He's entered my room again. As he says the spell, I say the counter spell. I was a spy after all, a simple spell like this is easy to fend off. It's easy to feign sleep, again I was a spy. I was able to convince the dark lord that I was loyal to him, it isn't difficult to convince a boy half my age that I'm asleep. He's so predictable with the same routine. He always come in my later than 11:30.
I admit the first time I might have been curious. The golden boy sneaking out is one thing but breaking into a teacher's room and attempting to cast a spell on them is another. I was curious. What would he do. The first night every action he did was skittish waiting for me to wake up. After each encounter he grew bolder. Less nervous about touching me.
Each time he has personally stretched and lubricated my entrance. At first I thought maybe he didn't know the spell, but after each night I became more positive that he was choosing to use this more personal method. I debated many things. Should I go to the police with this? But at the time he was a minor and the chosen one to take down the dark lord. I've certainly sold my soul for this war, what is the added harm in selling one's body. And there was a chance that he would die anyways. So I let him take whatever he wanted.
Once the war was over and he graduated I was sure the nights would end, and again I debated many things. By that point… I looked forward to the nights. And I was in too deep. He is a very attentive lover. Me being 'unconscious' many would not worry over if I felt pleasure or not.
The few times I had sex while conscious the other did not care for my pleasure. It was… different to have a lover, especially one so young, hold me lovingly. From the beginning. He took every step to give me as little pain as possible.
"I'm sorry Professor, I know this is embarrassing, but if I don't stretch you it could hurt." While telling me this the first time he slowly prepared me. Taking more time and care than any lover I have ever had. He would talk to me about his home life or about things he was afraid about. He was using me to vent all of the stress the war has put on him, and I felt accountable for the wrong I have done in my life. So I let him.
Again he is in my room. He is undressing me and chastising me for taking 30 points from his lions. Saying that now he has to take me twice. I try not to shiver at that thought. Again he manually stretches me. I know what is coming soon and my body has already started to respond.
"Are you ready so soon Severus?" He pushes into me slowly and despite my best efforts I still tense. "Don't be nervous Severus. You know who I am. I'm sure you can recognize the feel of my dick inside you. Relax for me and I'll make you feel good again tonight." And I know he will so I do relax. He has never once left me unsatisfied. Always making sure that I've cum at least once. But often it's more than that. He strokes me and I find myself moaning. I do not need to feel embarrassment because right now I'm not awake. I'm not accountable. "Your ass always feels so hot" He kisses the back of my neck. His spot. My hair covers any marks he leaves there and he does leave them. It's his spot. I try to suppress the arousal at being claimed.
He touches me everywhere. Not an inch of my skin is safe from those gentle hands. Sometimes I lean into the touches. Sometimes just that's enough to get me off. "Fuck why are you so beautiful Severus." He's the only one. That has said that I was desirable. The only one that's tasted my body and desired me again. The only one that can take me gently or roughly and I'm satisfied equally. "When you find out what I've been doing to you, will you have me arrested? I've been raping you in your sleep since I was a fifth year. I got hired on at the school specifically so that I would not have to stop these moments." I know all of this, but hearing him vent to me furthers this attachment.
He kisses his spot again while stroking me. I feel my insides tighten around him on their own. "I wanted to hate you Severus. I wanted to. But I know your eyes. The eyes of someone who was mistreated. Someone who was ignored. Someone who wants to be held." I don't mean to whimper. I don't mean to plead for him to continue giving me this affection. I'm too old to desire this.
"Ahh." The sound escapes my mouth before I can stop it. But I'm not awake right now so it's okay. I'm aloud to feel this pleasure as long as he doesn't know I'm awake. He kisses his spot.
"Yes. Please make those sounds for me Severus." He's taking me so slow. "I love you Severus. I understand those eyes." He holds me against him and licks his spot repeatedly. And still he's taking me so slow. He is barely pushing into me and then pulling gently out. "I don't like talking about it. But before I came here. My guardians. My aunt and uncle treated me badly." I know all of this. He's the same. I'm shaking, but I'm not awake. I'm safe. When he licks my nipples a loud whine leaves my throat. "When I do these things to you. Is it a dream. I know even unconscious you feel these things, in your mind. Are you having a good dream. I would… want you to have a good dream." Fucking amazing dream. He returns to suckling his spot but when he bites down I can no longer restrain myself.
I hear him telling me to slow down. Warning me that he'll cum if I don't slow down. But I want to be full of him. I know what'll come next when he finishes inside me. His hands are nearly bruising in how tightly he holds me, but when my insides are coated I find that I don't mind the slight discomfort. "I know Severus. I would never leave you unsatisfied." And he never has. I let him manipulate my body however he pleases.
I just let myself feel as he presses his tongue inside me. He has no shame in how obviously he enjoys doing this. He'll suck at my opening and try to open my up as much as he can before he plunges in his tongue.
"I would never neglect you Severus. I would be a good partner to you." His fingers expertly touch me in ways only he knows how to do. "Has anyone ever ate your ass out like I do." I can't breathe. It's so hard to control myself.
"Please." I don't mean to say this, but I can't stop the word. I'm struggling to keep my eyes closed.
"I did say I would fuck you twice."
"Please." He pushes me deeper into the bed before rejoining us together. I scream.
"Why do you have to do this to me Severus."
"Please."
"I want to claim you. I want to fuck you raw and make a mess out of you."
"Please." I have to stay enough in control. Seldom do I lose myself enough to beg like this. He's rambling again and It helps bring me back to myself.
"Nnn." But he's stroking me so fast.
"That's it Severus. You know my body. And I know yours. I know how you like to be touched. You can cum for me." I don't mean to obey him but his voice was so quiet and so gentle.
"Mmm nnn ahhhh!" My bones feel like liquid and I vaguely hear him cry his release.
"That's it my love. Now.. nnn. Me too." For a moment he just holds me. Letting my body calm down from my high before he softly rolls me on my stomach. He tongue is still intimately drinking up his cum, but my body is too tired to become aroused so soon after cumming. "I love you Severus." As long as I am asleep I am not accountable. I do not have to respond to those words. I can just hear them and let my insides warm at the knowledge without putting my own feelings on the line. That's just something I'm not ready for. Once I am clean he dresses me gently and gives me a potion that will help ensure I won't feel pain tomorrow. The entire time he is whispering words of love. He covers me under the blankets and then brushes my hair away to kiss his spot.
No one has ever touched me the way he has. His hands warm and gentle. His lips press against my cheek and I force the color from my cheeks.
"I am leaving now Severus; I will see you tomorrow." But he hasn't left yet. "You know. I never did properly thank you for all the things you did for me. Like for teaching me occulumecy. When I was a student it was difficult for me to learn, but once I graduated it came a lot more naturally to me and now I'm also a decent legilimens. As long as the person is reasonably distracted. And I don't think your too old to desire affection. I'll see you tomorrow Severus. And make sure you don't pick on my lions"