Good evening everyone! (Here in Holland it is 23.00 at the moment). So, I'm not dead. I apologize for not having updated in so long but life kind of got in the way. I'm not abandoning this story, at least I'm not planning on doing so, but I just need time to continue. Some stuff happened at school which really is a long story but to skip to the end; I have to redo my fist year of Photography school. Which sucks but, as I just told you, life kind of got in the way. I just want you guys to know that I love you for staying with me. I'm not done yet, not anytime soon. I remember promising you guys a lot of stuff so let's continue so we can go there already. It has taken long enough.

Reminder; I love reactions and hearing what you guys think. If you have questions about my story or about what the hell happened to me; you can always ask but I don't give stuff away. I don't like spoiling my own story to people but I might give you a tease. Love you guys and enjoy!

Three weeks had flown by. Christina had been helping out Luann with decorating the grey, lifeless storage into a colorful cum factory. The day after Juice had told her about the Sons doing porn now, Luann had called her and asked to help while decorating. The producer had admitted she needed a hand since Christina had a great sense of style and had a keen eye. In the first two days the women had not only made a mapping for the different sets but they also came with the idea of a grand opening.

Now, they were almost done to the point Christina could handle decorating by herself. Luann had sat down in the producer's chair again today, for the first time on this location. Now, Christina was doing the storage closet. It was here where all the clothing, lingerie and toys were kept. Christina didn't mind the clothes; some of them were actually really nice. Just that morning she had helped Lyla pick a nice set for her shot she had to record. Her nose was healing up nice but it was still bruised. Luckily it was nothing that couldn't be handled with a little make-up.

Just as Christina was done re-shelving all the shoes, she huffed and walked into the recording area. The princess stopped in her pace when she spotted Juice and Chibs on the couch behind Luann, eating a bag of chips while watching Layla do her thing.

'What are you two baboons doing here?' she asked while walking closer and trying not to yell for Luann.

Juice looked up from the scene in front of him while Chibs just kept eating. 'Oh, hey babe', he said before standing up and kissing her lips in a soft but intense way she really wanted to continue. 'What are you doing here?'

Christina just rolled her eyes. 'Really? I have been here almost every day for the last three weeks and you're asking me what I'm doing here? Decorating and cleaning up stuff, Juice, like I've been doing for three weeks'.

'That still ain't done yet?' he asked while taking his place next to Chibs again before his hand disappeared into the bag.

'No', Christina huffed. 'But almost. I'm also putting things up for the party tonight. That and mom won't let me work. Says she wants to distract her mind'.

'How are the party decorations coming along?' Luann asked.

'The video room is set up and the sets are clean unless some of the gals decide to have some fun that is', Christina answered.

'You decorating dressed like that, little lass?' Chibs asked, looking up from Lyla's scene for the first time.

Christina looked down at her outfit when he mentioned it. She was just wearing a skinny, leather pants, white lace shirt and one of her favorite pair of heeled, platform booties. She had to admit that since she started the decorating job, she might have changed her way of clothing a little. Her style had gotten a little bit more sexy and less biker office worker. 'What's wrong with the way that I dress?'

'Nothing, sweetheart', Luann said without looking away from Layla. 'Big finish, Lyla!' the producer called next. Christina looked at how Lyla drowned the bottle of scotch before putting it in the man's butt, making him scream.

Christina had to bite her lip while she cringed a little and Chibs and Juice looked away with a painful expression on their faces. When the cameras were off, Chibs and Juice stood up from the couch and started clapping for Lyla. Christina just shook her head before nudging her godmother against the arm. 'You got these two? I still need to put up some stuff in the back', she asked.

Luann nodded her head. 'When he gets annoying, I'll send him to you', the aunt said while pointing at Juice. 'Pretty sure you can take him'.

'I'll transform him into a puppy', Christina said before walking away.

It was not even an hour later when Christina finished up her duty of the day. When she walked back into the main area, shit had broken loose. 'What's going on?' she asked while catching Luann by the arm.

'Your uncle is here. Bobby. Said he's going to do the books', Luann answered.

Christina just rolled her eyes. This had Clay written all over it. 'Jax on his way?' she asked next.

'Yeah. Chibs called him. He's on his way'.

'Good. Let's keep quiet until then'.

Luann took a deep breath and walked away. Christina turned around and saw Juice come her way.

'Hey. I need to go. Got a shift at TM. You good here? He said.

Christina nodded. 'Yeah. I'm fine', she said before pressing her lips on his in a heated kiss. 'Just be careful, okay?'

