Fyero sits alone in his room staring at his French homework while still in his practice uniform. He is in such a horrible mood that he doesn't even bother with showering after practice. All he knows is that he feels worthless, totally freaking worthless, like a worthless piece of crap. Fyero continues to sit there just absentmindedly doing his French homework and trying not cry. Then he hears Finn knock on the door.

"Yeah dad?" he barely answers.

"Aren't you coming down to eat? Mom saved you dinner."Finn calls through the door.

"I'm not hungry."
"Are you sure? At least come sit with us, your mother is worried sick about you."

"Dad. Please, just leave me alone." Fyero says as the first few tears fall from his eyes and slowly turn into sobs.

"Hey, what happened, Buddy? What's the matter?" Finn asks sitting himself down next to Fyero.

"Nothing happened Dad, I just feel like a completely worthless person! I am worthless."
"Hey, hey Fyero, look at me, you are not worthless, you are nowhere near that. You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to your mother and I. you are perfect, completely perfect, just the way you are."

"I don't even know if my life is even worth living anymore, Dad."

"I know, I know your life is hard, and that sometimes life can suck some serious ass, but I promise you, that you are meant to be here , that you are meant to be alive and happy, I know things are going to get better soon. So, please don't give up, I love you so much and I know that you are going to have the best life once you make through all of this. I just think you have trouble believing things like this but you will, I know you will."

"Dad, sometimes I have suicidal thoughts , and they just hit me out of nowhere, and don't have any control over anything."
"I'm glad you can tell me things like this because just want help you."

"Dad, why would you help me, I'm hopeless."

"You're are not hopeless, and I want to help you because you are my son and I love you and I'm worried about you."
"Dad, I don't want to worry you, but I'm scared of life I'm almost sure that people are never going to stop hating me."
"Nobody hates you, Fyero, and I know you're scared, but I will always be here for you whenever you need me you just come and get me."
"I will Dad, I love you."
"I love you too, so much"
Thoughts fill Fyero's mind when Finn leaves the room, and Fyero doesn't know what to do with himself. He hates his life, and he just wants to die. He lies down and cries for a long time until he finally just gives up. Ten minutes later, Finn comes into Fyero's room to check on him. Finn finds Fyero laying on the floor unconscious, lid to a pill bottle in his hand. "Oh my God, holy no, you can't die I can't lose you Fyero." Finn cries. He goes to Fyero squeezes hand and then realizes that Fyero is still breathing. He calls an ambulance and then he calls Rachel because she is out grocery shopping.

"Rachel, you need to meet me at the hospital right now." He says as soon as Rachel answers the phone.

"Finn, what happened?" Rachel asks

"It's Fyero, he's unconscious, he tried to kill himself."
"Oh my goodness, I'm coming. Don't worry too much ok, he'll be okay. He's a fighter."

He goes to get Stella's room and gets her up. "Hey, Sweetheart, I'm going to take you take you to Grandma's because I have to go with your brother to the hospital." He tells her, barely able to get the words out of his mouth."
"Daddy is Bubby going to be ok?" Stella asks Finn innocently, only having the tiniest clue about what had just happened."
"I don't know Sweetheart, I really don't know."
They get to the hospital and Finn cannot stop worrying.

"It's all my fault! I should have stayed with him, I should have stayed with more! I could have stopped this all from happening!" Finn says crying.

"Finn, look at me, none of this is your fault. You did everything you could to help him. He was just really lost and confused and he didn't know what to do with himself you can't blame yourself for that." Rachel tells him.

"I'm just so worried about him. I don't want to lose him."
"You're not going to lose him, I promise you won't."

"He's so broken, I just want him to feel better."
"You know, I think he will because he has you, and he will know that were here for him, so if he ever feels this way again he'll know that he can come to us."
"I know, but he's going to be in a pretty fragile state right now."

They sit in extreme silence for a while thinking about Fyero and how he's going to be over the next few weeks. Then suddenly Fyero opens his eyes. Finn has never been so happy to see his son's brown eyes in his life.

"Oh my goodness, thank god you are alright kid." He says crying

"Dad, I'm sorry, I didn't mean for this to happen, I was just so scared that I didn't know what else to do." Fyero says tears falling from his eyes.

