
"Bella, what happened where were you?, I waited at the diner for ages, I tried to call you like 50 times" was he really acting like nothing happened? If I hadn't seen the kiss would he have just acted like it didn't happen and never tell me? What a dick!

"Seriously, are we acting like nothing happened today?!"

"Bella what are you talking about?" He was honestly carrying on with this bullshit?

"I saw you Sam, I saw everything, you and Leah all cosy at the diner kissing, you fucking kissed her, when I was on my way to meet you all happy and ready to accept you into my life, you are kissing your ex, how stupid must I be? Soul mate?! That is bullshit, you and your wolfy buddy can fuck off and stay away from me, run away to your ex!" I felt emotionally drained by the end of the rant, he at least looked guilty.

"Bella, no it wasn't like that, you are my soul mate, yes we kissed, it was a lapse in judgement, in a way it was goodbye, you have to understand I was with her for many years I may have imprinted on you but I still care for her, I said goodbye to a huge part of my life today so there was a kiss, that is nothing compared to what I've just given up so I can spend my life with you" I was lost for words, well except for two.

"Get out" He looked like I had grown a second head "Don't look at me like that get out, the fact that you expect me to be okay with you kissing her because it was goodbye is fucking ridiculous, that was not a goodbye kiss that was I want to take you right now on this table kiss so don't give me that shit, now lucky you, it doesn't have to be goodbye you can go back to her, I should never have had to see that and if you felt anything for me you would have considered my feelings and you didn't even plan on telling me! If I didn't see what happened would you have ever told me?" He just looked down "No, I didn't think so, how would you feel if Edward was around and I kissed him goodbye" I was met with a growl "Yeah, that's what I thought, not nice is it, now get out of my house, I don't want to see you again, I do not accept the imprint I'm done with you now leave!" He looked like I killed his parents in front of him.

"Bella, please don't do this" He looked so upset, but this is new Bella and she is someones doormat anymore.

"I didn't do this Sam, you did this now leave"

Looking completely broken he walked out of the house and straight into the forest the sounds of a heartbroken howl piercing the sky.

I was in so much pain I wasn't sure I could deal with it but I knew I had to new Bella was going to deal with this.
I walked into my room only to be greeted by the last person I expected to be there.
"Hello Isabella"

"Edward, what are you doing here?!" I practically growled

"your future dissapeared, I was worried sick, I told you to be safe, I get here and see you not only around wolves but also one of them claims to be your soul mate, Bella do you know how dangerous they can be?"

Really?

"About as dangerous as a vampire I'd imagine, maybe less? Edward you left, I am no longer a worry of yours" I couldn't believe this

"You heard her leech, not leave" Said the angry wolf who had somehow snuck up on me

Both the vampire and wolf were now crouched ready to attack the other

"Get out of here dog, I'm back now, Bella and I are going to be together you can go back to the kennle you came from" Edward smirked

"Bella is mine, she is my imprint, nothing you feel can compare to that"

"Bella is no one's!" I screamed, they both looked at me shocked "Oh forget I was here? I want both of you out of my house and my life now! Edward you left me, we are done, there is nothing between us anymore and Sam we discussed this about five minutes ago, you shouldn't have come back and you certainly don't get to claim me as your now both of you leave!" The both looked like they wanted to argue but decided against it, Edward was gone in the blink of an eye and Sam hesitated, "Sam I have nothing more to say to you, leave!" and he did.

So there I was left alone, the silence not feeling right, left to my thoughts only.

The next week flew by, I went to school and came home, other than that I did nothing.
All I could feel was pain, this ache, I knew what the ache was.
All I could think about was Sam.

The phone began to ring a shrill ring.
"Swan residence" I answered

"Hey, Bells it's Jake, listen I know what happened and I think you need to at least talk to Sam, he's not in a good way Bella , he doesn't leave the house he looks miserable"

"Jake if you know what happened then you wouldn't ask this of me, I saw him kissing his ex and can you honestly tell me she hasn't been sniffing around?" he didn't answer "Yeah I thought so, if Sam really wanted to see me he would have tried a little harder, not only to keep her away but for also for me, so I'm glad he's suffering Jake, that makes two of us!"

I couldn't help the tears that flowed freely down my face

"Bells, I know you're hurting, but please give him a chance, yes Leah has been around but she lives on the Res aswell and with him looking how he does everyone is worrying Bella, everyone has been there to check on him, I know he needs to try a little more but so do you Bells, a little give and take is needed here, he did wrong but you got to give him a chance to make up for it."

Maybe he was right