Ahhh! Saturday! What a good day ^_^ sorry if it's taking me so long to update. School just started and Im just so tired everyday I get home -_-. Anyways, I hope you all like it! R&R please!

Lexi's P.O.V.

The light from my window shone its way to my face. I twitched slightly and rolled over. A smile soon made its way to my face as I remembered last night. Last night was the best night of my life. He's really good. I soon took my hand and reached for the other side of me.

But I felt nothing.

I quickly raised myself up and opened my eyes to see that Hidan wasn't next to me. I began to question if everything last night was a dream, and I soon lifted the covers on me to look down. I was still nude, and I saw dried cum on my inner thighs, so it wasn't a dream.

I got up and stretched wondering where he could have been. My eyes darted around the room until I found a piece of paper sitting on my desk. I walked to my desk and opened it.

Went back to the hospital so they wouldn't question my disappearance. I would have waited until you woke up, but you felt right in my arms, and I knew I wouldn't of have let you go…even after you woke up.

Hidan

I felt a blush stain my cheeks as I read it, and my heart began to beat frantically once again. I can't hide it anymore.

I like him.

I really really like him.

I soon smiled gently as I thought about him, but that all came to an end.

"LEXI! LEXI ARE YOU HOME?!" I heard yelling.

Confused, I walked down the halls, only to see Serenity, Eternal's younger sister, standing there panting with sweat dripping down her face. Despite being naked, she ran to me, holding my shoulders with a tight grip as she stared at me with her amethyst eyes.

"ITACHI RAPED ETERNAL!" she yelled at me.

"HUH?!" I asked shocked.

"GO TO THE HOSPITAL AND GET THE EMERGENCY PILL…AND A BOTTLE OF WATER!"

"CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON THOUGH?!" I yelled.

"JUST COME BACK TO THE KAZAHANA MANOR WITH ALL THE STUFF! SHE'LL TELL US THE WHOLE STORY!" she yelled, running out as I stood there confused.

"…No one tells me anything." I sighed before going to wash up and slipping on my long sleeve short blue dress that showed off my shoulders and a bit of my chest before putting on my knee high boots and walking out the house and to the hospital.

I made it to the hospital and walked over to the pharmacy to order Plan B. Since I was waiting, I decided to go check up on Hidan as I did so. I walked up the stairs to his room and saw him watching tv.

"Stupid woman, programming this fucking stupid ass show to my tv." he grunted.

"This stupid woman can hear you." I smiled at him.

He looked over at me as I walked over to him. I sat on his bed, crossing my legs. "The show is really good. Maybe if you weren't such a grouch, you'll like it just as much as me." I told him, grinning.

He chuckled at me. "Is that so?" he asked me as he gently caressed my arm.

Biting my lips lightly, I nodded my head. "Mhm."

"What are you doing here at work anyways? I thought that you said you weren't coming in today." he said.

"True, but I'm not working today. I'm here to pick something up for Eternal."

He and Eternal became such good friends during these 5 months. It was surprising to me actually. Eternal always kept complaining on how much she hates him.

"I see. What's wrong with the silver back gorilla?" he asked with a smirk, referring to her.

"She needed an emergency pill…" I told him.

He looked at me confusedly. "What the fuck, why-"

"Shhh, and don't ever tell Itachi this, but…he raped her, well, from what I've been told, and now she's scared if she's pregnant."

He stayed quiet for a while and I just kept staring down at him.

"…Are you pregnant too?" he referred to last night.

I smiled a little at him. "You don't have to worry about me getting pregnant." I told him kissing his cheek before pressing my forehead on his.

He sighed in relief before kissing my lips. "Good." he said.

I only smiled more. "…What are we, Hidan?" I asked him.

He gave me a look. "What do you mean?"

"Well, maybe I should say…what am I to you?" I said, staring into his eyes.

He stayed quiet with thinking about it before looking back into my eyes. "…I rather…wait until everything is cleared up before I tell you anything." he told me.

