okay you guys boring authors not but i must do this

when i posted last chapter well i cant say i got many reviews. i was incredibly dissapointed. not long ago i re read the chapter and i realized that it was a piece of crap

lol

so it wasnt the readers i was dissapointed with i was dissapointed with myself for not being more original. i dont blame you guys for the lack of reviews, in fact i apologize very deeply, but to those of you who did review that pitiful chapter thank you all from the very bottom of my heart. i wont re write the chapter but i promise to be more original with next chapters.

when i saw how bad it was it motivated me to write this chapter i'm sorry for taking a long time but everything happens for a reason

once more forgive me and hope you enjoy this chapter.

Edward's pov

"Oh yes I took divination too. I know how Alex feels. My exam was horrible" Frankie said to all of us. He had come to visit, he really got along well with all of us and he claimed that he didn't have anything to do.

"Oh man I would give anything to have been able to see her do her exam" chuckled Emmett.

Poor Alex, she wouldn't hear the end of this.

She was probably just finishing her last exam right now. I was glad this was the end. It had been the longest two weeks of my life. The only positive thing about this separation was that we would have more time to ourselves when she came back.

These two weeks I had managed to calm down the nagging worry that had been about to overtake me. Today though, it seemed especially hard to ignore it. Was it possible for a vampire to get a stomachache? Because I had one right now. I was worried so much I had a stomach ache!

Was it wrong of me to be almost positive that this bad feeling is due to the fact that something bad is going to happen?

"Edward what's wrong with you today you've been so…odd" esme asked walking over to me. Everyone looked at me in concern.

"I just have a really bad feeling about today" I admitted. Jasper finally understood my feelings.

"I'm sure she is fine Edward" he assured me.

I shook my head. "Something's wrong…I can feel it"

"Edward if it is something very bad the order will be alerted. Don't fret" Frankie said.

I shook my head and looked out towards the glass wall.

Unable to do anything else to calm me down the rest continued their conversations.

Is it really that bad? Carlisle asked me.

I turned to find him standing right next to me. I nodded in response to his question.

Well think positively, she's not unprotected.

"I want to be with her" I said quietly.

Carlisle took a seat next to me.

At this point anyone who questions your affections for her is surely demented. He thought, I couldn't help but smile at the thought.

"What the-"

Carlisle and I turned our heads upon hearing Emmett.

A silvery mist appeared in the middle of the room. We all stared at it in astonishment. Minutes later I recognized it as a patronus. Alex had shown me hers not long ago. I was instantly on my feet along with Carlisle and we all gathered around the patronus which was taking the form of a four legged animal.

"I have to go" Frankie said urgently.

A doe took shape and opened its mouth to speak in the voice of a man.

Snape? Thought Frankie.

Could he mean professor snape?

"Meet at the headquarters the potters might be in danger" the doe said. Then it dissolved into thin air.

Something inside me exploded with overwhelming fear.

Everyone was quiet; they all processed what they had just heard. But I understood it perfectly the minute it was spoken. Alex is in trouble, no she is in danger.

"I'm going" I said trying to keep my voice calm.

"Edward this is for the order I can't take you" he said.

A furious growl escaped me and I threw the first thing my fingers made contact with. The glass coffee table smashed against a wall into a million shards.

"Edward calm down" Carlisle tried to reason.

"My girlfriend is in trouble you think I'm just going to sit here and wait?!" I shouted.

"Edward I understand your concern but-"

I lunged at him and pinned him to the ground before he could react. I ignored the panicked calls of the others.

"Listen to me right now. I don't give a damn on whose job it is to protect her. But you will sure as hell take me to her right now before I rip you to shreds!"

Hands grasped at me and forcibly pulled me away from him.

"Edward please calm down" esme pleaded as I struggled against Carlisle's and Emmett's hands. Jasper tried to calm me down but was unsuccessful.

All of this argument is just taking away precious moments off of Alex's life. For I knew that danger meant that she was closer to death than life.

Alice's pov

"Edward they'll bring her back" esme said as Edward fell to the ground shaking. He pulled at his hair and let out an agonized cry.

The only time I had seen him so…battered, was when he had found Bella in that studio, almost dead.

Edward didn't even know if Alex was in danger for sure and he was already breaking down. But something deep within me knew that Alex was in grave danger. And Edward sure as hell felt it too.