Juice nodded, having seen the dark, lustful look in her eyes. He was pretty sure she could see the same in his but this wasn't the right time. Christina needed to be the princess, take control while he needed to get his butt over to TM.

'Juicy! Come on boyo! Wouldn't want Gemma on our asses!'

'Yeah coming!' he called over his shoulder before turning back towards his girl. Hís girl. God, he still couldn't believe it. 'See you tonight at the party?' he asked with a grin.

'Not gonna miss it. Wouldn't want any other man on my arm'.

'Your arm huh? Thought it was the other way around'.

'No. It's my arm', she said with a seductive voice. 'You better remember that'. She kissed him for the last time, letting her tongue slide over his bottom lip before letting him go. Knowing he would want more, she walked away and back towards Luann.

Christina had sat down next to Luann, comforting her as much as possible until Jax finally arrived. As soon as her brother entered, Luann got up and walked over to him with Christina not far behind.

'This is bullshit', Luann seethed in rage. 'A manager? I'm getting shut out of my own business!'

'I'm just here to do the bookkeeping, darlin', Bobby called out of the office where all the paperwork was stored.

Luann only half listened to him before turning back to Jackson. 'Did you sign off on this?' she asked to the oldest Teller in front of her.

Christina let her eyes slide over Jackson's face, seeing the battle within him take place in his eyes. After a moment of deep thinking, he answered. 'It was a club decision', he answered but Christina didn't believe him for a second.

'Like I need this hassle', Luann continued. 'I gotta finish this shoot, post an anal rain dance and prep a sorority swing'.

'Well look at it this way. Bobby handling the admin frees you up to do the important shit', he said. Even though it sounded like a plan, Christina saw the doubt on Luann's face. Better yet, she was on the verge of tears.

'What's an anal rain dance?' Jackson then asked with a grin on his face.

Christina hit her brother's shoulder in a playful way. 'Get your head out of the gutter, Jax. Not the right time!' she said before sending him a stern look.

Jackson just rolled his eyes before going back to business. Christina stayed back but listened to her brother trying to settle Luann's nerves. It wasn't until the door opened and Ima, cum bitch, walked in, Luann snapped out of it and went full producer.

'Where the hell have you been, Ima?' she asked. 'This is your movie. I've been shooting around your shit all morning'.

'Look, I'm sorry', Ima tried in her best scary voice but Christina wasn't buying it one bit. 'I had to detour, okay? I think Georgie's following me. Some goon almost ran me off the road'.

'Nah. Relax darling', Jackson spoke up in his flirty voice which made Christina's skin crawl. 'We took care of that. Georgie ain't that stupid'.

'Georgie's psycho!' Ima freaked. Christina couldn't disagree with that. 'What he did to Lyla, he could do to me'.

Christina had to keep herself from vomiting. Ima was laying it on real thick. That moment, Jackson walked over to her.

'You okay, sis?' he asked while kissing her forehead.

'Yeah, fine. Just… porn drama is more dramatic than a real on Hollywood drama movie. You're not believing her, are you?'

'Well, Georgie is psycho', he brother told her.

'Maybe but you guys handled it. Juice told me. Nobody is that stupid, not even Georgie'.

'Look, let's keep our minds open, okay? You keep the peace here?'

'I'm not gonna play police officer, Jax. That ain't my thing'.

'Sure they got suits here for that part. You can try it out sometime'.

Christina just hit his arm before cracking up with him over it.

'Jax!' Luann called which got their attention. Christina let him walk away before she did so herself.

'You pushing up on Jax?' Ima spoke up while walking her way with a grim expression on her face. 'It's not gonna work, you know. Jax likes his girls with a little glamour'.

Christina just smirked. Really, Ima had no idea who she was. The girls here only knew her as Luann's niece, but not as Samcro's Princess or as Jackson's sister. 'Believe me, I know perfectly well what Jax wants', she answered with a grin. 'And you sure ain't it, cheap bitch'. Christina wasn't gonna lie. She really didn't like Ima. Not even a little bit.

'Oh really? Maybe you can help me, huh?'

'Well let me give you some advice, sweetheart. Jax is way too high and exclusive for you. A cheap fuck like you, should start at the bottom and work her way up like a real Crow-Eater. You want to fit in, start observing and learn. You're not gonna be his Old Lady, sweetie. Mark my words. Because I'll make sure of that'.

'Really? And who are you to talk to me like that, bitch?'

Christina just couldn't help it any longer. She just smirked before walking over to Ima until she stood right next to her. 'You see his striking blue eyes and slick, blonde hair? Are you really that naive Ima? Did you really think it was just coincidence that we look alike?'

Ima just furrowed her eyebrows.

