Hello Liars :) Is anyone wishing it was Tuesday already like me? Things in Italic are texts. Thank you for the reviews on the last chapter, I always loved to know what y'all think of the story and they keep me going :) I hope y'all enjoy this update. I'm not too happy with it but I did promise y'all an update.
Emily's POV
I pull my head off Spencer's shoulder as the turns to Skylar. I can't help the glare I give her and feel jealous of the smile Spencer gives her. I've got to get this under control, I can't keep feeling this way. "It's Skylar right?"Spencer ask smiling at the blonde hair, blue eyed girl. Skylar nods and sends Spencer a flirty smile. Spencer looks at Hanna and raises an eyebrow, silently asking if she should. Hanna smirks and nods at Spencer. Hanna's way of getting over an Ex is to go out with someone else. "Sure Skylar, this Friday? Noel's party?"Spencer ask. "Sure sounds fun, here's my number."Skylar says, handing Spencer a pieces of paper, then kisses Spencer's cheek before walking off. Spencer turns in her chair watching her walk away. "Spencer eyes front."Aria laughs smacking Spencer in the head.
A smirk finds its way onto Spencer's lips as she turns back to us. "Don't you think it's too soon to start dating someone else?"I ask unable to keep the bitterness out of my voice, something that Aria picks up on. She gives me a questioning look before pulling her phone out. "One date won't hurt Emily, besides I could use the fun."Spencer says. Before I can answer my phone goes off signaling that I have a text. I pick it up and open the text from Aria. 'what's the bitterness about?' 'talk to you after school.' I text back. She nods her head at me and looks back at Spencer. "I'm with Emily, it's only been a day Spencer, you need to wait, your only going to hurt yourself and Skylar."Aria states. "Leave her alone, let her do what she wants."Hanna says as the bell rings. We all stand and start to go our separate ways. Spencer links her arm with mine and walks with me. "Let me walk you to class miss grumpy."She smiles at me as we make our way to my history class. "I'm not grumpy."I lie. She gives me a knowing look and stops walking, pulling me to a stop with her. "Don't lie to me Fields."She says, her eyes begging me to tell her what's wrong. I can tell her right? She's my best friend, she won't freak out and hate me right? I look around the almost empty hallway before leaning closer to her. "I have feelings for someone other than Ben."I say. Spencer studies me for a minute then nods. "Love or sexual attraction?" She ask. "Both."I whisper looking down. She takes my face in her hands and makes me look at her. She smiles at me, causing a smile to graze my lips.
"Emily it's okay to have feelings for someone else, your human it's natural, the only time you stop having feelings for someone else is when you find your soul mate and Ben is not your soul mate."She replies pulling me into a hug. I want to tell her she's the one I'm having feelings for but I'm too scared, it could ruin everything and I'm not willing to lose her. "Your late for class Hastings."I say smirking at her. She rolls her eyes and starts walking to my class again dragging me with her. "I have a free period."She says stopping at the door to my class from. She pulls me into another hug before pushing me into my class.
End of school….
Hanna, Aria and I are waiting outside for Spencer by her car. The rest of school had went by slow, with everyone buzzing about Noel's party Friday. I really don't want to go but Hanna was dragging me whether I like it or not. "Did y'all she her on the way out?"Hanna ask growing impatient even though we've only been out her for five minutes. "Last I saw she was talking to Marissa about their practice tomorrow."Aria says sitting on the hood of Spencer's 2010 blue and sliver Shelby Mustang. "She's going to kill you if you scratch her 'baby'."Hanna laughs using air quotes when she said baby. She was right Spencer loved her car more than anything, she treated better than she treated Alex sometime. She takes a seat next to Aria and lays back with her eyes closed soaking up the sun. "Since we're waiting, wanna tell us what's wrong?"Hanna questions. I sigh, I knew this was coming. "I have feelings for a girl."I whisper looking away from them. I had to get it off my chest, even though the feelings started today, it felt like I've been holding that in for years and maybe I have. Maybe I've always felt this way towards Spencer and I've just not noticed it. "Who?"Hanna ask sitting up. They both stare at me, waiting for an answer one I wasn't going to give them. "I can't say, if she finds out it will ruin everything."I say turning away from their stares. "We won't tell Emily, if you have strong feelings for this girl and their true, act on them, whether she feels the same or not, you'll know and wont go through life wondering what could have happened."Aria states bringing me into a hug. She right but I'm not brave enough to tell her and she just got her heart broken, even if she doesn't see it I know she needs time to get over Alex.
