A/N: Kinda a long wait for this chapter, but I went out to the desert with my friend and her family, and I didn't have any internet but I tried to write anytime i got in the car. Kinda a filler, crappy chapter, but I really didn't have that much inspiration for it. I think I know what I'm doing for the next chapter though, and it has plot in it, if I actually end up sticking to the actual summary I have written for it. Well, I'll shut up now,I hope you enjoy it.

Mello's POV

We ended up just lying next to each other on the uncomfortable, hospital bed. Matt had gotten the needles out of his arms periodically throughout the day. It would have been the most comfortable moment ever, but given the current circumstances, there was a heavy weight in the air that wouldn't go away no matter what. It was nearing sunset, and we were just staring out the window at the colorful sunset along the ocean, while I rubbed soothing circles on his back and he lied his head on my chest. The silence was both comfortable and unbearable at the same time. My mind was complete inner turmoil, thinking about the future and the operation that grew nearer by the second. I was content outside, just with Matt lying next to me, finally as I wanted him in my life. He had told me he loved me after I had said it, and he looked at perfectly ease, at least on the outside, but what was he to me? What were we?

He must have felt me tense as he moved and looked up at me. He was so gorgeous. His bright, emerald green eyes, surrounded by thick red lashes that any girl would be envious of. His hair actually out of his eyes, perfectly placed across his forehead. I couldn't help it, I brought my lips down to his. meeting him half way. The kiss went from innocent to passionate quickly and soon he was situated on my hips, straddling me. As the need for air became too much for both of us, we pulled away panting against the other's lips, mere millimeters away.

"We shouldn't be doing this here." I mumbled, breathless against his lips. "You should get some rest." He whined lightly before pressing his lips against mine again, dragging his tongue along my bottom lip, asking for entrance, which was given instantly, my words from before dying quickly. his hands dragged up my sides as mine did the same to him. Bringing them back down, I slipped them in his shirt pulling it up as my hands followed farther up on his abdomen, rubbing my thumb over both his nipples. He groaned into the kiss, making the entire experience more enticing. Up until he started grinding down on me did I realize exactly where we were.

"Matt." He kept up his ministrations, no doubt trying to distract me like he had done the last time. "Matt. Stop." I untangled my hands from his body getting a firm grip in his shoulders and gently pushing him away, only when he tried to clasp onto my next did I push harder. He gave up, sitting up, sulking with an adorable pout on his lips. I sat up as well him in my lap. I pecked his lips, and rest my head on his shoulder.

"Matt, just not here, I promise when you get home tomorrow. We'll go as far as you want." His pout turning into a sad look, probably thinking I was just making excuses. How could I prove to him I wasn't? "Matt?" He nodded, in his own way telling me to go on. "Would you go out with me?" I know I probably just sounded like a total teenager, but I didn't care. This was Matt.

"Of course Mello." I pulled my head off his shoulder and looked him in the eyes.

"Thank you." He nodded again and I pecked him on the lips again. "And I promise, you can hold me to that," i chuckled and he smiled, closing his eyes. I rested my forehead against his, rubbing his back again, he relaxed against me. His head moved to my shoulder, and within a few minutes he was asleep on my shoulder. Gently leaning back against the bed, making myself comfortable, I kissed the top of his head before falling into a light sleep myself.

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We were woken up by the nurse clearing her throat in the door frame. I shook Matt lightly, smiling as he just nuzzled his face closer into the side of my chest.

"Come on Matty, the nurse is here." He groaned but lifted his head slowly opening his eyes. He gave me a small smile before resting his chin on my chest looking over at her.

"What's up nursey?" I smacked him lightly on the top of the head, and he just chuckled at me. The nurse looked at us like it we were an exhibit at a zoo. I cleared my throat this time bringing her back to reality.

"Umm, well, it's ten o'clock, and um, visitor hours are over for the public." She was melting under my glare, clearly not wanting to mess with me. Matt sighed and sat up a little, his weight leaving my chest. "You can come back after the procedure tomorrow. It should be over at around nine if all goes well." If all goes well, IF ALL GOES WELL, everything better go alright or there will be a few less doctors at this hospital.

I felt Matt's hands gently push at my side, most likely trying to get me off the bed. I sighed as well, throwing my legs off the bed and standing up.

"I'm sure I can find my own way out, I'd like a minute alone with him" I gestured to Matt, the nurse shook her head saying something about having five minutes, before she walked out of the room, shutting the door behind her. I looked down at Matt, seeing a small sad smile. I leaned down and connected my lips to his. He kissed back instantly, opening his mouth. I pulled away when the time came that I hated being human, the lack of oxygen getting to my head. I pecked his lips once more before resting my forehead against his. "I'll be here when the operation is over tomorrow alright?"

He shook his head in a nod, his eyes beginning to water again. "Alright, Mello. I'll see you then." I could see the terror in his eyes, he was freaking out.

"Matt I promise you, everything will be alright, just trust me." And with that I turned and walked out of the room, never feeling this empty before.