Tamaki found her drugs. She came home to find him sitting in the living room with her kit open on the table and her small back of drugs. As soon as she saw it she fell to her knees and started crying. Tamaki got up and carried her to the couch, where he was sitting when she walked in.
"Why," he asked her.
"To deal with the pain," Haruhi replied through her sobs.
"What pain?"
"The pain of seeing them together. Of their happiness. To be able to function when we visit."
Tamaki felt a pain in his heart. She was still in love with Kyouya and he never knew it. He thought she got over him back in high school when she agreed to go out with him. He thought she loved him and wanted marriage, which was why she was so happy during Kyouya's wedding. To find out that the affection she had for him was because of drugs hurt and he felt the tears in his eyes before they rolled down his face.
Seeing his tears made Haruhi cry harder.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Tamaki. Please don't cry, I love you," Haruhi said as she tried to wipe the tears from his face, but Tamaki pulled away from her.
"Is that really you talking, or is it the drugs Haruhi?" Tamaki picked up the kit and walked away.
"What are you doing," Haruhi asked as she got up to follow him.
"I'm throwing this away, putting you into rehab, then officially breaking off the engagement," Tamaki answered as he walked to the kitchen where the garbage was, refusing to look at her.
"No, please Tamaki. I do love you, don't do this," Haruhi pleaded.
"NOT AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE HIM! Do you even know that Akane is pregnant with his child? Are you going to have to take drugs just to hold a baby?"
"Please Tamaki, I will go to rehab, but please give us another chance. If I didn't love you at all I would never have slept with you."
Tamaki opened the trash and through the kit in. "Did you have to take drugs to sleep with me?"
Haruhi didn't answer right away trying to figure out what to say.
"That is all the answer I need," Tamaki said as he walked towards their bedroom.
"NO! Only the first few times did I need it. After that it was all me," Haruhi said as she kept following him.
With each word she spoke, another knife ripped his heart. He walked into the bedroom and grabbed Haruhi's suitcase.
"What are you doing," Haruhi asked.
"I told you, I'm taking you to rehab," Tamaki answered as he filled the bag with clothes he thought she would need.
Tears were still falling from Haruhi's eyes, "Will you give me another chance," Haruhi asked as she laid a hand on Tamaki's arm.
Tamaki stilled at her touch and turned towards her. Cupping her face in his hands he leaned down to kiss her. "If that is what you want, I will do it."
Haruhi let out a relieved sigh as she wrapped her arms around him. Without Tamaki she knew she would not be able to stay afloat in her pit of darkness.
Haruhi made her way out of the pool. She knew she had lied when she told Tamaki that she loved him. She knew she was being selfish for wanting to keep him attached to her so that she would be able to stay sane. Deciding to try leaving again she hopped over the fence and made her way back into the empty waste of the desert.
This time it took three hour to reach the pool side once again. Haruhi was not an idiot, she knew she would never escape this place for each time she did try she was punished with longer walks of the sun beating down on her exposed skin and blistering feet in the hot sand. She was sure it wasn't just her walking in circles, the fact that the sun never seemed to move also gave it away that this was no ordinary place.
A/N: Short I know, sorry. But I feel like the chapter should be cut off here.