Chapter 2

On all the way to the club there was silence. Whenever Deeks could stare at Kensi he did it. But only for a while as he was driving. And Kensi was just smiling at him. And her smile was so charming and cute.

After 20 minutes they arrived. He tells her "Wait". He gets out of the car and goes in front of her door. He opens it. He takes her hand and kisses it. She gets out of the car and gives him her best smile.

They walk in the club and everybody was looking at them. They were such a beautiful couple even if they weren't a couple. Kensi was so beautiful and hot and all the men were staring at her but she just couldn't take her eyes off of her partner, neither Deeks. He couldn't take his eyes off of his partner, his partner…no this word was not right, in his mind Kensi was not just his partner, she… she was the woman of his life. The only woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. Kensi was also feeling this way. This was the first time she couldn't trust and fall in love after Jack. But she found love again in Deeks, in his partner, the man who could make her happy every single moment she was not fine. The only man who could make her laugh so bad even at the most serious moments. And his cheesy phrases made her feel loveable and wanted. Even when he called her 'Fern' –and she hated that- she was laughing 'cause she knew he did it because he cared about her, and his voice when he called her this way or Princess Sugarbear was different, not like all the other times, his voice was lighter, sweeter, cuter. And his eyes… these baby blue eyes were so cute and sweet. He had such a cute gaze every time he was looking at her, even now that they were dancing and not slow dances. All this time at the club where they were drinking and dancing he had such a charming gaze. So charming and cute so that Kensi wasn't sure if she could resist.
And Deeks was all the time looking at her eyes and lips. They were so sexy with this lip-gloss, he really wanted to kiss them. But he was saving it for later -maybe- when he would take her home.

Now he cared only about the dance. He had his hands at her hips and she when she wasn't resting her back on his chest she had her hands around his neck. Deeks' best part was when she was resting her back on his chest and he could curl his arms around her belly, push her against him and leave little kisses on her shoulder.

"You are an amazing dancer. I didn't know that. "

"There are a lot of things you don't know about me." She said giving him a sexy smile.

"Let me learn them."

"Everything will happen the right time."

After some hours it was 4:30 a.m. and Kensi was a bit tired and drunk.

"Come on Princess, let's go" Deeks said.

"Okay let's go."

As she takes her things from the bar she heard her favorite slow song.

"That's my song!" she told him.

She put her arms around his neck and he places his hands around her waist. And as they dance he brings her closer. As closer as he can. All that time he was looking at her eyes and so she but most of the time she was looking at his lips. She just tried to resist and not to kiss them, but it was so hard, especially when he licked them, but at least she could resist… for now. But the next time he'll do it she is not sure if she will be able to as she wanted desperately to kiss him. And she was thinking about it all the time. When Deeks gave her a solution during the dance as he placed his lips on hers with his tongue asking for entrance. And Kensi without a doubt she allows him to enter. This kiss was full of passion and love. This was the best kiss they've ever had.

They suddenly broke the kiss and left. They got out and Deeks tried to put his hand around her waist but Kensi felt kind of weird and she took his hand off her. When they arrived at the car Kensi couldn't wait for Deeks to open her door –and she actually didn't want to- so she did it herself but as Deeks didn't know that he touched her hand and that was so awkward after what happened.

"Sorry" Deeks whispered and took his hand back quickly.
Kensi didn't even answer, she got in the car and closed the door. Deeks got in the car and they left. On all the way home nobody spoke. They just exchanged some awkward gazes.

After some time they arrived at Kensi's house. She got out of the car without even saying 'Good night' and walked quickly to her door. Before she got inside the house she looked at him with a gaze full of sadness. She got inside and closed the door. Deeks looked down disappointed of himself for making Kensi feel this way. And then he looked up again and he saw Kensi looking at him through her window. Then he leaves and Kensi keeps looking outside for a while and then she goes in her bedroom, lays down on her bed and starts thinking about the kiss and how she treated Deeks after that.

She was rapt in her thoughts when suddenly the doorbell rang. Deeks was outside waiting for her to open the door, but she couldn't hear the doorbell as the only thing she could hear was her thoughts.

Deeks was waiting outside and was whispering

"C'mon Sugarbear, open the door, PLEASE!"

He rings the bell again and again and finally Kensi notices that someone is at the door.

'Who's at the door?' she thought. But she knew she wanted to be Deeks. She opens the door and sees Deeks. Deeks without saying anything he hugs her tight and kisses her forehead. Suddenly he feels his shoulder wet. He gets Kensi's head up and realizes that she is crying.

"Don't cry Princess, please, you have no reason to."

"No, Deeks I do" she said crying.

"No… you don't" Deeks tried to say before Kensi interrupt him.

"I do. You always try to bring me closer to you and clarify our thing, but…but I… I always let you down, 'because I'm not strong enough to admit my feelings. Today you… you did what I always wanted to but I never dared to. And after that I… I treated you like you are somebody common. But you are not common. You… you are special and I'm stupid."

"No Kensi, no baby don't… don't think this way. That's one of the things I love at you. The fact that you don't fall easily for whatever I say. And I love the way you treat me. That's the reason I loves you from the first moment I met you. I loved the bad-ass Kensi I first met and I don't want to change even with the most valuable thing in the world. And thank you, Thank you for just being you and changing my life." He said trying to scavenge the tears from her face.

Kensi surprised said "You… you love me?"

"Of course I do Fern, since the first moments I met you."

Kensi without saying anything placed her lips on his tight, as tight as she had at their first kiss. But this time it was not an undercover kiss, it was a real one from Kensi to Deeks, not from Melissa to Justin. And after a while Kensi breaks the kiss and whispers in his ear.

"Please stay with me tonight."

"Not just tonight, I'll stay with you for the rest of my life."

He gives her another kiss and tells her

"I love you Kens, I have never loved anybody else as much as I love you."

She leans to kiss him and between the kiss she tell him

"I love you too Marty" and continues kissing him.

He lows his hands down her hips and she curls her hands around his neck. She strokes her tongue so passionately that makes him moan in the kiss and say "Wow".

"What?" she asks.

"Your… your kisses are so fucking hot."

"You think huh? As about the word you just said let's go to the bed, I have something hotter to show you" she said starting sucking his upper lip. He puts her legs around his waist and heads to the bedroom where they spent the night together having the best night of their lives.