Hey guys :) 2nd week of school went by real fast! I was actually shocked .. Well, I'm graduating this year(PARTY!? -_- No) anyways, my grades will be seriously important because I want a 4.0 this year and yes, I wanna be the stupid girl who beats all the fucking smarty pants(Woohoo! -_- again, NO) so my updating will be a tad bit slow so forgive me for that :P it's barely a damn month and the stupid teacher already gave us a final project -_-' but Imma pass, no doubt about that. Well in this chapter you guys will learn a deeper relationship between Lexi, Sasuke, and Itachi(but that's later in the chapter.) I hope you guys don't kill me for this neither .. Anyways, R&R

Lexi's P.O.V. 1 week later.

I pulled my hair up into a bun as I got ready for the day. I was able to book an operating room so I can work on Hidan today. I could only sigh. We spent that whole week with each other. I took him out around the village, ate ice-cream with him, kissed him…made love again.

I sighed. "I can't believe that it's all gonna end soon." I said, walking over to my calendar.

I put an X on the new date today but then I stared at the calendar once again. "That's funny." I said to myself, counting the days again before stopping on the 14 that had a big X on it. "…I missed my period."

Since I'm a Saito, our periods aren't…normal. I get my period only once a year for a whole month, and it always start on the 14th of November…but it's the 21st…

I kept staring at myself before sighing. "Fuck…I'm pregnant." I said, feeling the new life forming inside of my stomach, and smelling a second scent mixed in with my own. "…So…he did get me pregnant."

Well, that explains my hunger cravings, my new bitchiness, and vomiting. Wow, I'm pregnant. I could only smile, holding my stomach through the short red sweater dress. And Hidan's the father of this beautiful life. My smile widened more as I slipped on my doctor's coat and walked out my apartment and over to the hospital. I couldn't wait to tell Hidan the news.

I knew I could take care of a baby. I've been working since I was 12, and I had a good financial grip on life. I don't buy unnecessary things. In fact, my house is only a studio, so the rent is really cheap. Plus, Kakuzu has been sending me money as well, so me taking care of the baby is nothing. I can ditch work to be with my baby if I have to. I have enough money to last until he or she is 5...and then some!

And then my baby has their father, and I'm sure Hidan will take care of his baby. It is his baby after all, and he doesn't seem like the type to abandon me. And if he is then…well…I guess I'll track him down.

I sighed, but smiled a little. I'm sure everything will go well.

I walked into the hospital after getting a bite to eat. I walked passed Eternal's desk after saying hi and up to Hidan's room. My heart was beating quickly as I tried to hold in the excitement.

I opened the door and walked into the room. "Hidan, I have some great news! I'm-"

My eyes soon widened, and smile slowly dropped. A woman with blue hair was holding Hidan in a loving embrace as he held her back. He soon looked over at me; a surprised look took over his feature. "Lexi, you're here early." he said.

The girl with blue hair looked up at me. She had orange eyes that looked into my ruby ones. Her purple eye shadow covered lids were covering her eyes lightly, and under her plump pale lips she had a metal piercing.

Beautiful.

That and terror went through my mind.

'Who is this woman?!'

She looked down at Hidan. "Hidan, honey, who is this?"

'H-Honey?' I asked myself.

"…She's my doctor. Lexi, this is my fiancée, Konan. Konan, this is Lexi. She's been taking care of me since I've been here." He told her.

She smiled at me. "Is that so?" she soon let Hidan go and bowed down to me. "Thank you very much for taking care of my Hidan. It's been hard for me to make it over here to the leaf since I'm out doing missions." she told me, lifting herself back up.

"…" I put on a quivering smile. "Y-You're welcome…you see…I didn't know Hidan was engaged. He doesn't talk about you…" I told her.

"Mmm, he doesn't talk about me much really. We had our…split up, but now, I'm ready to start a new life with him." she told me with hope in her eyes.

"…Lexi, you said you had good news." I heard Hidan's voice.

I looked over at him showing the pain in my eyes. "I thought it was good news. But it's not really important." I told him, taking a step back. "I'll leave you two alone. I…have…other patients to check up on." I said to them before walking out the room with my head held tall before running inside of a janitor closet, locking it and soon began to sob my heart out.

