The next day my droogs and I left the States by private jet to a long flight to Korea. In the first hour up in the air we partied like it was the Mile High Club getting drunk then getting high (Petra was higher then the rest of us). Just as the party started it quickly burned out. My sisters were sprawled out on the floor drunk or drugged up slumber covered in glitter and party streamers. I was the only one conscience and sober…well half sober, my mind was having a good buzz from four glasses of white Russians.

I was slumped on the couch watching the reality channel. On the screen was our opponents '4 Sweet Girls'. I wasn't paying any attention to the subtitles but, I got the feeling I knew what they were saying. They were talking about us and how they were going to bring us down. Before we took off, I showed my droogs who we were going to fight against. Once I showed them the clip of '4 Sweet Girls' Petra started panicking. "I don't want to die! I don't want to die!" cried Petra. While the others were trying to calm her down to no avail I literally had to slap her back to her senses. "Calm the fuck down Petra! When you signed up for this job you knew there was going to be risks and this is one of them! Now grow up!"

Petra did get her act together but, I can understand why she was scared. We never really faced death before, well at least Petra, Georgette, and Diva haven't. I've almost came close to death before at the night I got caught and put to prison. I was almost close to meeting death when they put me on death row. In a way I'm always ready to meet death but, at the same time I still want the will to live.

I stare up at the screen feeling both nervous and ready for a fight. One of the Girls on the screen was holding up a Barbie doll dressed in Droog clothing being lit on fire by a lighter. They were laughing like Asian hyenas as the doll went up in flames. As I was watching the t.v. without any interest I heard the familiar clicking in my ear. "You nervous, dear?" asked Rubik. I didn't say anything at first. In my buzzed mind I was trying to process what he was saying. After what felt like ages I said, "I don't want to die."

"You're not going to die, Zoya," he said with confidence. As he said that for some reason I start crying. "Oh darling, don't cry."

"I don't want to go through this, I can't!"

"You have to, it was part of the deal you made."

"I know….it's just," I couldn't say anymore. I was on the floor sobbing like an emotional woman. I usually don't get emotional but, things have been changing a lot lately. Going back home, seeing Isaac then being stabbed in the back, and lastly losing my virginity to the last person I expect, Stan Rubik. While I was on my knees crying my eyes out, Rubik started talking to me in a soothing voice. "How about you go into the bedroom and relax. I'll help you feel at ease."

I did as he said, I went to the other room sniffling like a child. The bedroom was decorated in many shiny things but, mostly silver. I threw myself onto the bed curling into a fetus position taking deep breaths. "Are you relaxed?" he asked.

"Yeah," I said feeling tired. As I was about to close my eyes I was feeling feverish. At first I thought I was getting sick until I felt myself getting wet down there. I clenched the sheets tightly as the feeling got worse. "Please, not here," I panted "My sisters are near by." As I said that I was rubbing myself trying to control the itch I was feeling.

"Zoya, don't worry. The room you're in is soundproof so they won't hear the delightful noises you make." I laughed as he mentions my 'delightful noises'. "Even if it wasn't soundproof, your sisters are too drunk to hear anything! Now I want you to listen to me."

"I'm listening," I said, the feeling inside me was getting worse.

"Do you see that mirror in the corner?" I turned my head to the mirror in the corner of the room. It was big enough to were I can see my whole body.

"I want you to unbutton your top but slowly. I want you to tease me." I slowly unbuttoned my top. I can feel my nipples harden as I undress myself. Slowly I parted my top, revealing my naked breasts. "Ah, beautiful, now play with your tits." I began squeezing my breasts and pinching my nipples to the point of hurting. I moaned as I began playing with myself. "Now I want to see you lick them." Since my breasts were big enough for my tongue to lick, I licked the tops of my tits all the way to my nipples.

"Oh God suck them, Zoya!" he said I can tell he was aroused as much as I am. I took my right breast and sucked at its nipple hard. The feeling itself was good enough to make me come. I went to my left and did the same thing. "Oh Zoya, you beautiful devochka! Take off those shorts and let me see your pussy." I thought you'll never ask, I thought. Quickly I took off my shorts in one heartbeat. I spread my legs proudly in front of the mirror hoping that he liked what he saw.

"I can tell you're eager!"

"Yes!" I said my body was quivering in need of release. I can feel myself getting wetter by the minute. "I want you to open the drawer on your left. I have a present for you." I opened the drawer to find that diamond encrusted dildo. I was about to protest about using it since its been in god knows where. "Don't worry I had it cleaned carefully. Now I want you to insert it and imagine its me." I closed my eyes. I imagined myself back in the bedroom of Rubik's place were we made love many times. I pictured his gorgeous body on top of me as his head was teasing against my opening. Slowly it went inside me then I surrendered to the ultimate pleasure. I must have orgasmed about three times until I heard Rubik moan, "I'm so close, I'm so close, I'm going to….."

He didn't say another word. I heard something squirt in the background and him gasping with ecstasy. After I came a fourth time I let the dildo slip out of me. I laid there covered in sweat with my mind swimming in a wonderful delirium. "If I was actually there, I would have painted you white." I laughed as I thought about him coming all over my body ( he has actually done that when I was in his care).

I was feeling tired, I pulled the covers over me and let sleep take over. "You'll do fine, I promise…..I love you,"

"What did you say?" I asked, but he was gone.