I was on the ground screaming in pain. I had my face covered in false hope that the pain would go way. "You bastard! You fucking bastard!" I screamed, I could see through the crack of my fingers of my mask broken in two. I heard running coming my way, stupidly at first I thought it was Isaac coming back to apologize for the prank he just pulled but, it was only my droogies. "Turn the camera off! Turn it off right now!" shouted Georgette while I heard Diva fighting off the camera crew. Someone was by my side stroking my shoulder, it was Petra. "Are you alright?" Why does she have to ask that stupid question? Does it look like I'm alright?"

"Just….get me to Rubik," I sobbed into my hands. I've never felt so embarrassed and betrayed in my life. I heard Petra say something about a cover up then they put something black over my face, concealing my identity. Petra helped me up, I could feel there was a lot of people around me. In the distance I heard someone shout that they have a piece of my mask. It felt like an eternity to get to safety were no one can see my face until finally I was in a vehicle of sorts. After I got inside Diva gave me a strong sleeping pill that wasn't recommended to the FDA then I was out like a light.

I woke up in a nice soft bed with the sun shining through the window. I looked at the clock, it was 12 at noontime. I got out of bed feeling my face expecting bandages but instead a smooth uninjured face. I smiled a little to myself, at least I'm not scarred I wouldn't want to wear a mask for two reasons, two being scarred in the face. I got out of bed, took a shower, got dress and went into the living room. The living room was made of crystal with a T.V. and a comfy chair in the middle. It made me think of that ice palace off the Superman movies but, with more elegance. I sat on the chair, there was a glass remote next to me. I turned on the T.V. The first to appear was the opening to 'Droog' following the song Ladies and Gentlemen by Saliva.

Ladies and Gentlemen, please

Would you bring your attention to me

A feast for your eyes to see

An explosion of catastrophe

Watch closely as I open this door

Your jaws would be on the floor

After this You'll be begging for more

As the song was playing it showed images of violence and of us posing for the camera. By the time Saliva was singing Welcome to the show. Please come inside it showed a picture of a faceless women with the infamous eye with the word 'Droog' written in big letters. I changed the channel before the show would start playing, I didn't feel like watching myself after last night. I surfed through every channel with nothing catching my eye until Hellraiser came on.

I watched for a moment as glorious violence was played out on the screen. I've seen this movie countless time to the point I know every word. I once dreamt I was face to face with those demons including Pinhead. Georgette, Diva, and Petra were there as well, cowering at the site before them but, I wasn't afraid. I just smiled at them and said, "Before you do any of that 'sweet suffering' on us Pinz, I would so like it if you lift up that dress because if you're trying to be a girl you're doing a horrible job and if you're actually a girl….man I feel sorry for you!" My sisters found their courage and laughed with me then I think we got in a fight with them or something like it. The next day I told my sisters about it, had a good laugh then we filmed in a BDSM bar.

Knowing what happens at the end I turned off the film and went exploring the room. On the wall was the portrait of Rubik himself. He's what you call handsomely old. Course he has grey hair and a few wrinkles here and there but, he was shriveled and sick like most of the elderly. The last time I checked he was in his eighties but, he would have past for late forties.

"Well…I see your up and well," said Rubik, smiling at me. As always he was in his suit with his hair kept and clean shaven. I'll have to admit he was a handsome for someone who was eighty but, Rubik had this thing for….Lolitas. I remember my first day of signing on the contract, I was in Rubik's office and a young Lolita came in speaking in Russian. I didn't know what they were saying but, the way their body language suggested it was intimate.

"Yes, Rubik I'm fine."

"Please, call me Stan. Want a drink?" he asked, pouring scotch into his glass. I accepted the drink and took it down in one shot. It was like drinking gasoline. We made some small talk about my well being, the show, and little things. While we were talking my body felt strangely hot as if I was getting a fever but, I shook it aside. Hard liquor had the tendency to make you warm. "Come with me, dear. I have to show you something," said Rubik. I followed him into a dark room with a pool table in the middle.

"Are we here to play pool, sir?" I asked, getting hotter, for the moment I thought I was getting sick. Rubik closed the door on me with a wicked look in his eye. I was breathing really fast with panic filling my insides and at the same time I was feeling….horny, I could feel myself becoming wetter then the Hudson river. "Put your hands on the pool table and bend over," he said.

"Go fuck yourself!" I shouted angrily. If he was thinking he was going to fuck me he was dead wrong. I tried fighting him off but I was beaten and hotter then ever. He put me on the pool table bend over. I was wearing a skin tight dress which he pulled up and took off my white panties. Strangely, I was hornier then before. "What's….happening?" I asked feeling scarred and confused. Before Rubik took my virginity on the pool table he whispered in my ear. "Sparky's only for chastity until the right time comes. This is the right time, all thanks to your father."

I heard him unzip his pants then put his cock inside me. It hurt at first but, then it felt so amazing and yet I felt violated at the same time. I didn't know how long it lasted but once he came inside me I screamed both in pleasure and pain. Suddenly I felt something poke against my skin then I was out once more.