I looked at him confusedly, about to ask him why, but he only shh me. "It's better to wait, trust me." he told me. "I do like you though." he made it clear.

I felt my smile widen up and I blushed a little. "I like you too."

I soon felt his arms go to my waist, holding me in an embrace while I held him back. It felt so good in his arms. In his strong arms.

I didn't want to let him go. I felt so safe.

'Hidan…I think…if we keep this up…I might-'

I was soon thrown off my thoughts before I dug into my breast, pulling out my vibrating pager. He was laughing at me when I did that, and I laughed a bit too, reading the message.

'OH. MY. GOD, LEXI! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!? HURRY THE FUCK UP!'

It was from Eternal, and I gasped. "I ALMOST FORGOT!" I yelled as I leaped from his arms and rushed over to the door.

"OI! You better come back to fucking see me."

I stopped my running and looked over at him, who held a smirk on his lips. I smiled back, cutely. "Why wouldn't I? Have nothing better to do." I told him before walking out the door.

'I might just …end up…falling in love with you.'

"I CAME AS SOON AS I GOT YOUR MESSAGE!" I busted through the door of her room.

Eternal lifted herself off the bed and looked at me. Her eyes were red and swollen and I saw her sniffing. Eternal was all was the type to care about her virginity. She actually scolds me for losing mine so early. But she has her standers and morals, so I respected the fact she got upset at me for sleeping around and doing thing she doesn't like.

That's why I don't tell her about my night job.

"Did you bring it?" she asked.

Nodding my head, I pulled out the pill and the bottle of water, handing it to her. She took them quickly after staring at the pill for so long. She sat there quietly while I took a seat next to her.

"Lexi, watch her for me please. I have to get ready for my mission." she told me before getting up and walking out the room, closing the door.

I looked over at Eternal, sadness writing across her face, and I saw her hand touch her vagina. "Why me, Lexi?" she asked me.

"…I don't know, Eternal…things like this…happens." I told her. "But did he really rape you-"

"OF COURSE HE RAPED ME! I DIDN'T WANT HIM YET! I DIDN'T WANT IT PERIOD!" she snapped at me.

I was just asking a simple question! Itachi…I wouldn't expect him of all people to do something like that, let alone to Eternal. He's been nothing but patient and loving to her. It's just couldn't be true. He would have a motive behind it, he may be strong, but…to do something like that, he's too weak in his heart and the guilt will eat at him…

"No need to snap at me. I'm asking you a question-"

"WELL, YOU ASKED A REAL FUCKING STUPID ONE!" she cursed this time.

"Eternal, I know that you're upset, b-"

"UPSET?! UPSET ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO WHAT I'M FUCKING FEELING! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I'M FUCKING FEELING! YOU FUCK FOR A DAMN LIVING!"

My eyes widen. She…she knows? Since when and how?

"W-Who told you-"

She laughed coldly. "Who doesn't know, Alexis? You, leaving with guys every time it's your lunch break, isn't suspicious? Let alone the fact I pass by your house every day for work and see different guy coming out, you think I don't know what you're doing?!" she asked me.

I opened my mouth, but she quickly cut me off. "AND JUST HOW DO YOU KNOW HOW I'M FEELING!? YOU HOE THE FUCK AROUND, YOU'RE A FUCKING WHORE!"

I was taking back at what she said, and I felt my insides twist and turn. It was then that I lost control of myself. I stood up and faced her.

SMACK

SMACK

SMACK

She held both of her cheeks, and started at me with wide eyes and her tears stopped flowing out. Yes, I slapped her, she was upsetting me. She was saying things she didn't need to say.

