Hello! Sorry it took so long.. school was keeping me busy... I bet you know how it is. But now it's here, and I really hope you like it! :3 Now, start reading..!
When Sebastian stuck his head through the window again, his hair almost wasn't black anymore. Small snowflakes were all over his hair and on his eyelashes, too.
He walked over to Ciel with a sad and confused look on his face. "I don't know where a five-year old kid could possibly go to on Christmas Eve!" While he talked his feelings changed, and he almost looked angry when he was finished talking.
Ciel looked down. He was sad. He was feeling guilty because the little boy left on Christmas Eve right after he himself had left for work, and he especially didn't like the idea of having the little child walking around in the snow on Christmas Eve all by himself!
Suddenly Sebastian noticed the look on Ciel's face. He placed his hand under Ciel's chin and made him look at him. "Listen," he said. "It's not your fault. You couldn't possibly know that the kid would leave right after you left. It's probably not because of you. I'm the one to blame; I could have stopped him. I was here, and you weren't. So don't blame yourself."
"That's my point!" Ciel got free and stepped a few steps back. "He left right after I had left! He's probably angry with me because I left on Christmas Eve! And now he's out in the snow all by himself... and it's all my fault..." Ciel sat down on the bed, and buried his head in his hands.
Sebastian kneeled in front of him and talked calmly to him. "It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself. I promise that there will be nothing to worry about, if we just go out and find the kid now." He was waiting for answer, but he realized that he shouldn't have said the last sentence.
Sebastian sat on the bed beside Ciel. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said the last thing. But you really shouldn't blame yourself. I promise that it's not because of you he left..."
"I'm so sorry," Ciel whispered. "I am using our time to find him... Maybe it's too late... Maybe he's..."
"Stop!" Sebastian placed his hand on Ciel's mouth so he couldn't finish his sentence. "Don't say that! We can't think that! Nothing has happened to him, but we still have to find him, the faster the better." He stood up and hurried out the door, leaving Ciel on the bed confused.
Then he understood what had just happened and hurried after Sebastian.
"ALOOOIS!" Sebastian yelled. They had walked in the snow for about half an hour. There was a lot of snow in the streets and more was falling faster and faster down from the sky. "GOLDILOCKS! WHERE ARE YOU?"
"It's hopeless..." Ciel mumbled in the wind that attacked his face with its strength.
"NO! Don't say that!" Sebastian almost yelled to drown the noise from the wind. "It's not hopeless!" He stopped and leaned against a wall.
Ciel walked to him. "Sorry. No, it's not hopeless, I'm just tired, I guess. But we'll find him, I know we will!" He looked determined at Sebastian and took his hand. Then they walked hand in hand again and looked for their son.
"Sebas-chan!" a girly male-voice called.
Sebastian and Ciel turned around and squished their eyes shut, to see through the snow. Fortunately the person was in red, so it wasn't very difficult to guess who it was.
"What's up, Grell?" Sebastian sighed.
Grell stopped up. "Well, if you're acting like that, I don't want to tell you!" he said with his exaggerated girly voice.
"What is it, Grell?" Ciel asked, trying to sound patient.
"I got something you want!" he laughed.
"What do you have, that we want?" Sebastian sighed again, sounding extremely tensed.
"A lost child, perhaps." He turned around and started to walk away. Smiling, like it was funny to make other people suffering.
"Where is Alois?!" Sebastian quickly walked up to Grell and grabbed his arm.
"Now, why so serious?" Grell smiled evil. "You want the boy?"
"Give us our child, Grell!" Sebastian was starting to get angry.
"I don't like it when you're angry with me," Grell said, not sounding sad.
"Grell, please tell us where we can find him." Ciel finally got free from his trance, and walked toward the others.
"Now, that's a friendly tone." Grell glanced at Sebastian angrily, but still smiling, and then looked at Ciel. "I can't say that."
"Why not?" Ciel was trying his best not to sound angry.
"Because I don't like it when Sebas-chan is angry with me! Then he is very mean..." Grell made his lip tremble.
Ciel sighed. "Please, Grell. Please tell us where he is."
Grell thought for a moment. "Okay... But I want something in return," he said and then smiled devious with his tongue tip between his teeth.
Sebastian looked at him angrily with squeezed eyes. "What do you want?" he asked.
That made Grell smile even bigger. "I want... you, Sebas-chan!"
Ciel made a silent gasp. Sebastian just looked even angrier at him.
"Give me my boy!" Sebastian said without hesitation.
"Give me a kiss..." Grell said sugar-sweet.
"No, give me my son!"
"I want a kiss first."
"No!" Ciel said. "That's not fair... It's a child, we're talking about. Can't you just show us where he is?"
Grell listened to Ciel and thought for a moment. "You're right, Phantomhive. It is a child we're talking about, isn't it." He thought again, and then started laughing. "But I am Grell Sutcliff, and I want what I want. I know I'll get it somehow. I can wait! But the question is: Can you?" he said and slowly turned around with an evil smile.
"Wait!" Ciel said. "Please give us a minute."
"Fine," Grell said. "But only ONE minute!"
Ciel grab Sebastian's arm and dragged him a short distance.
"What do we do?" Ciel said with a sad and confused tone. His voice was already a little hoarse. Just a little. "I want my child, Sebastian!"
As usually Sebastian could hear the desperate and sad tone in Ciel's voice. He sighed. "Fine... I'll do what I have to do, so we can get our son back..."
"No, that's not what I meant..." Ciel said silently. "He can't have you. I'm sorry..."
"What are you sorry for?" he laughed. "I will do what I can to get our child back, Ciel. You can't stop me, I'm sorry, but he is my son too." Sebastian took a step forward and kissed Ciel on the cheek and then on the mouth. Then he turned around and walked toward the red shadow in the little blizzard.
"Fine, I'll do it, if you give me my son back!" Ciel could slightly hear Sebastian's voice through the wind.
"I knew you would come to sense," Grell said with his girly voice. Since it was so high tones, it was easy for Ciel to hear it through the wind.
Ciel wouldn't go any further. He knew he wouldn't like the sight from here nor closer. He stood still, and could just see the red silhouette of a man leaning against another. Ciel closed his eyes; he couldn't bear to see his loved one kiss another man.
Oh, no..! Sebastian you can't do that to Ciel. You don't know how much that's going to kill him T.T
But now serious: What do you think? I really love reviews, so please please please tell me what you think :3 (sorry, I am a little over excited...)