He had a fucking engagement with another woman and didn't tell me?! I was just for the fucking sex, was that it?! He told me everything but her; he never carried about me, never! I was…absolutely

"Nothing to him!" I cried more.

My baby? What about my baby? How am I supposed to have a family with Hidan if Hidan is about to have a family?! I held my head in frustration, and I began to scream and shake with violent sobs.

"UGGGGHHHHHHHAAAAHHHHAAAA!" I cried hitting the door a couple of time before kicking it, leaving a dent.

I clutched my chest harshly and kept sobbing. "MY CHEST!" I gasped "IT HURTS!" I yelled out before kicking the door down and running inside of an empty room.

I opened the window and jumped out, flying away from here. Everything hurts, my chest is throbbing with pain, and my scream turned into quiet sobs and I kept flying until I made my way to the training grounds. I felt my energy going down drastically, and that's when my wings stop flapping, and I began to fall. My heart sinking into my stomach as I saw a tree come into view.

I wish I wasn't immortal. What was there to live for? This was the second time I trusted my heart to a man, but this time, I was pregnant with his child. "…"

My eyes soon widened again, and I curled into a ball to protect my womb as I landed into a tree. I needed to protect my baby. They haven't even seen life and I'm already planning to kill it. No, it's my duty…my only duty to protect my child.

"My…baby." I said lowly as I hanged off a tree branched and slowly went to sleep.

"Lexi! Lexi!" I heard my name being called.

I opened my tired eye and saw Sasuke standing there with a concern look in his eyes. "Come on woman! Wake the hell up!" he snapped at me.

I lifted myself up, rubbing my eyes gently as I stared up at him with sadness. "Hey…Suki." I called him by his nick name.

He rolled his eyes at me and pulled me down from the tree, sitting me up against it. I only stared at him dully as he handed a bottle of water. "Here." he told me.

I took it from him and drunk it down till it was empty and tossed it to the side. "…How long have I been out?" I asked.

He shrugged. "Duhno. It's 3 now." he told me before frowning. "You look like shit. You're cut and bruised up, and you look as if you were crying." he told me. "Have you've been crying?"

Sasuke is like a little brother to me. I knew him since he was an academy student, trying to be like his brother. I took him out to get ice-cream and play with him when his brother was out. Sasuke is the only one I have ever told about me being a Saito and what we really are, and he was the first person I have ever drunk from.

"Yes, I have." I told him. "…If I told you I had sex with Hidan, what would you say?" he asked.

"I wouldn't say anything. It was bound to happen." he told me, knowing my feelings for Hidan.

"…And…if I told you I was pregnant…and he's the father?"

His eyes widened slightly. "Now that would be a problem." he said. "What the hell, Alexis! What were you thinking?" he asked me.

"I wasn't…I really like him, and I was turned on by him so we fucked and he came in me…"

"What the hell is that?!" he asked.

"I think that's how you have a baby-"

"No, idiot, that?" he pointed at my head before socking me hard.

"OWW!"

"Oh, I know what it is now, STUPIDITY! WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU LET A GUY YOU BARELY KNOW CUM INSIDE YOU ON THE MONTH YOU FINALLY GET A DAMN…"

I stared at him "A damn…?"

"Y…You know."

"A period?!" I asked.

"YES, THOSE!" he yelled before sighing. "I swear, I don't understand what makes you and Serenity think I wanna say that…word."

I sighed as well before standing up. "I have a surgery to do at 4. If you wanna talk more about it, go to my house at 7. I should be home by then." I told him.

"…" he soon took a kunai out and slit his wrist and held it up to me, his blood flowing in a crimson stream. "It'll make you feel a bit better."

I liked his blood a lot as well. His blood gives me the strength to mask my emotions away. I smiled sadly. "Thanks. I really do need it."

I came back to the hospital, walking down to Hidan's room to get him prepared of the operation. I need to actually open him up and heal him internally. Hopefully I won't get distracted when I work on him.

I opened his room door, and saw the two of them making out on the bed. I felt pain in my chest immediately, but I didn't show it. I kept my eyes emotionless.