"Now, shut the fuck up and listen to me. You think your life is fucking over because you lost your virginity? Shut the fuck up! You have real women who gets raped ever single fucking day, majority of them are raped by men who they don't know. They get STIs, even HIV if it's that bad. Some of them don't even see the next day because their rapist killed them. You're lucky that you have people who want to talk to you and want to help you out. But you're acting like a fucking BITCH to even understand that. I don't understand what Itachi sees in you. Your beauty on the outside, or the ugliness in the inside?" I told her, giving her my back.

"And who gives a fuck about what I do behind closed doors? I don't have to tell a little girl like you what the fuck I do. So the fuck what your older than me, you act like a little spoil bitch." I said, facing at her with a glare as I felt my tears finally come out. "JUST WHAT DO YOU FUCKING KNOW ABOUT ME, ETERNAL?! HUH?! DO YOU EVEN KNOW THE REASON OF HALF THE SHIT I DO? DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I DON'T LIKE OR EVEN WANT A FUCKING RELATIONSHIP?! WHY I DO WHAT I DO?! HUH?! WELL DO YOU KNOW?! YOU KNOW SO MUCH SHIT ABOUT ME, WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING TELL ME WHAT YOU FUCKING KNOW!" I snapped tossing shit off of her old vanity before pushing it on its side, making it fall over with a loud crash.

I have anger issues, so the fuck what? I saw fear rushing into her eyes, it made that side I never wanted her to see come out.

This is what happens

When you

Piss me off.

"I DON'T NEED PEOPLE WHO DON'T UNDERSTAND ME IN MY FUCKING LIFE! GET IT?! WHY SHOULD SOME WHORE BE FRIENDS WITH A STUPID 'INNOCENT' GIRL LIKE YOU? YOU'RE RIGHT, I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR FEELING, AND BLUNTLY, I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT EITHER!" I began walking away from her. "Have fun with your life, bitch."

She was dead quiet, and I could feel her wide eyes on my back. She didn't even have a response to what I just said. I soon heard her sobbing as soon as I closed the door to her room. I pressed my back on her door, looking down at the floors below me. I know what I said was harsh and thoughtless, but she's just as responsible. I'm not going in there to make up with her either, I'm leaving. She told me how she really feels about me.

I stood straight on my feet and walked over to open the door to Serenity's room. "Hey, I'm sorry, but your sister just pissed me the fuck off. I can't be in the same room as her." I told her.

She looked at me shocked. "W-Why?! What happened?! And what was that crash sound in her room?!"

"She's a bitch. That's what happened." I told her simply before leaving her room and walked out the house and to the hospital, keeping my head up high.

My eyes stung and burned with the tears that threaten to leak. I had to stop my walking just to use a random wall for support. I just couldn't believe Eternal, my best friend, the only one I could trust, said that to me. She knows how sensitive I am to shit like that. She was even the one who defended years ago when people used to call me such names. Now look how the roles switched up, such a mean girl she can be.

Soon my tears came out as I came out and covered my mouth to keep my sobs low, and I began to run to the hospital, covering my head with my hair once I made it in. I ran up the stairs to Hidans room once I made it up and walked inside, slamming the door.

I knew I startled him. I felt wide eyes on my back, but I didn't turn to look at him so quickly. "W-WHAT THE F-"

"Hey, I'm back, Hidan." I said looking up at him.

Tried to stop my tears, but they just kept pooring out. He was staring at me confusedly. "What the fuck? Are you fucking crying?" he asked me.

I shook my head. "No. Just something in my eyes." I told him, putting a fake smile on my face as I wiped my tears away, but they wouldn't stop flowing.

His eyes was on me as I sobbed and I heard him sigh. "Come here." He told me.

I rushed over to him, arms out and everything as I cried onto his shoulder. "I-It hurts so fucking much!" I sobbed.

He shed me and held me by my waist tighter. "What fucking hurts?" he asked.

"Every fucking thing! She didn't have to call me a whore! She didn't have to say any of that stuff to me!"

"Who?"

"Eternal! She snapped at me! For no damn reason!" I told him.

