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Spencer's girlfriend of two years was in her bed with Paige naked on top of her kissing her neck. Alex pushed Paige off of her, when she seen Spencer standing in the room."How could you?"Spencer whispers finding it hard to stand and breathe. Her whole world had just been shattered, the girl she was in love with was cheating on her. She thought Alex loved her too but she was wrong. Emily rushed to Spencer's side when Spencer started to fall. Emily pulled Spencer into her body keeping her upright. "I'm so sorry." Emily whispers softly in Spencer's ear. "Spencer I swear it's not what it looks like" Alex says pulling a rode on. Emily helped Spencer to a chair and walked over to Alex. Whatever Alex saw in Emily's eyes scared the living hell out of her. Alex backed into the wall trying to get away from Emily but failing. Emily's arm came back and then her fist came into contact with Alex's nose.
Alex's hand came up to her face touching her now bloody nose. "it's not what it looks like?" Emily ask standing over Alex. "did you just happen to fall on the bed naked?" Spencer pulled her away from Alex. Paige stepped forward and helped Alex up. "why? Alex we've been together for two years, I thought you loved me." Spencer yells. "calm down" Paige says stepping in front of Alex. " Va Niquer Ta Auto." Spencer says. "I can't help that you couldn't give Alex what she wants and I can." Paige says smirking at Spencer. Spencer's knees felt weak, she was doing all she could to stay standing. Her heart broke more with every word Paige said. Tears began to fill Spencer's eyes but she wouldn't let them fall, she wouldn't let them see her cry.
Alex moved in front of Paige, looking Spencer in the eyes. "I don't love you anymore, I wish it would come back but it won't, I'm sorry you had to find out this way, I hope we can still be friends" Alex says her eyes cold, with no regret in them. She didn't care if she had hurt Spencer, she only cared for herself."Friends? You can shove wanting to be friends up your ass, I regret ever falling in love with you." Spencer says tears falling from her eyes. Spencer walked out the room and out the house, with Emily right behind her.
Emily didn't really want to catch Alex cheating , it killed her to see Spencer in this much pain and it being her fault for going in there. Aria and Hanna pulled up as Spencer and Emily made it out the house. Once off the front steps Spencer fell to the ground, everything becoming too much for her to take. Her best friends rushed to her side wrapping their arms around each other. Spencer cried harder than she ever had before. Emily couldn't take Spencer crying it broke her heart. She tried to stand but Spencer grabbed her hand and pulled her closer. "Don't leave me Emily please don't leave me." Spencer says burying her head in Emily's hair crying more.
Tears filled Emily's Hanna's and Aria's eyes as they cried with Spencer. They sat in each others arms crying for over 30 minutes. The harder Spencer cried the more the other three did. "Can we go home?" Spencer asked in a hoarse voice looking up at Emily. Emily nodded and helped Spencer to her feet. Spencer leaned on the taller girl as they walked to her car. Emily handed Aria the keys to her car so Aria could drive it while she drove Spencer's.
Spencer took one last look at Alex's house, seeing her standing in the window with Paige's arms wrapped around her. Another round of sobs racked Spencer's body. Emily helped Spencer in the car and closed the door. "How could she do that to Spencer?" Emily asked leaning on the car. "She's a whore." Hanna says. "Can we kill her?" Aria asked flipping Alex and Paige off. "I wish but we can't help Spencer if we're in jail." Emily says walking to the driver side of Spencer's car. "See you at Spencer's." Emily says getting in the car with her best friend.
As Emily started the car Spencer grabbed her hand. "your hand is bleeding." Spencer says wiping the small amount of blood away. "Worth it." Emily says smiling softly at Spencer and pulling out the driveway. They pulled into Spencer's driveway five minutes later. Emily shut the car off and got out, running to the other side opening the door for Spencer.
Hanna and Aria pulled into the driveway, they got out the cars and ran over to Spencer pulling her into a hug. "I'm so sorry Spencer." Aria says wiping tears away from Spencer's face. "I wish we could take it all away." Hanna says hugging Spencer tighter when more tears began to fall. "Me too." Spencer whispers pulling away and giving them a sad smile. As much as she loved Aria and Hanna, she only wanted Emily to hold her, to whispers comforting things to her and she wasn't sure why. Maybe it was cause she was closer to Emily, or maybe it was cause Emily was there when she found out. She didn't know why, she just knew she needed Emily.
The four friends walked into Spencer's barn, Hanna and Aria took a seat at the bar. Spencer went into the kitchen and pulled out a bottle of Tequila and four shot glasses. Emily stayed close behind Spencer just in case she broke down again. Spencer poured the Tequila into the shot glasses and handed one to each girl before downing her own shot and pouring other. Spencer downed two more shots before the other girls drunk theirs. "Spencer maybe we should get some food in you before you drink too much." Aria says, always one to be the voice of reason. Spencer nodded putting the bottle away. "We'll cook something why don't you go lay down."Hanna says making her way around the bars and into the kitchen.
