Next to Ian, Elizabeth was thinking of the same day…
Flash back
It was afternoon and Elizabeth finally came out of her room after hours of strategizing. Ian followed her out with a scowl on his face. They were pretending that morning hadn't happened.
Elizabeth felt horrible. While she couldn't honestly say it was the worst thing she'd ever done in her life, it was the first thing she ever felt guilty about. She'd almost cheated on Jonah and almost betrayed Amy. She needed to talk to Sinead…but she was busy.
Ian started the coffee maker and Elizabeth pulled a ginger ale out of the fridge. Ian eyed her from across the room and she pretended to not notice it. But it felt like his eyes were burning holes in her and she could tell whenever he looked at a different place.
The thing she felt the most bad about was the regret. She'd wanted to do it. Ever since she left the Vespers everyone been telling her she could be good, she could behave like something other than a ruthless Vesper. But Ian was ruthless like her… no. She loved Jonah. She was in love with Jonah. She kept that in her head, while Ian crept toward her.
'No.' was her only thought as she felt his lips press against hers
End Flashback
"We'll be landing in about half an hour, the weather in Attleboro is rainy and cold."
Elizabeth sighed slightly. She couldn't let it happen again.
Elizabeth sings seven devils by Florence and the machine