I never thought someone could ever break me this low. I feel so hurt and empty, it's not even funny.

He kept patting my back. "Alexis…shut the fuck up. Stop fucking crying!" he said.

I was taking back, but my tears stopped flowing out. I looked up at him, shocked and he just stared down at me. "Crying isn't going to make any fucking thing better, so just stop now. If she's your friend then she'll go and make up with you, but if shes not, don't cry over the bitch. Just be over it's all over and you don't have to feel pain like that again." He told me.

Once again, I was taking back by his speech. I never thought Hidan of all people could relate to me like that. "H-Hidan…I never thought you had this side to you…

He grunted and looked away. "I only show this side to the people I care about." He looked back down at me.

I blushed up at him, wiping my tears away. "…I need to ask you some questions, Hidan." I told him, slipping out of his arms with ease and went to go sit down on a chair, crossing my legs.

He stared at me confused "How the fuck did y-"

I continued. "What happened on the night you lost your chakara ran out?" I asked him.

"…" he soon sighed. "I thought we were gonna cuddle and I could play with your fucking tits." he told me.

I shook my head. "Uh uh. Not until I hear the story."

He soon sighed again. "Ok, what happen was that me and Itachi were ambushed by a couple of cloud ninjas. This was because we had the scroll of Tora, one of the scrolls that belong to the leaf a long time ago. Apparently, your leaf elders wanted it back, however the elders couldn't have send only Itachi, so after asking my leader, the sent me to help him and my village was able to share the scroll with leaf. Can you imagine? My village won't have a bunch of fucking pussies and tourist!" he said excitedly.

I nodded my head and so he continued. "So, like I said, we stole the scroll and as we made our way to the leaf, we ran into the cloud ninjas. We fought yes, but as we did, that's when my chakra just stopped."

"…" I began to think. "What did you do before you got ambush?"

"…Don't ever tell anyone I told you, but…while Itachi was asleep, I took the scroll and I read it-"

"YOU READ THE FUCKING FORBIDEN-"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" he covered my mouth up. "And yes, I read it so the fuck what-"

I snatched my hand from my mouth and glared at him. "BAKA! I COULD HAVE BEEN HEALED YOU IF YOU TOLD ME!"

He stared at me with wide eyes and sighed, rubbing my temples. "When you open the scroll, did you stop to think that the cloud village put a jutsu on it to protect the scroll if ever stolen?" I asked him.

"…Uhm."

"Oh my…" I sighed. "It's a very old protection seal. It's called Chakra No Heisoku, Chakra Blockage. It's actually not what it's really called though. What the jutsu do is that it goes into your chakra pathways and breaks certain bonds that make your chakra flow throughout your body. That's why you couldn't have used your chakra…AHHHHHH!"

I jumped up happily in my seat with a smile and began to jump around. "I DID IT! I DID IT! I FIGURED OUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!" I smiled happily.

He soon stood up and grabbed me by my arm, pulling me around to face him and shortly pressed his lips on mine. I happily respond back to his kiss before pulling back with a smile. "See I told you you were in good hands." I told him.

He chuckled before kissing my neck and pulling back. "You're fucking amazing." he told me.

I nodded my head still with a smile. "Yep! And then after you're done recovering you can do your sacrifices, pray to Jashin, and even go back…home…" my smile slowly dropped.

He stared at me while I my smile dropped into a small sad frown. "You…you can go back to your old life…" I told him.

"…Yea…I can." he said.

I slowly pulled from his embrace and kept looking down. "But it won't be so soon though!" I tried to smile. "I won't be able to work on you until a week from now. So…I guess…we'll spend time together. And then…we have to wait till your recovery, which will last for about another 2 week and then…that's when you can leave."

He stayed and I wiped my eyes I felt them leaking and I soon pulled from his embrace. "Well…uhm…I'll see you, Hidan." I said before going to the window of the room.