Edwards's pov

"Please" I pleaded to Frankie. I was degrading myself but Alex could be inches from death and I couldn't allow that. Her life meant more to me than anything else in the phase of the universe. Her life is my life.

"Come on were wasting too much time here" Frankie said.

"Thank you" I whispered. I was on my feet in a heartbeat.

"Be safe" esme said placing a kiss on my cheek. "Make sure she is fine alright"

"I will" I vowed.

The rest wished me luck in their minds. I nodded and walked over to Frankie.

"Take hold of my arm" he ordered.

I took his arm and he spun on the spot. Then everything around me disappeared and I felt the darkness enveloping us crushing me. Never had I experienced anything like this, it was uncomfortable.

Just as it came it was gone. I took a gulp of unneeded air and found myself in a street. It was beginning to darken and there wasn't anyone around.

The order will have my head for this Frankie thought. He set off in a run and I followed after him with ease.

Please alex hold on, be strong, for me.

"Here" Frankie said, coming to a stop in front of two houses. "I know I shouldn't have it with me but it came very useful tonight"

He handed me a slip of parchment. I read the thing elegant writing on it.

The headquarters of the order of the phoenix may be found at number twelve Grimmauld place, London.

Trust me you need to know this he thought though he didn't think of why.

He took the piece of paper and then set fire to it with his wand.

He came to a stop in front of a house marked with the number eleven. The next house was number thirteen.

Think about what you just read he thought

As soon as I did a door began to appear between the two houses. I watched in shock as a house began appearing from thin air. Never would I become accustomed to such things.

"Hurry" muttered Frankie. I strode behind him and followed him into the house.

We walked into a dark hallway lit by oil lamps.

I heard worried thoughts and voices talking as we headed to the door where the voices came from.

"Snape explain what is going on." A woman's voice demanded moments before Frankie opened the door.

"Frank, about time you got here" I recognized Sirius's voice but it was laced with a fear that I had never before heard in him.

I walked through the room and everyone became quiet. All their eyes turned to me.

What are you doing here! Sirius thought.

The rest had confused thoughts.

There was a woman with spiky purple hair, a heavily scarred man with a black eye and the other eye an electrical blue. This I deduced was mad eye moody; the woman was tonks I assumed. The bald black wizard must be Kingsley. Leaving only who I assumed to be Remus lupin and professor snape.

"Who is he?" said a black haired man whom I assumed to be snape.

"This is Alex's boyfriend, Edward Cullen" Frankie said.

Boyfriend sounded like such and inadequate word.

Everyone's stunned expressions turned to Frankie.

"It doesn't matter he isn't supposed to be here" snape spat.

" I came here for Alex, I wont be leaving until I make sure she is safe and I see it with my own eyes." I hissed. We cant waste more time.

"I'm afraid, Edward" Sirius said, "that I agree with snape. This isn't the place for you to be in"

"My place is to protect her and make sure that she is out of harms way" I said coldly.

"You're a muggle" growled mad eye moody. I couldn't answer to this.

"Everything said in this house is to never leave this house mad eye. so if any of you repeat what you have heard from this point on to anyone who is not in the order there will be major consequences" warned Frankie.

I'm sorry Edward but I must tell them

"I understand" I told him.

"Edward is not a muggle, he is a vampire"

Awestruck faces looked at me.

"It doesn't matter what I am. What's going on with Alex and her brother?" I said urgently.

Everyone snapped their heads back towards snape.

"Snape what is going on?" Sirius said.

Snape gave me one cold look before turning to the rest of the people in the room.

"I think they've gone to the ministry" he stated.

"WHAT!" Sirius said horrorstruck.

"Earlier today they caught the potters and some others trying to use the Floo network. I was called by Umbridge and Harry told me something quite cryptic. He said that they had padfoot at the place it was hidden."

As he said this I saw what he made out of this sentence. They thought voldemort had Sirius at the ministry of magic. Sirius and the rest figured out the same.

"When did this happen?" tonks asked.

"About two hours ago that's when I called in to make sure that Sirius was here. Then they went into the forbidden forest with Umbridge then and they didn't come out"

"They left" whispered Frankie.

"We have to go to the ministry immediately."

"I think" snape said turning to face Sirius. "That you and the boy should stay here so that they can inform Dumbledore on the matter."

