Jesse and I went to the mall to find me a sexy little black dress. It took us 3 stores and 4 hours but we found it. When we got home I did my hair.
"What time is it?"
"6:15"
"Shit I better get dressed."
I got the dress on and was looking in the mirror.
"Do you think this dress will make him sit up and beg?"
"Definitely."
"It's not over kill. Is it?"
"I think it is perfect, but it's a really good thing your dad isn't here. He would never let you leave the house."
"Oh hi Mercy. I know right,"
"I have the perfect coat to wear over it."
"Really?"
"Yep my black knee length leather coat."
"You would let me borrow it."
"Yep"
"Thanks it's perfect."
"It's 6:30 you better go. Have fun and don't do anything I would."
"Very funny Mercy."
By the time I got to Ben's I was so nervous I thought I was going to throw up. I knocked on the door.
"Come in"
I opened the door and walked in. I took off my coat.
"Hello"
"I'm in the kitchen."
I walked in and he had is back to the door. I cleared my throat and he turned around.
"Wow"
"Is that all you can say?"
"You look sexy."
"Thank you."
"I am one lucky man."
"Yes you are."
"You hungry?"
"Starving."
"Well then let's eat."
He pulled my chair out and slid it in when I sat down. He made steak, baked potatoes, and salad. After we were done eating he stood up and walked over to me with something in his hand.
"Phoenix I know that I'm not always the best person at expressing myself, but I love you. I know that you have been through a lot. I know it won't always be easy but I want to try because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you marry me?"
"Oh My God! Of course I will."
He stood up and put the ring on my finger. I stood up and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around me. I broke the kiss and looked at me.
"What?"
"Nothing. You just look so dam..."
"Fuckable?"
"Yeah"
"That was the idea."
"God I really hate alpha orders. It sucks because I can't do what I really want to "
"What alpha orders?"
"You know what alpha order."
"Like I said what alpha order."
"What are you talking about?"
"I could tell you but it would be funnier to show you."
I didn't give him time to say anything I just kissed him as I slid my hands to the bottom of his shirt and started to lift it over his head. After I got it off he lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He started to walk toward the bedroom as he kissed down my neck. When we got to the bedroom he climbed on the bed and laid me down. He laid on top of me with most of his weight on his arms. He kissed me again before moving back down my neck. I whispered in his ear.
"Make love to me."
That's is all it took and he untied my dress and slid it off grabbing my underwear as he went. I unbuttoned his pants and underwear and slid them off with my toes. He looked at me and smiled.
"You are so beautiful"
" And all yours."
He kissed me as he slid himself into me. He started out slow until I started to moan. He took that as a sign to speed up. All of a sudden I flipped him over so I was on top without missing a beat. I laughed and I smiled. I bent over and kissed him.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
I sat back up and ran my nails down his chest and he growled and flipped back over. He speed up and started pushing a harder. We finished at the same time and he laid down beside me.
"Of all things to happen tonight. I did not think that was going to be that. How did you do that?"
"Do what?"
"Get Adam to lift the order?"
"I told him that I graduated high school and was getting ready to start college. And that I thought I was I had more than proven that I am able to make this decision."
"You are good."
"So are you."
"That's not what I was taking about. When it comes to that you are amazing."
"You are mind blowing. I never thought it could feel like that."
"Kind of like I never thought that loving someone could be this amazing?"
"Yeah."
Ben and I got married a year after that and two years after that we had our first child. A little girl
named Sophie. We used invetro to implant embryos that were genetically mine and Ben's into a surrogate Jesse was our surrogate. In fact we are about to have child number two thanks to Jesse. A little boy we are going to name Jake. All in all I'm glad I was born what I am a werewolf.
