Hello :P Today is the 28th and so of course I'm uploading for my TT. I can't believe me and AAML-TAML have known each other 40 months now. It's honestly been so much fun talking to her every single day and the fact I've hung out with her twice is amazing. She's the best friend ever :'D Sorry it's a little bit late in the evening that I'm uploading but I was at work and then had some family stuff. Anyways I hope you enjoy, especially you, boo :'3
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Dear Mist,
My beautiful wife. It kills me to see you suffering this way. Some people wouldn't understand what I mean because from the outside, you look perfectly happy and content. You're a great actress I'll grant you that but you're not fooling me. You're not fooling the people who love and truly know you.
I know how hard you've been finding the past few weeks. But we can get through this together, my beautiful Mist. Together we have endured so many hardships and struggles but also so much happiness and wonderful memories. I thought the hardest thing I'd ever have to do was saying goodbye to you. Then I fell in love with you and that lead to the aches including the fact I thought I would never be lucky to have you as my own. One of the hardest things we've been through together is the miscarriage of our beautiful baby. We rarely discuss the awful event because it was so painful and we were so young. Teenagers shouldn't go through the unbelievable agony of losing the life that we both created. It took a long time but together we got through it.
That's why I'm adamant we can get through this, Mist. We have lost a real baby so I know you can get through this phantom pregnancy. You can do this because I know how strong you are. You are the woman who has survived losing both your parents and lived through a childhood full of loneliness. Despite those low times, you've grown into the most smiley, happy and content wife, mother and friend I know.
You're so amazing to everybody despite the fact that some days you don't want to get out of bed. But you still get out of bed for us, for me, for our children.
Our children's attitude towards the situation, especially Ben and Katie's, are reflection of how well you've raised them with me. They are compassionate and understanding and doing their best to make you smile when you don't necessarily want to.
It pains me to go to work and worry you're not okay but we are so blessed to have family and friends kind enough to check in on you all and lend you a hand. You're a worthy woman, Mist, that's why so many people just pop in and mind the children while you have a quick bath or paint your nails or do something small like that.
I say it out loud a lot and I'm going to write it to you as well; you can get through these sad and painful times. I understand that it's so hard shaking off the feeling you might be pregnant when your body is empty but your mind is full of a baby. Our baby. You're one of the strongest women I know and with every bodies help and especially mine, you can move forward and be content with the four angels we have together.
I have loved you since we were teenagers. I know you get afraid sometimes that I'll stop loving you because of these struggles but I'm sorry, Mist, you've never been more wrong. I love you when your face is laced with a smile and I love you when it is drenched in tears. I love you when you're sleeping peacefully in my arms or thrashing about with a nightmare. I love you and that never stops, no matter what you go through or what we go through together. That's a promise, my Mist.
Lots of love, your adoring husband.
P.S: I miss you. I miss the real you. But I know she'll be home soon.
There you go! Thanks so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed. It was a little bit sad but hopefully what Ash said was cute, even if it revolved around a dark time in their lives T.T I hope you enjoyed, TT :'D Thanks again for reading and I will be back on Wednesday with Pikachu Tales. All my uploads in December will be Christmas/Winter themed (hopefully all of them, I have two out of five written so far) so I hope you enjoy them :3
AmyBieberKetchum signing out :P