I was laying in bed next to Imogen, wishing I could get over Clare, it had been a few months since her dad died, and we've talked maybe once or twice, but I never stop thinking about her, but I always tell myself I don't think about her, maybe if I say it enough it will come true.
YOU NEVER CROSS MY MIND AT ALL THATS WHAT I TELL MYSELF
Sometimes I wish we were still together, but I know we dated... we ended, and she's better off with Jake.
WHAT WE HAD HAS COME AND GONE YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITH SOMEONE ELSE
I hate seeing her with him, I wish she was with me, but I know its for the best that she's with Jake.
ITS FOR THE BEST I KNOW IT IS
But sometimes I see her with Jake and I cant control the wave of jealousy that washes over me.
BUT I SEE YOU SOMETIMES
I try to hide my feelings, she doesn't need to know I'm still hung up on her.
I TYR TO HIDE WHAT I FEEL INSIDE
But sometimes I turn around and they're just kinda there, I cant miss them.
I TURN AROUND YOU'RE WITH HIM NOW
I know Clare is beautiful, and she's a great catch, but I just can figure out why I cant get over her.
I JUST CANT FIGURE IT OUT
Sometimes I want to run up to her, grab her shoulder and shake her while screaming, "Why are you so hard to forget!?"
TELL ME WHY YOU'RE SO HARD TO FORGET DONT REMIND ME IM NOT OVER IT
I tell myself I'm over her. I lie to myself, I cant face the truth. I'm not over Clare at all.
TELL ME WHY I CANT SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH IM JUST A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU
Whenever I go somewhere we went together, I cant help but remember, aren't memories supposed to go away, and whenever I think about her I feel like my heart is breaking all over again.
MEMORIES ARE SUPPOSED TO FADE, WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY HEART
Sometimes I shake my head when I think of her, like it will make the thoughts go away or something.
SHAKE IT OFF LET IT GO
Sometimes when I was with Clare, I wondered how bad it would hurt if we broke up, never imagined it would hurt like this though.
DIDNT THINK I'D BE THIS HARD
I thought it was puppy love or something, I should be moving on. But I'm not, guess its not puppy love. Guess its the real thing.
SHOULD BE STRONG MOVING ON
Sometimes I said things that I didn't mean, like "I'm sorry I led you on." or "If not me who?" I regret everything.
MAYBE I REGRET EVERYTHING I SAID, NO WAY TO TAKE IT ALL BACK
I'm not over Clare, and I never will be.
I'M JUST A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU.