Spencer's POV...
"I love you too Spencer so much."Emily whispered. She kissed me one last time before heading inside. I walked down the steps and headed to my car.
This was the best night of my life. I told Emily how I felt, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I didn't know when I would be able to see her again and I needed her to know how I felt about her. I needed her to know that I'm in love with her and that no matter what her mom did, I'm not going anywhere.
I was scared, I thought my heart was going to beat out of my chest. That wasn't just from being scared, its Emily herself. She makes my heart beat like crazy, she takes my breath away, she makes my skin feel like its on fire when she touches me. She also makes me feel like a virgin, on the outside I'm cocky and confident, but on the inside I'm nervous and I'm not sure what to do. I don't want to push her into anything she's not ready for.
I don't want the night to end, I don't want to leave her. What if I can't see her for another week? I wont be able to handle that and if I have to hear Ben say another word about Pam not letting me date Emily, I might kill him.
"Dyke!"Ben said as I walked by him. Was he really gonna do this again? Wasn't the past two days enough for him? I mean come on! He broke my fucking arm and he still has to fuck with me?
"Would you just leave me the fuck alone Ben?"I asked turning around to face him. The bruise on his right eye has started to fade while my nose and jaw is still a deep shade of purple. "What's wrong? Mommy won't let you see her baby girl? won't let you fuck Emily over and treat her like you've treated every other girl your screwed?." He asked, his voice filled with so much hate and anger.
I don't blame him for the anger or the hate, he has towards me but he didn't have to treat me like this. He didn't have to mentally and emotionally abuse me. He didn't have to tear me down. He didn't have to kick me when I'm down and I'm not able to get up.
"Fuck you."I yelled pushing pass him. He grabs my arm and spins me around. By now a crowd of people have formed around us. Yeah that tends to happen when two people start to fight in the middle of the school parking lot.
"She'll never love you, Pam will never let a whore like you date Emily and you will end up alone for the rest of your life, just like you deserve."He sneered at me. I can't take anymore of his shit. I really fucking hate him.
I could stoop to his level, cause him some pain, or I could be the better person. Yeah, this time I think I'm going to stoop to his level.
"Spencer don't, just walk away, Em wouldn't want this."Aria said pushing through the crowd. I turn to look at her. Her eyes are pleading for me to listen and I know I should, cause she's right Emily wouldn't like this or want this. Emily would be begging me to walk away, to let it go, to be the better person.
"Yeah Spencer, Em wouldn't want to see her girlfriend beaten and bruised."He laughed. I turn around and bring my knee into his groan then to his nose. "Go fuck yourself Ben."
I turn around and look up at Emily's window, to see her looking back at me smiling. I don't want to leave her alone and I'm not going to. Screw Pam, I'm not leaving Emily alone again. I smirk up at her and run up the driveway and to the front door. The front door opens and Emily is standing there smiling at me.
I don't waste any time, I pull my girlfriend into me and kiss her. She wraps her legs around my waist and I shut the door with my foot. Without breaking the kiss, I carry Emily upstairs to her room. She bites down on my lip and tugs on it as I pin her against the wall. Her hands find their way under my shirt and her nails dig deep into my back.
"Emmm."I moaned out, biting into her lip. Heat rushes to my center and I moan out again as she grinds down into me. I've never been this turned on before. No one has ever made me feel this way.
"That's so sexy."She whispered.
"Where are your parents?"I asked then I bring my mouth to her neck, nipping at the skin there. "Uh... Dinner."She panted out bringing her nails down my back.
She pulls away from me and brings my shirt up and over my head, throwing in some where behind us. She starts to unhook. my bra, when we hear a door shut down stairs. "Emily! Spencer! you up here?"Mr. Fields yelled from what sounded like the bottom of the stairs. "Yeah Dad, be down in a minute."Emily yelled back.
I set Emily down and hook my bra back, while she finds my shirt. "I'm sorry."She whispered handing me my shirt. She's looking down at the floor and won't look up at me. I step closer to her and pull her into a hug. "Emily you don't have anything to be sorry for, its a good thing they came home, I don't want to rush our first time."I said kissing her head. She pulls back and looks me in the eye, her hand coming to cup my cheek.
Her thumb gently strokes my cheek and I lean into her touch. "Your so beautiful Spencer."She whispered resting her forehead on mine. "Nowhere as beautiful as you my love."
"I love you."She said as her mom comes busting into the room. Emily wraps her arms around me and we turn to face her mom. "I love you too Em."