"…What the fuck are you-"

I guess I should have told him that us Saitos had the ability to sprout wings and fly. Oh well, I haven't did it in years so even I forgot.

I soon jumped out the window before letting my bat wings out and began flying to my house, letting my tears leave a trail as I did so. I'll miss him. I'll miss him so much. I was just so used of him here with me, I couldn't imagine him leaving here…

It made me sick to my stomach so sick that I have to…I stopped my flying quickly and soon land on the ground rushing to trash can and began to puke my brains out. Once I was done, I held my stomach queerly. "No more flying for a while." I said to myself as I sat on the bench tiredly.

"…Lexi"

I looked up to see Eternal walking to me with a look on her face. I stood up and I saw how red her cheeks were still. Damn, I forgot I hit hard for a woman.

She soon gave me a smile. "You really slapped some sense into me, Alexis. I can't believe it." she rubbed her cheeks.

I only stared at her and she sighed. "I'm stupid Lexi, really stupid." She said. "You're right about everything…I am a bitch. All these women out here who are in a worse predicaments than I was in and…for me to snap at you the way that I did…I'm ashamed. And the fact that I said any of that stuff to you Lexi, you don't know how many time I beat myself because of that. I didn't mean to say any of that stuff to you of all people, I really didn't. I'm sorry." she told me.

I just kept staring at her, and shortly, I sat back down on the bench, turning my head the other way. "Your words hurt me, Eternal. I couldn't even describe the way you made me feel earlier. I really didn't know who you were." I told her.

"And I'm sorry! What I said was completely out of hand! I was pissed, and looking back, I didn't know who I was either. I completely took my anger out on you, and I didn't mean to do it." I heard the sobbing in her voice before I heard a thud sound.

I turned back to look at her, and saw her on her hands and knees, talking in a begging sob. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" she cried.

I could only stare with wide eyes. Her pride is too strong for her to bow in a begging way. It was a shock for me.

"Y-You're my only friend, my best friend! I don't want to lose you over something so stupid that I've done!" she cried more. "Lexi, I love you! I'm sorry!"

I felt sorrow consume, and I got up and stood in front of her. "Eternal…please, get up. Don't bow for me."

"But I'm sorry!" she continued to sob.

"I know you are." I told her, lifting her up, pulling her in embrace.

She continued to cry on my shoulder and I kissed her head gently playing with her hair. "Stop crying. I don't want you to cry anymore. It's not like we've been through worst." I told her.

She held me back, crying my chest. She is shorter than me, about 5'0 she is while I'm 5'5. I kept soothing her, patting her back a couple of time, shhing her.

She still didn't stop crying, and I sighed.

Stop Your Crying

My Little One.

You Must Learn To Stop

My Little One.

Your Pain Is Unbearable Now

But Happiness Is Coming After Your Tears.

Now Stop Your Crying

My Little One.

Because I Am Here.

My Little One.

I sung to her the song my mother sung to me before she left me. She didn't want me to cry over her. She told me there are other things more important than crying, and she shouldn't be one of those reasons for me to cry over anyways.

And that's how I feel about Eternal.

"…" she was finally calm, and I pulled her up so I could see her face.

She had this peaceful look on her face as she smiled up at me. "Ne, you have a real good voice." she told me.

I smiled back. "Good to see that you feel like that." I told her, letting her go.

She took a step back, breathing in lightly. "…Wanna come back to my house?" she asked.

"…I was gonna ask if you wanted to stay with me. Why are you going back?" I asked her confusedly.

"…" She sighed. "I need to…forgive and move. Besides, other than the fact that he raped me. I…I'm starting to love him…slowly though." she smiled at me. "He can be an annoying one, but he's MY annoying weasel, and what's a bitch without her man?" she asked me with a grin.

I could only smile at what she said. "He's a lucky man." I told her.

I turned back the other way, waving goodbye to her as I walked to my house, holding my stomach. "Yea, now you're hungry after throwing up everything I ate."