Spencer's POV...

"Spencer wake up." "Come on Spence wake up."

I roll over in bed and open one eye to see Emily standing next to my bed, smiling down at me. "Em it's still dark out, what are you doing here?"I asked. It's not that I don't want her here, I'm just really tired. After I dropped Emily off I went to Blake's and hung out there most of the night.

Emily frowns at me and looks away. "I wanted to surprise you but I can leave, I'm sorry I shouldn't have come over and woken you up."She whispered turning around and walking towards my bedroom door. I scramble out of bed and grab her arm. "No don't go please."

She turns around to face me and her eyes go wide and turn a darker shade of brown as she stared at my body. "What?"I asked stepping closer to her. "You're naked."She said finally looking up at my face. She blushed and started to play with her fingers. "Oh yeah, I uh sleep naked most of the time, sorry."I said sratching the back of my neck and moving to find some clothes to put on.

"Don't apologise, I just wasnt expecting that."She said taking a seat on my bed. Once I get some clothes on Emily takes my hand and drags me outside to where she has a blanket laid out on the grass. There's two cups of coffee sitting on the blanket and some doughnuts. "I wanted to watch the sun rise together and I wanted to show you that I can be romantic too."She whispered, studying my face. A smile breaks out onto my face and I pull her into a kiss.

No one has ever done something romantic for me, no one has ever wanted to watch the sun rise with me. All the girls I've been with, it's always been me wooing them, never the other way around. It's a really nice change.

We sit down on the blanket and she hands me one of the cups of coffee. Emily lays down and puts her head in my lap, staring up at me. I run my fingers down her arm and lace my fingers with hers.

"I love you."She whispered as the sun started to rise. She's watching the sun but she's the only thing I have my eyes on. "I love you too Fields."

We laid on the grass, wrapped in each others arms and watched as the large glowing sphere rose slowly into the dull morning sky. Casting sunbeams in every direction while it illuminated the small town. I stared out through the trees as the colors made by the rising sun changed, growing more vivid with the passing time. Making the sky more radiant as it climbed higher and higher into the sky. As beautiful as the morning was it didn't compare to the girl laying in my arms.

"You're the first thing I think of, each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of, each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have, and every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger, with every move I make. I want to prove I love you, but that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give. To you... I give my heart."

"And in return I give you my scarred heart and I promise to never break your heart, it's too beautiful to break or even leave a scar."I whispered back, leaning down to kiss her forehead.

She looks up at me, tears filling her beautiful brown eyes that are so full of life and love. A love that is only for me. How did I get so lucky? How did someone so perfect, so amazing, so beautiful, with such a beautiful heart and soul, pick someone as screwed up and damaged as me?

What if I can't be the person she needs me to be? What if it turns out I'm not good enough for her? What if I fuck up? I can't lose her, I need her and I can't live without her.

Is it too soon to say that she's the one? Maybe it is but I don't care, she really is the one for me. My love for her is so much different than the love I had for Sam and Alex, it's real and it feels like she really is the one im supposed to be with. I just hope and pray I can give her everything she wants and everything she deserves.

"What is it about you that makes me fall even more in love with you every time we're together and every time I see this side of you?"She asked gently stroking my cheek with her thumb and gazing lovingly at me.

"My amazing good looks? My charming smile?"I said smiling at her. "My hot body? Or..."

"Or your huge ego?"She asked laughing and kissing my nose. "You love my ego."I said wrapping my arms around her and flipping us over, so she's lying under me.

I stare down at the girl under me and again I wonder, how did I get so lucky. She's so beautiful, her dark brown almost black hair frames her face today, her button up shirt has ridden up exposing her define stomach and abs, her jeans are baggy but they look amazing on her.

She stares back at me, a adorable smile playing at her lips, her eyes shining with love and lust. I want to remember this moment. I want to remember the way she looks at me, the way that with one look I feel so loved, so safe and so wanted. I want to remember the way she makes my heart race, the way she takes my breath away and the way she makes me want to be a better person for her.

I lean down and capture her full pink lips in a kiss. Her lips are so soft, they taste of our forgotten coffees. Her lips move against mine, in a slow passionate kiss. I feel as if my whole body is on fire, starting from the top of my head and ending at my toes. Just one simple kiss from her makes me feel alive, starts a fire within me that I've never known. Just one kiss was filled with so much passion, so much love and so much lust.

Her hands find their way to my back, she glides them down till she cups my ass and pulls closer to her body. My casted arm rest at her hip, my fingers slipping into the waistband of her jeans and my other hand cups her cheek as our tongues explore each others mouths.

Emily breaks away from the kiss long enough to pull my shirt over my head and then attacks my lips with hers. She bites down on my lip as I rip open her shirt and slide it off her slender frame. We break apart from the kiss when air is needed.

"Spencer, I'm going to pick mom and dad up from the airport, are you coming?"Melissa asked from somewhere behind us. "Oh Eww, go do that somewhere else."She said turning away from us, face turning a bright shade of red.

I roll my eyes and help Emily put her shirt back on before putting mine on as well. "I should go, I'll see you later tonight, I love you."Emily said kissing my cheek and walking out the back gate. Melissa walks over to me and helps me off the ground. "Thank you."I said.

"I'm sorry I didn't know that you two we're messing around, if I did I wouldn't have, wait did you say thank you?"She asked as we walked to her car. I nod my head and she gives me a confused look. "Why?"

"Because, as much as I want to take that next step with Emily, it's too soon and if you didn't stop us, we would have done something we weren't ready for, so again thank you."I said getting into her car.

I pull out my phone and send Emily a quick text. "I had a great time with you this morning, you'll never know how much it meant to me. I love you Emily and I'll never stop."

" :) I love you too Spence, see you later xoxo -Em."

Okay, sorry this took so long to get out, it has been a busy busy week, this week and last week. I hope everyone enjoyed this update, if not let me know. I will start answering reviews in the next chapter, so leave one and I'll get back to you :) Thank you for reading this chapter and the last. And also thank you for reviewing the last chapter, means the world to me. Sorry for any mistakes and thank you again.

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