"Hey don't cry, and don't apologize it's alright, I promise. It's just that it's so good to see you, I thought that I had lost you."
"I'm still scared Dad, completely terrified"
"I know you are but I promise it will be ok, you'll be alright."
"Are you mad at me?"
"Of course not, I love you, I could never be mad at you for something like this. I'm just worried about you that's all it is."

"Does Eric know? Is he mad at me?"
"No Fyero, he loves you, he'd never be mad at you for this, but he is so worried about you."

"I can't believe I did that, I was so stupid."
"You weren't stupid, you were hurting, there's a difference."
"I still don't understand how you aren't mad at me."
"Because I love you Fyero, you know that."
"I love you too Dad."

"Mom, am I making you cry?" Fyero asks Rachel .

"Oh Honey, you don't have to worry about making me or your father cry. We need to worry about getting you better. You don't need to worry about us." Rachel tells him

"But Mom, I don't think I'm going to get better. I'm such a horrible person, I'm always depressed."

"Sweetie, you are going to get better, you are not horrible you are wonderful, remember that, Okay?
"I'll try to."

Fyero closes his eyes and drifts off to sleep, his worries gone for the moment. When he wakes up he feels a hand wrapped around his, he realizes that it's Eric's hand and manages a smile.

"Hey." Eric whispers softly.

"Hey, thank you for coming to see me. Fyero replies."

"How are you feeling?"
"Better, a lot better, but not the greatest."
"Well you seem alright, which is good, I was so worried that I was going to lose you."
"I'm really really sorry, Eric"
"Babe, don't say that. This has happened to me too, you know?"

"You've tried to do it too?"
"Yeah, and I'm not proud of it, but hey, we'll get through this, I promise."
"I think we can. Thanks Eric."
"You're welcome ,I love you .

"I love you too."

Elizabeth, Kurt and Blaine come to see Fyero shortly after Eric leaves.

"Hey, how are you?" Elizabeth asks Fyero

"Good, a little scared of the future, but good."Fyero replies

"If anyone does anything cruel to you, your Uncle Blaine and I will scar those assholes for life by parading the halls of McKinley, yelling gay is ok while wearing capes." Kurt says, smiling at Fyero.

"That would be like the best thing in the whole world." Fyero says smiling

"They wouldn't so much as lay a finger on you after that, they would be utterly and completely scarred shitless for the rest of their lives."
"Yeah, I think I'll be pretty good when I go back to school, I won't take shit from anybody."
"That's the spirit."

Everyone leaves Fyero and Elizabeth by themselves for a while so they can talk.

"Hey Elizabeth, can I ask you something?" Fyero asks.

"Of course you can, what is it?" Elizabeth asks sincerely

"Do you think I have a problem, like I don't know, severe depression or something like that?"
"I don't know maybe you do, but maybe you should go to counselor, I think you'd like it, it might help you a lot."

"But what if they judge me, you know, for being gay?"

"They won't do that to you, they're super nice, I should know, I go to one, I have for quite some time now."

"You do? For what? You're always so happy."

"Body image and self esteem issues."

"But you're beautiful and everyone likes you. Nobody likes me, and I'm nothing special"
"Thank you, and that's not true, a lot of people like you, I like you, Eric likes you, Ethan likes you, the entire glee club likes you, and almost every single boy on the football team likes you. Oh, and you are special, you are the single most well-rounded and sweetest person I've ever met, and you make people smile, that right there is something you should be very proud of."

"Thank you, you really know to make me smile."
"Not really, you just are a smiley person, you're having trouble doing that right now."
"I guess, but I'll keep trying, I promise."
"Good, well I'm gonna go now, stay strong okay?"
"Ok, I'll try love you."
"Love you too."

Finn comes back in after Elizabeth leaves and sees Fyero smiling, it's so good to see him smile.

"Hey, you're smiling, you must be feelling a lot better." Finn says to Fyero.

"Yeah much better. I think I'm going to be okay."
"Yeah, you're going to be okay. I know you are."
Fyero smiles at Finn because even if everything feels horrible, he knows that he'll make it through all of it and be okay. Everything will be ok.

Review please :] sorry if it was really sad or triggering for any of you!