"We're here for you, jus tell us who it is so we can help."Hanna demands coming to stand next to Aria and I. We hear laughing coming from the steps of the school and turn to see who it is. Spencer is standing there with Skylar and Marissa. Skylar's laughing at something Spencer said. She runs her hand up and down Spencer's arm as Spencer talks with Marissa. Spencer smiles at Skylar and starts walking down the stairs again. I can't control the anger than runs through me. I want to be the one she smiles at like that, that cute flirty smile that makes my heart skip a beat. The girls notice the change in my attitude and turn to look at me. "It's Spencer!"Hanna shouts out. She puts her hand over her mouth when she realizes how loud she said that. My eyes widen and I try to speak but nothing come out, I'm just standing there with my mouth hanging open. "Is it that obvious?"I ask after recovering. A small smile forms on Aria's lips that soon turns into a grin. "It wasn't until you got jealous of Skylar and throw in the way you acted at lunch, yeah it's pretty obvious."Aria says. "But I don't think Spencer noticed."Hanna adds noticing my panicked expression. "We won't say anything."Aria whispers as the three girls join us.
"So I'll see you tomorrow at Practice Marissa, you better bring you're a game."Spencer says giving Marissa a quick hug. Marissa and Spencer are really close on and off the field. When together on the field they were unstoppable , they knew what the other was going to do before they did it. The two alone have brought our school to a lot of wins. Marissa laughs punching Spencer's arm before waving goodbye to us and walking to her car. Spencer turns to Skylar, who been checking out Spencer's butt since they walked over. "Pick you up at eight Friday?"
"Sounds great, see you tomorrow Spence."Skylar says kissing her cheek then walking to a car that just pulled up. "Your letting someone else call you Spence now?"Hanna ask furious, staring Spencer down. "Chill Han, she heard Emily call me that, she doesn't know that Em's the only one to call me that."Spencer explains, defending Skylar which only enraged Hanna more. Someone else calling her Spence is like someone else calling me by the nickname my dad gave to me when I was born. It hurt that Spencer would let some girl she hardly knows call her Spence. She never let Alex call her that, so why let Skylar do it?
"Emily, I'm sorry I'll make sure she never calls me that again."Spencer says her eyes begging for me to forgive her. How could I stay mad at her when she gives me those puppy dog eyes and sticks her kissable lips out in a pout? "It's okay Spence."I say giving in. Her brown eyes light up and grin makes it way onto her face. She hugs me then unlocks her car and we pile in. Spencer and Aria up front while Hanna and I sit in the back. "Way to stay strong Em."Hanna says sarcastically. "Shut up."
Spencer's POV…
Hanna and Aria are still mad at me for the whole nickname thing and haven't said a word to me, even though Emily forgave me. It's not like I told Skylar to call me that, she was just doing what she heard Emily do. Right now we're in my backyard, Hanna's on her laptop listening to music and singing off tone, Aria is sitting on the ground next to her drawing in her sketch pad, she looks up to Emily and I every few minutes then draws more. Emily is reading a book with her head in my lap while I write a paper on Greek Mythology. Every few minutes Emily will stop reading, look up at me and smile to herself. When I catch her eyes, she look down and a blush will spread across her cheeks, witch has to be the cutest thing in the world. A smile grazes my lips every time I feel her eyes on me.
"What are you looking at Fields?"I ask smirking down at her. Her face turns a deep shade of crimson and she hides her face in the book she is reading. "Would you two stop eye fucking each other."Hanna says embarrassing Emily more. I grab a pillow from the bench we're sitting on and throw it at Hanna, hitting her in the head causing her to glare at me. She loves to tease Emily almost as much as she loves to tease me. Emily closes her book and gets off the bench. She pulls her shirt over her head revealing her red bikini top. I can't help but to stare at her tone body as she slides her shorts off. I've never found my best friends sexually attracted before but some things changed. I've seen Emily undress a thousand times and barley gave her a glace cause she's my best friend but now I can't keep my eyes off her tone body. All I can think about is running my hands over her abs and kissing her. I pull my eyes away from her just as she looks down at me.
"Is it okay if I go swim?"She ask smiling down at me. "You know you don't have to ask."I tell her turning back to my laptop. I try to keep typing my paper but my wonder to Emily as she walks to the pool. I want to go over there pull her into me and kiss her but I can't, she's not into girls and it will ruin our friendship. That's a risk I'm not willing to take. I watch as she does a flawless dive into the pool's crystal clear water. I can't be thinking about Emily that way, she's one of my freaking best friends and she'll never see me that way. Why do I all of a sudden have feelings for her? Why do I not only want to kiss her but be the one who she wakes up next to? Why do I want to be with my best friend? I don't have the answer to these questions. I , Spencer Hastings, the girl who doesn't let any questions go unanswered, can't even answer her own questions.