'My name is Christina Raven Teller, sweetheart. Gemma is my mother, JT is my father. Jax is my big brother. You want him? Start paying attention. But like I said; you'll never be his Old Lady. I'll make sure of that'.

Christina just grinned before letting Jax walk over towards them and take Ima by the arm. It may look like a lot right now, but she saw it wasn't. Jackson loved Tara, she knew he did. She looked at Ima and Jackson interact. She was really laying it on thick which made Christina want to go over there and scream at him for letting her do this. But then Tara ran in and over to her and Jackson.

'Jax! Chris!' she called through the studio.

'Hey. Didn't know you were here', Christina said but then she spotted her face. 'What? What's going on?'

Tara just sighed and shook her head, telling her it was bad. The two waited until Jackson caught up with them. But before Tara could say anything to them, Ima came in between them which was something that made Christina seed with anger. She really didn't like the kind of balls Ima was showing off right now. 'He's occupied, honey. You should wait outside like you were told'.

Christina put out her chest and came between Tara and Ima. 'Pay some respect, cheap bitch. That's an Old Lady you're talking to. Cheap shit like you needs to know where they stand'.

Before either Tara or Christina could say another word, Jax came between them and took his girlfriend and sister by the arm. 'Don't pay her any mind, both of you. She's a little crazy', he said.

'Well, she's not the only one', Tara said before running outside.

Christina and Jackson looked at each other, both confused, before running out and after Tara. Getting outside, Christina saw her mother screaming at Clay; daring him to lay a hand on her. Christina knew Clay never would but the look in his eyes made her doubt her own judgement. When Gemma was done with her outbreak and wanted to walk over to her daughter and Tara, Clay grabbed her shoulder's which made her mother scream. Soon, Jax pushed him away from their mother. Christina pulled her mother in, squeezing her arms around her while she still screamed. Feeling her mother's form shake in her arms made Christina almost cry. Tara was soon at her side and rubbed Gemma's back in a calming way. At this point, Gemma was crying and breathing heavily. Looking over at the men, Christina saw their confused looks. None of them understood how this could happen to a strong woman like Gemma. Neither Clay nor Tig and Jax had ever seen her react like this. But Christina understood. She held her mother while kissing her hair and sending angry looks towards Clay. She didn't know what was going on, why her mother's driver's window was broken or why her hood was dented but she didn't care. All she wanted to do was make sure her mom was okay.

Christina and Tara had decided it was better to take Gemma back to TM. Luann had assured her she could handle it so Christina drove behind Tara who was driving her mom's new car.

Once back at the garage, Juice walked over to her before putting a hand on her hip and his lips on hers. Since they became official, they really didn't care about other people's opinions anymore. Juice had seen guys look at her and claimed her just like she claimed him in front of the Crow-Eaters, sweetbutts and porn actresses at CaraCara. They made sure everybody knew they were both off limits. 'What are you going here? Thought you were gonna be at CaraCara for the rest of the day', he asked before putting his arm over her shoulder and walking towards the office with her.

'Yeah but that was before mom and Clay showed up and decided to take out their frustration on each other. Had to get her out of there', Christina answered.

'Heard she had kind of a meltdown', Juice said. 'She okay?'

'She will be. She's still kind of shaken up over the accident'. It wasn't a lie. Christina knew Gemma freaking out and crumbling in her arms was because of the rape. The guys just didn't know that part.

Juice just nodded before catching her eyes. 'Are you okay? I know your mom's accident hit you pretty hard. Have seen you zooning out more than once'.

Christina sighed before rubbing her neck. She tried to keep her head at bay but sometimes she just couldn't. Christina's head got trapped in the vortex more often than normally. Because what if it had been her to be kidnapped and raped. Would Juice have found her? He had come by her house so maybe he would've but would that have been better or worse for the club. She knew this friction between Gemma and Clay could cost all of them. But what if it really had been her? Christina was the one to give them all hope and clarity in this life they were living. Now what was more threatening? 'I just… keep thinking. I drive past that compound every day, twice. What if had been me? What if it was my car to drive into that roadblock? I don't have airbag's Juice'.

'Hey! Stop thinking like that! You're breaking your head over something that doesn't matter. It wasn't you and your mom does have airbags. This thing that's going on it's gonna be okay, right?'

Christina huffed before nodding her head. 'Yeah you're right I just- I've never seen her break down like that. It just shocked me. And this thing with Jax and Clay…'

'You see that too?' he asked.

'Everybody sees it dummy'.

'You know what that's about?'

'I wish I knew. I tried though. I asked Jax about it more than once but he keeps telling me that it will put me in more danger than I'm already in and that it will change my vision'.