"You two done?" I asked, leaning on the wall, crossing my arms.

They pulled back and looked at me. "Well it's about fucking time!" Hidan cursed at me.

I glared at him. "Oh, I'm sorry. I thought I came here to help you, not curse the shit out of you!" I snapped at him.

I saw his eyes widen, and that Konan girl spoke up. "I'm sorry, but I don't think a doctor should be talking to her patients like that!"

"Honey, I've been working with this man for 6 months. Talking to him like that is the only way to get shit through his thick head." I said, pulling up a wheel chair and walking to him, snatching off the needles and wires from him.

He winced at what I was doing, and he grabbed my wrist, glaring at me. "What the fuck?! Calm your ass down-"

"Let me do my fucking job-"

"You are crazy! Who is your superior?!" she yelled looking down the hall.

I looked back at Hidan with a glare and mouth, 'I'll tell her every single fucking thing we did. Now stop her.'

"…" He sighed out raggedly and looked over at her. "Babe, calm down. She may be rough, but she knows what she's doing." he told her.

She looked over him, then me, then back at him as I seated him in the wheel chair. "I'm going with you th-"

"No thanks babe I need all the concentration I need." I said, pushing him down the hall and to the operating room. It was quiet and the only thing you could hear were the clicking of my boots as I opened the door and cut on the lights to the cold plain room.

I closed the door and walked to get the tools I need ready. "Get up and take off your gown and go lie down on the table." I said, mixing stuff together and preparing needles.

"…What climbed up your ass recently?" he asked me.

I didn't turn to look at him. "You don't have the rights to ask me such stupid shit." I told him.

I heard him sigh. "Lexi-"

"It's Saito-san." I told him, finally turning to face him with the tray of equipment in my hand.

He was lying down on the metal bed like I told to him to, and I set the stuff down on a side table next to me.

"Saito-san, mind telling me your fucking p-"

"You already know my fucking problem! Stop acting stupid." I said, grabbing the shot filled with numbing serum before jabbing it in his stomach, releasing the liquid inside of him.

I saw him winced a bit, and a waited a few minutes before putting my gloves on a grabbing my scalpel, touching his stomach a few time with my fingers.

"W-Wait! We're gonna do this while I'm FUCKING awake?!" he yelled.

I soon put my mask on and pulled my hair in a high bun before picking up the scalpel and burning it with a lighter. "You'll live, Jashinist." I told him before placing scalpel below his chest. "Besides, I want you to feel…my pain." I told him before cutting him open in an instant.

I was done after two hours have passed, and I wrapped Hidan up in bandages. He had a pissed look on his face, but I didn't care. As soon as I place him back into his room, I am no longer his doctor because I am no longer associated with him. I put his gown back on him, and placed him back on the wheel chair before pushing him back to his room.

"…I'm sorry…that you had to figure out about Konan." he told me.

I didn't reply, and I just keep pushing him. I shortly heard him sigh. "Lexi, talk to me." he said.

"And tell you what? I don't care, Hidan. You were only for the sex anyways." I told him, feeling pain in my heart.

I actually fell in love with this man. It hurt me saying something like that to him. My chest only burned with sadness, but I held in my tears. No man should be worth my tears, but it's so hard. I'm only a woman all in the end, an emotional creature that only experience pain.

"…Oh really? That's what you saw me all this time?" I heard the anger in his voice.

I couldn't help but to get angry myself and looked down at him with a glare.

"Nope. I saw you as something else. But why should I be clear as crystal fuck if you weren't honest with me and I got hurt in the process?" I asked him.

He stayed quiet, and I turned him inside of his room, his woman asleep on the chair I sit in…what I used to sit on.

I soon let the chair go and I walked out the room.

"Enjoy your life." I told him before facing his magenta eyes for the last time. "Sayonara" a tear came out my eye and I walked out his room.

"Wait! Lexi fucking w-"

I closed the door just like and sighed as I walked out the building. I stuff my hands in the coats of my pockets and just kept walking , letting each tear fall out one by one. This is the last fucking time I'm ever fucking with love. I'm tired of all this fucking pain, I'm truly am. For now fucking on, it's me, myself, and I.