A growl built up in my throat.

"I am not going to stay here while Harry and Alex are out there fighting for their lives and you know what? Neither is Edward"

"This isn't the time for you to want to prove yourself black" hissed snape. "Dumbledore needs to be informed"

"Well that's not a problem at all. I'll just tell kreacher to tell Dumbledore what is going on"

"Do as you wish, I'll search the forest maybe there still there. But I doubt that boy will be of any help"

"Just look for them at the forest" I said coldly.

Snape narrowed his eyes at me.

I wonder if Dumbledore is aware of this snape thought.

"Hurry then" he said and with that he walked out the room.

"First of all, you have to realize that it is dangerous to have a vampire in a place were there will most likely be spilled blood." the man I assumed to be Kingsley spoke.

I hadn't hunted in a long time. My eyes were black. Could I resist?

Yes I could.

"I can control myself" I said speaking quickly.

"Let's stop wasting time" tonks said hurriedly.

They all stood up and walked out of the kitchen in a file.

Sirius and I were the last ones.

Thank you for coming

"I wasn't going to stay home doing nothing" I replied. He smiled and put a hand on my shoulder leading me out of the room in a fast pace. Well fast for him.

"Edward if they are there" Sirius said as we ran out of the house. "Don't kill. I don't want a massacre, especially because the less blood there is the better"

"I wont" Alex didn't deserve a killer. But I would definitely make them regret to have even thought of harming her.

Once we were out of the house Sirius gripped my shoulder tighter and instantly I felt darkness crushing me again. And then I everything around me came back. But we were now in a huge atrium. It was completely deserted.

"This way" said Sirius as everyone broke off to a run.

As I ran I was hit by her scent. I was so close to her, my heart felt like it would soon start beating. That protective instinct built inside me and propelled me to hurry.

Edward please slow down

I did as asked but I wasn't able to recognize the person that had talked I was too fixated upon her scent.

Her scent led me to a small elevator-like room. The other catched up to me and soon we were on our way to the department of mysteries.

Her scent hit me harder here and I slightly struggled to keep my mind.

Wait for me darling be strong I thought

We quickly went in through the door.

What I saw before me almost drove me mad with utter despair. How was I to find her now? There were so many doors!

It was a circular room with blue fire for light. Doors were situated on all of the walls.

When the others entered the room the door shut. Just as it was shut I heard a sound that gave me joy and excruciating pain.

My Alex was screaming.

She was alive. But was she in pain? Was she hurt? Was she dying?

I dashed to the door were her scream had emitted from.

Through many rooms I ran and the path seemed endless. Another scream went through my stone heart and shattered it.

I finally got to the end of the hall, with brutal forced I smashed the door opened. A group of wizards turned in my directions with wands raised.

My mind processed the scene before me faster than they did. And in that one second I saw her. Some small tinge of relief came over me. I would only be completely relieved when she was out of here and safe.

She wasted no time in pulling her brother up and running away just as curses were shot at me.

"Duck!" I heard Harry cal and they both fell to the ground for protection while I dodged curses.

A spell was shot dangerously close to her and I growled in fury. Just as this happened Sirius entered the room followed by the rest. They all wasted no time in attacking.

I ran towards Alex dodging out of spells as I went.

A spell shot in my direction missing me by inches and then an unknown wizard was in my way.

I heard a scream emit from her shortly muffled by a crack.

Ducking out of the way of another spell I caught the man in my way by the neck and pushed him across the room with a force just enough to knock him out and cause some serious pain.

It took all of my strength not to slaughter him.

I turned towards Alex. She frantically looked at the floor trying to find something. Her brother was about to raise his wand when heard another man. I turned and saw him pointing at Alex with his wand.

And then I was there right before him and pushing him into a wall. Several of his bones cracked it didn't satisfy me but it would have to do.

I distinctly heard her cry my name over the other voices shouting in the room. I heard only her and her beating heart. It was the most beautiful sound in the world, her heart.

Unaware of my movements I was suddenly before her gazing into her beautiful, frightened eyes and drowning in a pool of mixed emotions that I truly had never felt before. It was good and bad fused together.

I began to ask her something when I saw the trail of blood going down her nose.

It was like the most delicious red wine was being put before me, and I was an alcoholic.