'Your vision on what?'

Before she could answer him though, a whistle sounded over the lot which got their attention. They saw Tig standing outside one of the garage boxes, signaling with his head to get inside. Juice just huffed before looking back down at her. 'We just have to take care of some shit, club shit. I'll catch you later. Wrap party?'

'Wrap party', Christina confirmed before kissing his lips and watching the reaper on his back slowly disappear from view.

While Christina waited for time to run out, she had decided to keep her mother company. In the meantime she had picked up Nymeria from the house since the dog hadn't been allowed at the porn studio. Now, the Dobermann was lying on her blanket while Christina and Gemma took care of the slowly, growing paperwork. Christina was just finishing up the REPO papers when Tara stepped into the office. After closing the door, she held up a little pee test in a bag.

'Thirsty?' Gemma asked in a sarcastic voice.

'H.I.V. test', Tara corrected her as politely as possible. 'You're due'.

Gemma just looked at her for a moment before putting down her pen and stood up from her chair. She took the test from Tara before walking towards the office bathroom but stopped before she rounded the corner. She turned back to Tara and Christina, looking utterly pained by whatever was going on in her head.

'I haven't had sex since it happened', Gemma said which made Christina want to speak up about not wanting to know about her mother's sexlife but she held it in. She understood why her mother told her and Tara; she needed to tell someone.

'Makes sense', Tara answered. 'You're still healing'.

'Pussy's not the problem', Gemma spoke again. 'It's my head'.

'You need time, mom', Christina said while standing up before walking until she stood next to Tara.

'I need something, girls', Gemma said before taking in a deep breath and crossing her arms over her chest.

Tara looked at Christina for a moment, catching her worried eyes before looking back at Gemma. 'Where's Clay with all this?' she asked.

'Did you miss the car show earlier? He hates me'.

'He doesn't hate you', Christina objected. 'He just doesn't understand'.

Gemma just huffed before going into the bathroom, leaving Tara and Christina alone.

'I don't know what to do with her anymore', Christina whispered to Tara while walking over to the window. 'I try to cover everything but I keep whishing this happened to me'.

'That wouldn't have done any good, Chris', Tara objected. 'This club needs you. What do you think would've happened when you had been the victim?'

'Well, those two would have had sex. That's a start. This is not good for the club either'.

'What about you and Juice?'

Christina shrugged. 'I don't know'.

'We both know you need him. If it had been you, you wouldn't have had him', Tara said. 'Now that wouldn't have done any good'.

Christina grinned at her. 'Look at you. Becoming an Old Lady and all, finally standing up. I'm glad Jax picked you and not that terrible jucky'.

Tara laughed with her while looking outside over the lot, seeing Jax pull in with Ima riding bitch.

'Son of a bitch', Tara cursed.

'Can't disagree with that', Christina said. 'I tried, I really did but that bitch needs to be thought a lesson'.

'What do you mean?' Tara asked while eying Christina from the side.

'She means setting her straight', Gemma said who walked over before standing behind the both of them, witnessing how Ima kissed Jackson on the lips. 'Or are you going to tell me you're good with that rubbing on Jax?'

'I trust him', Tara said with her eyes still on Jackson's back.

'It's not him you worry about', Christina said. 'It's them'.

'They think he's a free dick for everyone to take', Gemma continued after her daughter. 'You just have to educate them. Set her straight and everyone else will know'.

'What? You want me to hit her?' Tara asked.

'Kick, scratch, whatever', Gemma answered.

'It's not how I do it but it'll work', Christina followed.

'How do you do it?' Tara asked, turning her head to look at Christina.

Christina shrugged. 'I just show them his eyes are only on me. And it's not like Juice has nothing to claim. He claims me, I claim him. For us it's a two way street'.

'The princess of Samcro is exclusive', Gemma explained Tara when she saw her confused face. 'Now, the Crow-Eaters aren't the big problem for her. Once they kissed in the clubhouse, all of them knew he was of limits. They want her respect because she's SOA royalty. The porn girls were another story'.

'But that was all Luann. Once she saw me kissing Juice, Luann told them not to touch him. Luann is my godmother; she has my back'.

'Well, she doesn't look like one to follow orders', Tara said while looking back at Ima who walked toward the clubhouse with Sack.

'She isn't but she did not even care about Juice. Juice had no big patch which in her book isn't enough. She wants high dick'.

'You got that all figured out in a couple of days?'

'She ain't that hard to unravel. Ima may think she is a princess and all but we all know I'm the only princess in Charming'.