Just as I thought that, I saw a couple walk past me, cuddling and giggling. The girl had a blush on her face. "I love you."

"I love you too." He told her as they walked further away from me.

I only stood there, clenching my fist as the tears finally ran down at a quicker pace. "Y-You shouldn't even be…crying, Lexi. No man was ever worth your tears." I told myself.

"Then you shouldn't be crying."

I looked up quickly and saw Sasuke walking to me with a bag in his hand. I wiped my eyes, but they just kept coming out. "W-What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"I knew you'll just be coming out of the hospital, so I picked this up for you." He passed me the bag.

I looked in it, and despite the tears, I laughed lightly. "…Cookie dough…" I said lowly as I took it out the bag and opened it to eat it raw. "Thanks. Want some ice-cream?" I asked him.

He looked at me. "No. I. Don't. Like. Sweets."

I pouted a little, my tears finally coming to a halt. "You use too."

"Never. You forced that shit down my fucking throat. I think it was your fault that I hate sweets."

"…But you eat Serenity's pussy. I'm sure that's sweet." I said bluntly.

He twitched at me and shook his head at me before sitting on a bench. I did the same and looked over at him. "How is Serenity? Did she make it back from her mission?" I asked him.

"Yea, she made it back, and I think she's fine."

My sweat dropped. "Really? Think? You think she's fine?" I asked him.

"Well, I don't know, she was limping the last time we were together." He smirked.

I grinned and punched him. "Uchiha Sasuke, you are a dirty boy." I told him.

He held his arm and punched me back. "And you're still a dumbass as ever too."

"Oh, so you're gentle with her?" I asked with a smirk as I held my arm as well.

"Exactly, but that's beside the point." He told me before looking into my eyes with his onyx gray ones. "…What was up with you today." He asked.

The smile that was on my face slowly dropped into a small smile. "…Oh…well…Hidan…Hidan has a…fiancée, and he never told me about her, and now…I'm pregnant…" I told Sasuke.

"Is that so?" he asked me. "…Well, you want me to go and kick his ass?" he asked me, cracking knuckles.

My sweat dropped. "No, I think I already gave him enough damage…" I told him. "But thanks for your…help?" I said.

"…Did you tell him about the baby?"

"No, I didn't. I don't want him to be in my life…he has his own, and I'll take care of my baby by myself like I was planning too." I told him. "I don't want to burden him with his bastard child." I said simply.

"…Ouch?"

"…What it's true. Besides, he asked me earlier if I was pregnant, and he sounded relieve to know I wasn't. I won't bother him. I'll be a good mother and father…a mo-fa. That's what he can call me. What do you think?" I asked with a smile.

He just stared at me before laughing and shaking his head. "You're really are stupid." He told me.

I only grin more "I accept it as a complement." I told him kissing his cheek. "Too bad you couldn't be MY little brother. Itachi takes advantage of you."

"Humph. You could have years ago." He told me.

I laughed. "You're not talking about that thing I had with your brother, right?" I cast my eyes down.

"You two were obviously in love."

"Well he totally hates me and moved on. He's married to my best friend, and even if I wanted him back I'm not fucking it up for her."

Yes, Uchiha and I had a thing back then years ago…he was the one I gave my virginity too. We were young, planning on getting married and live a life happily ever after. However, once you grow up and find that life is full of surprises, you just gotta move on with it. I know I said in the beginning I was just a fuck, but I knew that wasn't it. It was just family issues and we just had to go on our separate ways. Besides, though 2 years older than me, Itachi was scared in bed. He thought he ripped me in half and was just crying and apologizing.

I giggled a little and Hidan flooded into my mind once again. I sighed out and looked up at the sky.

"…It's beautiful tonight. Huh, Suki?"

"…Yea, it is. Isn't it." We both stared at the crescent moon.

It's time to get off this love boat. Fuck love. Only me, myself, and my baby this time. I don't need anyone. I don't need a man. I didn't need Itachi, I don't rebounds and sex toys, and I certainly don't need you

"Hidan." I said, my tears coming out once again.

This is the last shed of tears I'll ever release again for a man.