Her lips moved but I couldn't hear her. I couldn't see her.

Don't do it

Drain her dry

Control yourself!

Do it

The internal battle within me was agonizing. I wasn't breathing but I could remember her smell, remember the smell of her blood as it seeped through my shirt….

I felt warmth leave me; I never realized that I had been touching her. She had obviously pulled away in fright.

"Edward" she said hoarsely. I looked down at my hands. Two fingers were stained with ruby red blood. I licked my lips and I could taste the blood in the air. That raging fire built in my throat and slowly began to expand through my body.

I wasn't in control.

"Come on Alex" someone said. "It's not safe"

No it wasn't safe.

But please don't go.

Words of a spell broke me out of the spell I was on. I saw as Sirius jumped in to protect the two siblings.

I fought the urge to cry out in pain from the fire the licked my organs and instead I moved away from her. Away from the blood that made me suffer like this.

Instead I focused on the poor excuse of a man that stood before me. His wand raised and shouting spells I had never heard of.

In a burst of adrenaline I dodged every single one of his spells and got him by the throat.

His wand dropped to the floor as I shoved him against a wall and he tried to fight me off. His attempts were pitiful.

"How dare you even think of touching her?" I growled. He tried to push my hands away my hold on him tightened; but not enough to kill him.

His eyes shifted to something behind me. And I was able to hear the thoughts of a man.

Avada kedavra!

Just as the words left his mouth I moved away. The curse hit the man square in the face and he fell limp to floor.

No sound came from him, his life ceased to exist.

I turned to the man that had tried to kill me. He was enraged and he shot spell after spell at me.

Alex's scream made me look in her direction. She was on the floor with a man that was on the floor as he pointed his wand to her ribs.

Something hit me hard on the chest and my back hit the wall I slid down the wall as several pieces of the rock wall fell with me. I looked to see frank fighting with the wizard that had been attacking me seconds ago.

I got up and pushed the man to the ground.

"Go help the rest" I bellowed at frank.

I raised the man several inches off the floor and then pushed him back down with enough force to crack his skull and make him pass out.

"Dumbledore!" cried Alex.

Indeed when I turned there was a wizard that looked absolutely furious and dangerous. He pulled back all the rats that tried to run away with ease.

I intercepted on that was lucky enough to avoid Dumbledore's spell.

This one was faster than the others. Instead of shouting out the spells he thought of them. That was difficult because there were so many panicked minds in this room. It was hard to focus on what this wizard thought. Consequently a jet of green light shot inches from my face.

I tried harder to focus on his mind, I tried harder to get closer to him but he presented a real challenge.

The mans eyes widened and he was suddenly pulled back by an invisible force. He joined the rest of the death eaters that Dumbledore had rounded up.

I turned to the remaining battle, hoping to see Alex far away from it. What I saw however made me numb for just a moment.

Sirius fell right through that veil that was in the middle of this room. Not a sound came from his mind as he fell and disappeared forever.

I saw Alex running towards the archway through which Sirius had just disappeared.

"She can't go through the veil Edward!" cried lupin, who already had Harry in his arms and was struggling to keep him there.

The numbness inside of me washed away and was filled by the pain that Alex would surely be in after all of this.

She was so close to the veil.

In a heartbeat I was behind her holding her struggling body to mine.

She cried for Sirius to come back.

"I'm sorry Alex" that was all I could possibly say to my hurting angel. If I could take the overwhelming pain she was suffering right now I would do it without even thinking about it.

"SHUT UP!" she growled in a voice that suited that of a lion. She punched my chest with her small fists I anger.

Heaven help me, if I could cry I would be a river of tears right now. This angel shouldn't even know the meaning of suffering.

"He's gone" I whispered. It was the worst thing I could say to her right now but I had to make her understand that going behind that veil wouldn't do any good.

"SHUT UP! DON'T SAY THAT TO ME! YOU'RE LYING; WE CAN STILL GET TO HIM! JUST DON'T SAY THAT TO ME!" as she struggled I didn't even dare to try and breathe her scent to grow accustomed. But I knew I would have to. That fire was licking at my insides again, overwhelming me with pain I had never before felt in the presence of hr scent.

"He's not gone!" she screamed in a much weaker tone, and she called his name, a tinge of hopelessness filled it.