I slam my laptop close and sigh, I can't get anything done with her on my mind. "what's wrong with you?"Aria ask looking up from her sketch pad. Should I tell them? Would they understand or would they hate me? There's so many questions running through my head, I can't think straight, no pun intended. Aria comes and sits next to me, putting her sketch pad in my lap, I look down at the picture she drew. It's of Emily and I, I'm sitting on the bench with her in my lap, there is a smile on both of our faces and Emily's eyes are on me as I'm staring off. She really captured Emily's beauty. She flips the page to another picture, it's of us again, sitting the same way, but this time my eyes are on Emily and we're smiling at each other, there's a slight blush on Emily's cheek as she smiles up at me. At the top of the page she wrote 'when did my feelings for you change?' How did she know? "Don't worry I won't tell."She says smiling at me. "This is beautiful Aria, can I keep it?"I ask. She nods and tears the pictures out and hands it to me. I don't know how she knows how I'm feeling but at least I can talk to someone about it. "what am I supposed to do?"I ask. She stares at me for a few seconds then turns to the pool smiling. "Tell her." I wish it was that easy. I've only been broken up with Alex for a, no one can get over someone that fast. I know I'm going out with Skylar Friday but I don't see that going any farther than one date. "I can't risk our friendship."
" What if she feels the same?"Hanna ask closing her laptop and looking at me. "Can we just drop this?"I ask standing up and starting to pace. They nod and walk towards the pool. I sigh once more and follow them. What am I going to do? Why does this have to happen to me?
Aria's POV…
Hanna and I make our way to the pool to watch Emily swim. "They both have feelings for each other, now we just have to get them together."Hanna whispers so only I can hear. I don't think it will be that easy. Spencer's heart is broken and even if she won't admit it she's scared to love again, I can see it in her eyes. Emily is too worried about Spencer to do anything about her feelings for Spencer and now she has to come to terms with the fact that she's gay. Spencer has to learn to love again and Emily has to accept being gay and has to come out. It's going to be a very hard road for them, one where hopefully neither of them get hurt.
"We can't push them Han, they have to do this on their own."I tell her taking a seat on the diving board. "We have to do something about Skylar or Emily could get hurt." She says quickly as Emily comes out from being under water and Spencer joins us. Emily climbs out the pool and smiles at us. Spencer wraps a towel around her. Despite having the towel around her, Emily shivers as the wind around us picks up. Spencer notices and wraps her arms around Emily trying to warm her, Emily wraps her arms around Spencer's neck and lays her head on Spencer's shoulder. They both have a content smile on their faces as the stare off. They really are cute together, hopefully they see how they feel about each other. Their perfect for each other.
Emily's POV…
Spencer wraps towel around me as I get out the pool. The water is warm and definitely what u needed to get Spencer off my mind, but having her so close to me now only makes me want to kiss her. A sudden wind picks up and sends a cold chill down my spine causing me to shiver, despite the heavy towel wrapped around me. Spencer wraps her arms around my shivering body and sighs into my hair. I let Spencer hold me, breathing her in, she smells of coffee. A smile spreads across my face as I wrap my arms around her neck and lay my head on her shoulder. Coffee has never smelt so good.
Spencer's POV….
Emily steps out the pool as I join Hanna and Aria. I grab a towel from a nearby chair and wrap it around the taller brunette's body. A gust of wind blows through the trees, causing Emily to shiver. As much as I wanted to stay away because of my feelings, I can't. I can't watch Emily stand there and shake and not do anything about it. I wrap my arms around my best friend's towel clad body and sigh into her hair before my lips turn up into a smile. If only these feelings came two years ago, I would have had the guts to tell her. Her arms make their way around my neck and her lips press into my skin as she lays her head on my shoulder. I pull her closer to me and sigh again. She makes my heart race and my breathing become ragged with her lips a pond my skin. Oh how I wish I could kiss those lips. God what is she doing to me? I'm not supposed to feel this way towards her. I shouldn't want to kiss her but I do. I pull back a little and look into her eyes then down to her lips. She looks back at me, a small smile playing at her lips. I lean closer to her unable to hold back any longer, I can feel her hot breath on my lips and my tongue darts out to wet my lips before ours meet. "Spencer!"
Yes Spencer is starting to have feelings for Emily but I'm not going to rush them. I'm going to try and put a cute Semily moment in every chapter but no promises . Not as long as I wanted it to be but it felt right to end it there. I'm sorry for any mistakes. I hope you enjoyed this update. Please review and let me know what you think. Thank you for reading guys :) have a great night and week.