"Spencer, its time for you to go, you'll see Emily at school tomorrow. good night."Pam said turning and leaving the room. I don't want to go but at least I know I'll see Emily tomorrow. "Goodnight beautiful, I'll see you tomorrow, I'll be waiting for you at school."I said kissing her. "Goodnight Spence."She whispered. I kiss her forehead and leave her room, closing the door behind me.
The next day...
"Spencer wait up!"Blake yelled running up the stairs to the school to me. I stop walking and turn around to face him. "I need a favor."He said bending over to catch his breath. He is out of shape for being on the football team. "What's up BJ?"I asked leaning against the pillar. "I need three hundred for Marissa's birthday persent, I'll pay you back in two weeks."He said after he got his breathing under control.
"What are you getting her?"I asked pulling my wallet out. "A ring and a Batman decal for her car."He replied. I nod my head and hand him the money. "Thank you Spencer, I'll pay you back I swear."He said giving me a hug. "I know."
"Emily's here and Ben is making his way towards her."Aria said coming to stand with Blake and I at the top of the stairs. Hanna and Marissa join us a second later. "What are you going to do?"Hanna asked as we watched Emily get out her dad's car and Ben make his way to her. "We see what happens, she can handle herself, if he makes a move to hurt her or starts to get mad I'll step in."
"I don't think you should take that risk Spencer, he's been on edge all week."Marissa said, getting mad at me. God, I really don't need this right now.
Emily waves goodbye to her dad and starts making her way through the parking lot to the stairs but is stopped by Ben. She looks around till she spots me. "Its okay."I mouthed and she nods. "How could you leave me for a whore like her? Since when are you even gay?"Ben yelled, loud enough for half the school to her. "Ben don't do this here please, if you want to talk, we will after school."Emily said moving away from Ben.
Ben steps closer to her and Emily looks back up to me, fear crossing her gorgeous features. "Are you gonna step in now?"Marissa asked, walking off the stairs and towards Ben and Emily. "Marissa let Spencer handle this."Blake said running to Marissa and stopping her. I walk down the stairs and to Emily and Ben. I move to Emily's side and take her hand in mine.
"Back off Ben, once again your scaring Emily."
"Go away Spencer, I'm talking to Emily."He yelled, getting in my face. God his breath smells horrible, like stale beer and rotten fish. How could Emily stand kissing him? I think I might get sick from the smell. "Your not talking your yelling JackAss, and I'm sick of you, leave Emily and I the fuck alone."I yelled back, pushing him away from us.
"Why did you leave me for her? What makes her better than me?"He asked, sounding heartbroken. I would feel bad for him, if he wasn't pulling this shit.
"She doesnt yell at me, she doesn't scare me. She doesn't pull this shit, she makes me laugh when I want to cry, she makes me smile when I don't want to, she makes me happy and I love her Ben, I know I hurt you and I'm sorry, I swear I never meant to hurt you. Ben your gonna make some girl very happy one day but that girl isn't me."
"Its not fair Emily, I love you and want to be with you."He whispered tears falling from his eyes. My body moves on its own and pulls Ben in for a hug. We've been friends for years and it pains me to see him this hurt, even after everything he's done. "But I don't love you."She whispered holding back her own tears.
This was killing her, she doesn't like causes anyone pain because of her. As soon as the words left her mouth, Ben pushed me away and walked off. I stare after him for a minute then I turn to Emily. Tears roll down her cheeks from her pain filled eyes, it breaks my heart to see her cry and to see her in pain.
I hold my arms open and she rushes into them, burying her head in my neck as my arms wrap around her shaking frame. I wish I could take the pain, she's feeling away, even if just for a little while, like she's done for me countless times.
"I didn't want to hurt him."She whispered through her tears. I bite down on my lip to keep myself from crying at the sound of her broken and pain filled voice. "I know baby, I know." My arms tighten around her as she crys harder. "Don't cry baby... please it breaks my heart."I whispered laying kisses on the side of her face.
"Want to ditch school?"I asked when she stopped crying. She looks up at me and smiles. "A Hastings wants to ditch?"She asked, smiling more when I nod my head yes. She takes my hand and drags me to my car, which is parked a few cars down from where we were standing.
I unlock the car and we get. when I start the car I roll down the windows and open up the sun roof. "Later guys."I said towards our friends before pulling out the parking lot. "Where to my love?"I asked smiling over at Emily.
"It doesn't matter as long as I'm with you."She whispered placing her hand on my thigh, I lace out fingers together and bring her hand up to my mouth, kissing each finger. "I love you."
I know its short but I wanted to post something for you guys. I hope you enjoyed, if not let me know and I will do better next time. Thank you for reading and reviewing the last chapter and for reading this one as well. Let me know what you think please, I love your feedback. Thank you again guys, until next week my lovely readers.