Once again I tried to make sure that she wouldn't go through the veil.

"He's gone Alex" I said in the softest plead I could manage. "He can't come back"

"Damn it Edward, why are you hurting me?! Fuck you Edward! He's not dead!"

That tore me up. How could I try to keep her safe? How could I try to keep her from hurting if my very presence right now was a danger to her and my words were cutting her deeper than she was already damaged.

With a heavy heart I carried her to the stone benches, right next to where her brother was.

I should be getting as far away as I could from her right now. But I realized I couldn't. I couldn't trust her in the state that she was in. and though I was doubting my self control I knew deep within me that the fire inside of me could burn me alive and I would never so much as lay a hand on her. For now she was safer with me than alone.

The beautiful broken angel in my arms breathed heavily. I lowered my head to hers and she turned away before my face came into contact with hers. I tried to ignore the crack forming around my heart. Would she finally run away from me? Would she resent me for this? Was our future gone? Did we ever have a future?

Her eyes were trained on that veil as if hoping that Sirius would come out of it any minute.

A cry of pain made me look in the direction of its source. Kingsley was on the floor and a witch was laughing and running from the room.

Harry freed himself from lupin's grasp and went after her. The slight movement of Alex's body made me hold her tighter to me, restraining her. Her movement was so fast I didn't anticipate it.

I felt something hard poke my ribs. I barely felt its tough and then I heard her say

"Stupefy!"

I felt my grip on her become loose. I lost control of my limbs and my body toppled off the stone benches. Then for the first time in over a century everything went black.

Gradually I became conscious again. I was not awake however. Instead I deduced that for the first time in what seemed like an eternity I was dreaming. How wrong I was.

My feet moved of their own I accord, I did not know where they were taking me but it wasn't in me to question my instincts.

This place and me…it was all surreal. Everything was mysterious unknown. I didn't even feel like myself. my body felt weaker somehow, my strides weren't as graceful or fast anymore. My eyesight wasn't as good as it once was.

I was not aware of having stopped. And what I saw before me startled me.

A young boy of about 17 looked at me. Warm green eyes stared into my black ones. Pale but healthy skin gave him protection. Pink stained his cheeks slightly and his features still had traces of his childhood years, they were scarce but definitely there.

I stared at my human self in amazement. How could I have forgotten myself? Forgotten who I used to be. The human Edward stared at me in shock, dressed from an era I still remembered all too well.

I felt something hitting the inside of my chest. Unbelievingly I put a hand over my heart. Sure enough it beat with a healthy strength.

I looked back my image on the mirror suddenly the old Edward looked to something on the side of this dark room.

I followed his line of sight and my eyes fell upon a glowing figure.

I was already besides the figure when I realized that my feet had moved of their own accord.

The figure was a human a small one. My mind dripped with curiosity, as I turned the person around anguished green eyes looked at me. These were ayes that should not have looked at me that way, eyes that should have had light in them instead of the dullness that clouded them.

"Help me" my broken angel choked out.

I could hear her heartbeat, it was as loud as a drum and the sound bounced of the walls making it sound louder. Gradually the sound of that drum slowed down and her eyes began to droop.

She was dying right before me and there was nothing I could possibly do to save her.

I had never wanted to be a vampire so much in my life.

With a sudden gasp for air I resurfaced back into reality. A reality in which I was a vampire and Alex was in danger.

"Edward, are you alright?" said lupins voice right next to me.

"Where is she?" I demanded as I sat up. I relished the speed in which I moved.

"She went after bellatrix and Harry dumble-"that's all I heard before I sprinted out of that room and followed Alex's scent. Like lightning I followed the scent out of the department of mysteries and all the way back to the place from where we had come in.

"Stay where you are" I heard a man call.

When the doors to the elevator opened as I got out I was met by a beautiful girl's relieved expression. I knew right there that she had never meant any of the things she had said. No matter how true they might have sounded to me she thought otherwise.

"Alex" I whispered, finally feeling my heart being able to breathe again.

All in one second it began to get compressed again.

Her expression went blank and her whole body stiffened as she slowly came to kneel on the floor and then fall over.

"Melody" I shouted, suddenly next to her I took her into my arms as she began to tremble uncontrollably.

"What's happening to her?!" I cried to an old man that looked at her in horror.