In all the years Hanna had known Spencer, she's never seen Spencer like this. Spencer was always the strong one, never one to cry in front of anyone and never one to drink at 11 in the afternoon. It pained Hanna to see Spencer like this. Yes they always teased each other and it seemed like they hated it each other but that was just how their friendship was. She didn't know to make Spencer feel better but she'd do anything and everything she could to help her best friend.
"I don't want to be alone."Spencer admits looking at her shoes. "I'll lay with you, come on."Emily says taking Spencer's hand and leading her to the bedroom. Spencer kicked her shoes and jeans off as she walked into her room. She pulled a red and black pair of boxers that Emily got her one year, out of her dresser and slipped them on. Spencer climb into her bed with Emily following behind her. Emily wrapped her arms around Spencer pulling her close and humming softly. "Am I not good enough Em?"Spencer asked laying her head on Emily's chest. "Your amazing Spencer, she's the one that's not good enough."Emily whispers running her fingers through Spencer's brunette hair. "I did something wrong to make her cheat and not love me anymore."Spencer says feeling a new wave of tears coming on.
Spencer hated to cry in front of people even her best friends, she hated showing weakness. She wanted to be strong but with her heart in a thousand pieces, it was hard to be anything but weak. She felt like dying, the pain in her chest becoming to much. It hurt so much she felt the need to throw up. Have you ever been so upset or hurt that everything seemed pointless and the pain made you want to puke? If you haven't then you are very lucky. That was how Spencer felt.
Emily pulled Spencer closer and kissed her head. "I don't know why she did it but I do know that you didn't do anything wrong, you were prefect to her, she doesn't deserve you and you someone deserve better and you'll find that someone I promise and you'll be happy again."Emily said. She believed every word she said to Spencer. How could someone not love Spencer?
How do you make your best friend feel better when their world has been shattered? Emily didn't know, she did know that if was in Spencer's place, she'd just want someone to hold her and that's what she was going to do for Spencer. "What if I never find anyone else? What if I never fall in love again and never get married?"Spencer asked. "That's all I want Emily, is to fall in love with someone, marry then and have children." "I didn't know you wanted kids."Emily says smiling down at the slightly shorter girl. "You'd be an amazing mother."
"I wanted to marry Alex, I was going to ask her on our three year anniversary."Spencer says crying. "I wish this was a dream and I'll wake up with my arms wrapped around Alex, this is worse than any nightmare."Spencer says with a heart wrenching sob. "Shhh Spencer."Emily says trying to wipe the tears away but they were falling to fast. Spencer's crying became too much for Emily, causing tears to fall from her own eyes.
Spencer's breathing evened out and she fell asleep in Emily's arms. Emily laid with her for a few minutes making sure Spencer was asleep before slipping out of bed. Emily grabbed all the pictures of Spencer and Alex out of the room. Holding ten pictures frames she walked quietly out the room and into the living room/kitchen, dropping the pictures on the couch. "What are those?" Aria asked turning back to whatever she was cooking. "Pictures of Spencer and Alex, I wouldn't want to wake up to them all over the place if I was her." Emily says walking to the hall closet to grab a box of all of Spencer's pictures. Emily picked the box up and carried it to the couch. She took out the pictures of the four friends, putting the ones of Spencer and Alex in the box then putting the box back in the closet.
"We didn't even think of that." Hanna says looking at a pictures of the four of them in Florida last year. The Hastings took them down there for a week over the summer. In the picture Aria and Hanna were sticking their tongues out at the camera while Emily was getting a piggy back ride from Spencer. It was all of their favorite pictures but Alex didn't like the fact that Emily was hugging on Spencer so she made Spencer pack it up.
"That was a great day."Spencer whispers from behind them "Hell a great week." "Spencer you scared the hell out of me."Hanna says setting the picture down and pushing Spencer earning a small smile from the broken girl. "You didn't sleep very long."Aria says handing Spencer a cup of coffee. "I rolled over and felt that Emily was gone, I couldn't get back to sleep afterwards."Spencer says smiling her thank to Aria for the coffee. "I'm sorry." Emily says picking the pictures up and carrying them into Spencer's bedroom. Spencer followed Emily and took a seat on her bed. Emily put the pictures around the room and put the one of them in Florida on the nightstand. "Em, thank you for being here and helping me, I'd be lost without you." Spencer says taking Emily's hand and pulled Emily in front of her. "You're a Hastings, you wouldn't be lost you'd still push through but your welcome Spence."
Spencer smiled at the shorting of her name, it always made her heart skip a beat when Emily used it. Emily was the only one who called her that, no one else felt right using it. Emily gave her the nickname when they were ten years old. Spencer stood and pulled Emily into a hug. "I love you Emily." Spencer whispers. "I love you too."
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