Lexi's P.O.V. 2 Weeks Later

I stared down at the toilet, my face shocked and confused and sadden.

"…It…came?" I asked myself as I stared down at the toilet.

But I planed everything right. Everything was perfect. I was supposed to be pregnant, however…my period still came.

"Lexi, you've been in there for fucking 10 minutes. I have to piss!" I heard Hidan from the door.

"…Hidan, come look at this." I said still in disbelief.

I heard the door swing open as he walked over to me. "Look at what-OH WHAT THE FUCK LEXI!? I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING SEE THAT-"

I soon started to cry. All that planning and I'm not pregnant? I really have to wait another year? But something isn't right. Hidan stopped his yelling and shortly sighed out. "So you're not pregnant. It's ok. We have next time." he told me.

"But something is off! I planed everything right! Why am I not pregnant?!" I sobbed to him.

"Look, if it makes you feel better, we'll go to the doctors. Ok?"

I looked up at him, sniffing. "Ok…"

I was sitting inside of those hospital gowns with Hidan sitting next to me. He was yawning and kept looking at the time before yawing again and repeating the whole thing again.

"…Why do you keep looking at the time?"

"Because I have some responsibilities to take care of."

Responsibility? He did not, what the fuck does he need to take care of at fucking 2 in the afternoon.

"The only responsibility you have are me and Rayven." I told him.

He looked up at me. "What?" he asked me.

I looked back down at him. "You fucking heard me."

"I have a fucking mission to go on."

"And why are you always going on these damn missions?"

"So I can fucking provide for my family."

I rolled my eyes. "You were providing for us just fine 2 years ago. What the fuck you need this extra money for, Hidan?"

"For fucking stuff, Alexis."

That just set me off. I just got pissed. "FUCK YOU, HIDAN!(Shit just got real :O)" I yelled at him.

He was taking back and was looking at me with wide eyes. "What the fuck?! Why the fuck are you mad at me?!"

"BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF ALL THIS FUCKING SHIT THAT YOU ARE HIDING FROM ME! WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE FOR NOT TELLING ME YOUR WHOLE FUCKING PURPOSE OF NEEDING FUCKING EXTRA…I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH MORE YOUR MAKING! YOU ARE NOT THE PERSON WHO CARES ABOUT MONEY-"

"YEA, THAT WAS FUCKING BEFORE WE HAD A FUCKING SON, DUMBASS! DON'T FUCKING YELL AT ME AND GET YOUR FUCKING BITCHINESS AT ME BECAUSE YOU DON'T DO SHIT WITH YOUR FATASS!" he yelled back.

My eyes widen at what he said, he turned away from me and stared at the wall in front of me. "You're a fucking dumbass selfish ass woman. Think about the fucking shit you say, dumbass."

"…Leave." I told him simply.

He quickly looked up at me. "Ex-fucking-cuse me?"

"I said to leave." I turn my head the other way, wiping my eyes. "Go take care of your fucking responsibilities." my voice cracked.

After awhile, I shortly heard him sigh. "Lexi-"

"No, go! You basically stated I'm wasting your time. Please, just go." I told him, now sobbing. "Maybe I'll go training after this so I can lose some weight or something."

I felt him put his hand on my own. "Lexi-"

"I SAID TO FUCKING LEAVE!" I took my hand back. "Just go. I don't want to even feel your presence." I told him.

5 minutes passed and I shortly heard the chair shift. "Fine. If that's what you want, I'll leave."

I stayed quiet and he stood where he was for awhile before leaning over to me and kissed my cheek. He kept his lips on my cheeks for a minuet or so before pulling back.

"I love you."

"…I love you too." I told him, but still wasn't facing him.

When he pulled far from me, he walked out of the room, while I wiped my tears away.

Once I got my emotions under control, the door open up, reviling the doctor. I looked over at him.

"Saito-san, we have your results."

I watched him walk over to his chair. He had this look on his face, the look I used to give to patients when I had bad news, before sighing out. "I'm sorry to tell you this, Saito-san…however…after you had your last child your body hasn't been in…homeostasis(that means balance for those who wanna be a difficult term using doctor xD)."

"Yea, ok. It's not balance, so what? I plan exactly right for me to get preggers. However my period came, late if I can add, explain that."

"…" he sighed to me. "Saito-san, you use to be a doctor. You very well know what's the condition."

I was about to rebuttal him, however, I stopped and I begun to think about this in a more logical way. My eyes only widen.

"…I…had a…miscarriage?" I asked him.

He nodded. "And I'm afraid…you can no longer have children. Hormones in your body are throwing you off of homeostasis. These hormones are going straight to your reproduction system, mutating your ovaries. Who knows what's not measuring out, the amount of chromosomes, A matching with G instead of T, anything can be messing with your eggs, Saito-san, causing you infertility."

My lips were quivering, and silent tears came out.

"Once again, I'm sorry, Saito-san, for giving you this bad news. If you need any type of therapy, you can make an appointment down in the reception area for consoling." he told me before walking out the room.

I walked slowly down the forest path, any emotions I had were just gone. Do they understand what they just told me? That I'm…I don't even want to think about it. I promised to give Ray a sibling, I wanted to give him someone. I didn't want him to grow up alone like I had.

I came up to my mothers house, knocking on the door. She slowly opened it, Rayven already in her arms.

"Oh look." she said, waking Rayven up. "Your mommy's here." she told me.