The sentence barely left my mouth when the most horrible sound in my world catched my ears.

Alex let out an earsplitting scream like nothing I had ever heard before and she writhed in my arms. Twisting her body as if she were being possessed.

I was useless, I had no way of helping her, and I had no way of making it better. I was failing her by allowing her to be hurt before my own eyes.

"HELP HER!" I cried to anyone who could possibly hear me.

If there really was a god up there I prayed for him to rid her of this pain. God could not possibly allow one of his angels suffer like this.

Her eyes snapped open but they weren't green. They were completely white a demonic look contorted her features into a malevolent grin. A grin that belonged to Satan.

She opened her mouth. But it wasn't her voice that spoke. It was an awful combination of her voice and the horrible voice of a man. A voice that indicated that she was possessed.

"Kill me now Dumbledore" said the demonic voice. "if death is nothing kill the girl"

"NO!" I cried in despair and moved my body to shield her struggling form.

The old man looked horrified. Fear was clearly displayed in his eyes.

The voice screamed a sound worse than nails scraping a blackboard. The voice slowly began to change until melody's voice won over.

"Kill me now!" she begged "MAKE IT STOP! KILLL ME NOW!"

I would have given my soul to Lucifer just to keep her from the pain. Words cannot describe what that moment was like. No man will ever know how much I suffered that night. How much I wished I could be in hr place. How much I despised myself for not knowing what to do.

That memory is forever engraved in my mind and will forever haunt me.

"She's going to die we have to do something!" I screamed.

"I can't" the old man whispered. "I can't do it"

Alex twisted and writhed in ways that seemed impossible. Her screams filtered the room and were magnified by the echoes.

"Edward!" she gasped clutching my shirt. Her blank eyes looked at me. "Make it go away! Kill me now! I'm burning! Kill me now! MAKE IT GO AWAY!"

And for a second I rid myself of my selfishness and the option to do as she asked passed through my head. I had just gotten her and now I had let her go. If a really did love her I would end her pain right now.

Her eyes rolled to the back of her head and the convulsing became more violent.

Hopelessness at what I was going to do made me break down.

I rocked her back and forth sobbing into her neck and singing her lullaby. Only prolonging the time in which I would end her life to give her the peace she deserved. With the people she loved, at least she wouldn't be alone in heaven, because that's were all the angels belonged, in heaven.

"I'll make it go away, beautiful melody" I whispered into her hear.

I would have to break my promise to Bella because I could not possibly stay alive after I did this. Because the moment Alex ceased to be I would cease to be too.

The precious memories of this burning angel flashed across my head, as I situated my lips on her neck and put one hand on the back oh her delicate neck. A simple twist of my hand would bring her eternal sleep. And me eternal damnation in the raging inferno.

My movements faltered as her memory stopped on the scene were we played piano.

She let out one final scream and I buried my face into her neck and sobbed.

I didn't know if I had already moved my hand and silenced her or if her pain had beat me to it and taken her, but it was suddenly quiet and she shook in my arms. I myself was shaking so it was me that was making her shake like that.

Why could I still fee and hear a heartbeat then?

"Will you ever forgive me" she whispered in a strained voice.

It was all I needed to fall over the edge.

Though I was about to kill her angel god had answered me. He let me keep this angel instead of taking her away from me.

My words of thank you felt like they weren't enough.

My lips made contact with hers, and her responding lips could have made me faint if I had been human. Her scent was precious to me and I relished the small burn at my throat.

With each kiss I thanked her for not leaving me, for being strong, for loving me.

With urgency I pulled back and took her face in my hands, needing to see into those pools of green that left me breathless. Unshed tears clouded her eyes as she looked back at me.

"You're not going to leave me are you?" at this point I would get on my knees and beg her not to leave me. "promise me you're never going to leave me Alex, not like that , you'll always be with me and you'll never let me fall. You'll never steal yourself away from me like that again. Promise me."

She could never make me do what I was going to do. She just couldn't, I was ashamed of what I was so close to doing. It's something I could never confess to her. She wouldn't want me if she knew.

"I'll love you forever Edward, I'm never letting you go. I promise" as her tears spilled over I became sure that this horrible nightmare was over. She was crying a natural thing for a human. It was a sign that she was alive and that made me forget all my pains. This horrible nightmare that had seemed eternal was finally over.

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