A/N: I'm back!

Voice: I know you moron!

A/N: Shut up! Oh, hey guys! It's Gohagosa reporting once again for a new chapter!

*HOLES UP IN A CORNER...* SAIYUKI WILL NEVER EVER BE MINE...

Beta by: aliendroid-san

A/N: This chapter will be kind of dark...

Plot:Son Goku who isn't the most confident boy has a problem, he is scared of people, especially boys. But what if Genjyo Sanzo comes and makes a racket in Goku's school and falls for our innocent saru? How will Goku cope up with companionship? What is Sanzo willing to do to win Goku's heart? And what are these dreams that have been bothering Goku for a while now?

Chapter 11 Help...

Goku let out a heavy sigh, spread his arms, and let himself fall onto his small bed. He was very tired. Not because he did anything tiring, all he did was sleep in the infirmary all day, but because his mind was all jumbled up with stuff. Dreams, people, weirdo's who steal caps, hypocritical jerks who step on your head, blondes who throw deadly chalk, red haired librarians who crash into you, sprained ankles and many many more things.

"Oh god, what a day," the brown haired boy exclaimed to himself. Gojyo was out, probably to fish out some girls from the opposite dorm, which would surely get him into trouble. Goku didn't even know how the cockroach could get in there in the first place! Hakkai was out too. It was rare for him to be out, but Goku just shrugged the thought off and stared at the ceiling.

His eyes were as heavy as lead and his mind was very exhausted, but nonetheless his body demanded movement. He was hungry too, so he heaved his body into a sitting position and stayed there for a few moments. Deciding he had enough rest Goku proceeded to the kitchen to get a bag of crackers and a water bottle. "Hakkai will kill me later," He muttered to himself. Grabbing a jacket he put it on and slowly closed the door of his dorm.

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The lamps in the courtyard were already on. The air was very crisp and cold making Goku tuck his jacket closer to himself. He then paused, breathed the chilly air, and proceeded to his usual spot: the cherry blossom tree.

It's so cold, He thought to himself as he walked slowly. The wind blew on his face causing him to scrunch his features because of the cold.

Oh yeah, winter is about to come. Which means, snow... The golden eyed boy rubbed his eyes gently when tears started to threaten to fall out of them. Oh well, I'll just stay in my room again. And as much as possible avoid snow.
Goku smiled when he finally saw what he was searching for.

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Sanzo took his glasses and wore them as he came out of the bathroom and dried his hair with a towel. Scanning his room, that was filled with unpacked boxes, his eyes landed on a small black cap that was on top of his table. His lips curled into a small smile as he looked at the cap. Of course nothing was special about that cap. It was just that it came from a very interesting young boy he met that morning.

"I wonder what happened to him after he was excused from class?" the blonde asked himself as he picked up the cap and scanned it. Adjusting his glasses he then heaved a sigh and stared at his room.

"Man, what a drag," Sanzo grumbled to himself as he scratched his head. "I think I'll take another stroll," the blonde said to himself as he grabbed a shirt and went out the door.

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Goku gave a small sigh of relief when he finally got to sit down. It really was not that easy to do it when your ankles were hurting. But nonetheless he took a seat on the cold ground.

It's so peaceful, Ne? The boy asked himself as he nibbled on a cracker and looked at his surroundings. Yes it was very peaceful. So peaceful that you'd just stop and wish to forever stay in the tranquility and silence.

"If only I could live here, I wouldn't have to worry about anything." Goku mumbled sadly to himself. "I wouldn't have to deal with people. I could just lie in here and look at everything in sweet silence."

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Around one of the dorms in school in the middle of a secretive session...
A streak of Hakkai's hair suddenly stood up.

"What's wrong love?" Gojyo asked Hakkai as he placed small kisses on his collarbone. Causing the man to be distracted from what he was about to say.

"No. It's just that my Goku instincts were saying that Goku was thinking negatively again," Hakkai breathed as he tried to support himself and looked around as if he thought Goku would be there with them.

"You are such a mother and a worry wart," Gojyo said with a smirk. "But that's one reason why I love you."

"Now where we're we?" The emerald eyed boy asked as he hovered over the red head.

"You were on top," Gojyo replied with a smirk.

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At times like this the only thing Goku could do was be quiet. The chestnut haired boy wasn't very sociable. He disliked it when people came near him and he runs away when they passed his "stay-a-meter-away" boundary. He's very distant with practically everyone, even his own adoptive fathers and best friends, whom he used to love so much when he was a young boy. He was already far distant back then. It's just that when he started going to high school it became worse.

He rarely talked to anyone and just holed himself up in his room. That's why Hakkai demanded Gojyo to stay in the same dorm as Goku, because the boy almost didn't come out of his room. Hakkai had his connections to make this happen though. But since even Gojyo couldn't coax the boy out Hakkai had to come every day to check on them, and to get sneak looks on Gojyo's messed up hair in the morning including his topless physique. Hakkai would then cook them breakfast since neither of the two could cook, even if their lives depended on it.
Goku stopped nibbling on a cracker and tucked his legs close to him as he placed his head on his knees. He just felt so sad, very, very sad. He didn't know why this was happening. Why was he that distant? Why did he seclude himself so much? Then a question appeared in his head.

Why am I so scared?

The question just dawned on him. A question that could be so easily asked, but could take you years to answer. His eyes started to water while his body was shaking severely. He was scared. So scared. Very very scared.

"M-my head!" Goku screamed as he clutched his head. Suddenly flashes of pictures that were very familiar whizzed through his head all together, and it was making his head hurt like crazy! Sweat trickled down his face as he saw a pair of eyes staring at him from his mind. His golden eyes widened. Those eyes were familiar. But he couldn't tell where he had seen them.

Suddenly an unknown force pushed him to the ground and hovered over him. Goku shrieked when he felt somebody touch his groin lightly. He heard the zipper of his pants being zipped open slowly. Then the hand grabbed his thighs and straddled them. He felt his jacket being opened followed by the buttons of his shirt. When his chest was finally half exposed, a tongue traveled around his chest and bit his collarbone, with enough force to make it bleed.

"SOMEBODY! K-KONZEN! TEN-CHAN! KEN-NII! HAKKAI! GOJYO! H- HELP ME! HE MMMMPPPHHHH!" The boy was silenced in a very carnal and brutal kiss. Goku's lips bled when the man bit his mouth harshly. It was painful. He couldn't push the guy off. He was too weak. His legs hurt. He wanted to call out for help but he didn't know if anyone would even come.

"H-have mercy I-I AAAAAGGGGHHHH!" Tears fell from Goku's eyes as he fell slowly to oblivion. Pain enveloped his entire system.

Somebody he-help...

OWARI

Voice: YOU CRUEL HEARTLESS EXCUSE FOR A SADIST!

A/N: I'm not a sadist!

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