His head snapped over quickly to look at me. "Mommy!" he held his arms out to me, "Mommy, I missed you! I fucking missed you!"

He had this big smile on his face, and I couldn't help but to smile back. I quickly grabbed him from my mother's arms and kissed him.

"You been good?"

"No." he said honestly. "I stabbed grandpa." he grinned at me.

I shook my head, but laughed a little. I looked over at my mother, who was smelling me.

"…You lost your baby, didn't you?" she grimed.

My face sadden, but I placed a smile on my face. "Not to worry. Maybe next time." I told her before turning away. "I'll see you later." I said, walking away.

"…It's because you chose Hidan." she told me.

I stopped walking and she continued. "You know love between a Saito and a Jashinist is forbidding. God is only punishing you-"

I turn to face her with a glare, tears now spilling. "HOW COULD YOU SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT?!" I asked her. "I COULDN'T HAVE JUST A LITTLE BIT OF COMPASSION FROM MY OWN MOTHER?!"

She stared at me. "I'm only giving you facts and statements. It's the truth. You had a child, you should be happy that he survived the curse-"

I turned away from her and kept walking. "Goodbye, mother."

I heard her sigh. "Alexis, come back."

But I didn't.

I never turned back.

And that was the last time I saw my mother.

Hidan's P.O.V. 9:45 pm

I finally came home that night, sighing. Today was a pretty long fucking day, and I was really tired. I fixed myself up before walking in the house, and closed the door, taking off my shoes once I was in the living room.

"Daddy?"

I looked over to see Ray peaking his head out the door way before running over to me, hugging my leg. "Daddy, something's wrong with mommy."

I stared down at him, confused. "What do you mean?"

"Something is fucking wrong with my mommy."

"I fucking understood you the first fucking time, fucker. Just what the fuck is wrong with her?" I lightly glared at him.

"…I duhno…" he gave me a look before running over to his toys.

My sweat dropped and I sighed before I walked over to our bedroom. I opened the door, and even with the lights off, I noticed her curled up on the bed, tissue all around her as she sniffed.

I walked in the room. "…Lexi?" I called to her.

Sniffing a bit more, she looked over at me. She didn't lift herself or anything. She just rolled on her back to look at me. "W-What?"

"The fuck is wrong with you?" I asked, closing the door and walked over to her.

Her face was red and held nothing but sadness. Her eyes were puffy and swollen like, and her lips were poked out. I got concerned quickly.

"You've been crying all day, haven't you?" I went up to hold her face.

She quickly turned away from my touch, still sniffing a couple of times. "Y-You're home." she said lowly.

"Well, I fucking live here." I rolled my eyes at her.

"Hn."

We sat there in silence and I could only sigh. "What's wrong with you?"

"…"

"Alexis?"

"What!?" she asked annoyed.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!"

"NOTHING!" she yelled. "YOU DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYWAYS! DON'T ACT LIKE YOU CARE NOW!"

I was taking back by outburst, and she just broke down crying. She cried loudly and hard and I saw how hands go to her stomach. "I cant have kids anymore!" she sobbed.

My eyes widen. "Why?!"

"Because my ovaries are mutated! Our last baby died, that's why my period came!"

"Y-You had a miscarriage?" I asked her, my face soften.

"I wanted to give you another child! Maybe then you wouldn't hate me the way you do now! Maybe you'll stay with me longer and wont leave me the way you are!" she kept sobbing.

I sighed out when she said that, and I pulled her into my arms. However, she broke free from my grip and pull back far away.

"NO, DON'T TOUCH ME! I'M DISGUSTING TO YOU!" she cried out, standing up.

I stood up as well. "You do not fucking disgust me, come here."

She inched her way to the corner, before curling in a fetal position and cried harder. I could only stare at her as she cried harder and louder. Every time I touched her she pulls back and now she's assuming she's disgusting to me.

"Alexis. Get the fuck up and stop that fucking crying." I said to her.

She shook her head at me and kept sobbing. It was irritating me more. I snatched her up by her hair and threw her on the bed.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I yelled at her.

She was taking back, quickly stopping her crying and I rubbed my head before facing her. "You're fucking married now! You have a fucking son now! Be happy with what you fucking got instead of what you fucking don't!" I told her, walking over to her, digging in my pocket. "And what you were wondering what I was going on extra missions for, well, it was for this."

I pulled out gold locket that had her name engraved on it. She was taking back, and lifted herself to stare at the locket. "…You mean…this is what you were saving up for?" she asked.

"I bought so much shit for Ray that I forgot about you all that time. I saw it and thought about you. I had to get it for the woman I love."

In the first time in months I saw her smile that beautiful smile I haven't seen in a very long time. She quickly hugged me before snuggling on my neck.

"Thank you, for loving me."

I sighed in relief.

'Now she wont be on my case too much…'

Is this a kindly gesture from Hidan, or is he still hiding something from the woman he 'loves'? We're making our way up to the final chapters. Expect something called D-R-A-M-A! There will be tons of that in the chapters to come…anyways, review to tell me how'd ya liked it! Thanks! Final grades are due shortly for me, my updating will be slow…maybe :P. However, I will be typing 24/7 over my 4 day weekend so I can send out chapters as quickly as possible before I have to start studying…you know, maybe I should start paying attention in school, just say lolz xD. Anyways, have a good Thanksgiving, because I surely will :D! Bye guys.