The three ladies laughed before looking back at the lot. Gemma just handed her pee to Tara before walking out the door and onto the lot. Christina looked at her friend, seeing the frown in between her eyes. 'Don't worry', she said which got Tara's attention. 'You'll figure it out'.

'I don't think I will. Not on my own', Tara said. 'Will you help me?' Tara knew that Christina not only knew how to handle this life but she also knew Jackson better than any other woman, even her.

Christina grinned. 'Sure', she said. 'But you need to be ready to do everything it'll take. Ima is not gonna go off your back with just a small kiss. This is gonna take a lot more than that'.

'I'm ready', Tara said. 'I'll do whatever it takes'.

Christina gave her a quick nod, biting her lip mischievously. 'Good. I got the perfect plan in mind'.

Christina had been making plans with Tara for hours until the Doc decided to head home for a bit. Christina got back to her papers until it was time to go home and get ready for the party. She opened the door, called for Nymeria and locket the office behind her. She arrived at her car, looked over the lot and saw the guys coming out in their hoodies, no cut. Knowing what it meant, Christina huffed before putting Nymeria in the car before walking over to them. Jackson was the first to see her and walked over to her.

'Is this dangerous?' she asked.

Jackson huffed. 'Yeah, it is', he answered honestly. 'But it has to happen'.

'Why?'

'It's no longer up to me to tell you, sis. I'm not the one to decide what you get to know'.

Christina huffed in annoyance, feeling the tears behind her eyes sting.

'Look, talk to Juice alright? You know what to ask, Chris. All or nothing'.

Christina nodded before letting him hug her before Jax walked away. Christina looked back and saw Juice coming her way.

'I'll see you at the party, okay?' he said.

But Christina didn't answer. She just put her arms over each other, over her chest before stepping a little closer. 'I know that this is all very new for the both of us but… I know the rules and risks Juan. Please, just tell me. It's all or nothing. Not just a little bit of both'.

Juice looked her deep in the eyes, seeing they become glassy. Her calling him "Juan" didn't help. He knew she was in it for the long run, he was too. She also was already involved, she always was. There was really nothing that stopped him from telling her. 'We found out Nords are cooking meth on Water Road', he told her softly so only she would hear it.

'Inside Charming?' she asked in disbelief.

'Yeah so we have to take care of it. We told Hale about it but he's not doing anything which leaves it up to us'.

'Nobody deals in Charming', she reminded herself before huffing and looking over the lot, seeing Opie stand with the guys. 'The house gonna go boom?'

At Juice's nod, Christina took a deep breath before putting her hand's on his chest. 'Alright just… be careful please. I can't lose you, any of you'.

Juice nodded before putting her face in his hand, guiding it up to his until he planted his mouth over hers, giving her a passionate, toe curling kiss which made him promise her to come back. Juice was the first one to pull back. He had to because there was a job he had to do. Looking down to his girl, he pushed a last, lust filled kiss on her full, pink lips before stepping back.

'I'll see you at the party', he said before turning around and walking towards the van. Christina kept looking until the car had completely pulled out of the lot.

Checking her deep, dark, lipstick for the last time, Christina looked herself over in the full length mirror in her walk in closet. Seeing herself look like that, it suddenly hit her why Luann had begged her more than once to get in front of the camera. She looked seductive as hell, hot and showed off her royal beauty like no other.

Christina wore one of her many tight leather pants, a deep purple strapless bra on top with no shirt over it. She just pulled her jacket from the chair before grabbing one of her favorite pare of leather platform heels. She tied the shoe laces before grabbing her purse and walking towards the door. She stopped while holding the doorknob in her hand, hearing the whining behind her. Christina looked over her shoulder, seeing Nymeria stand there, waiting for Christina to give her the go. But this time she didn't.

'Sorry sweetie', Christina said before sending her towards her dog bed. 'I'll see you later'. Christina walked out and stepped into her car before pulling out of her driveway and towards Tara's house. Arriving quite soon, Christina saw Tara waiting for her as promised. Tara quickly got in, Christina driving away as soon as the door was closet.

'You ready?' Christina asked while keeping her eyes on the road.

Tara took a deep breath before huffing because of nerves. 'No', she answered. 'God, Christina I really don't know'.

'Tara, it's simple. You need to show them what you're made of. Not just Ima or the other porn bitches but Jax too. You need to show him you can handle this life. When you do, he'll stay away from them by himself. You just gotta make sure he knows he's yours and yours alone'.

'Is that how you handle Juice?'

'It's how we handle each other. He has me to take care of as well. Our rules are a little different because I don't like bullshitters. But I'm also very loved by the men in this small town and outside of it'.

'It's because you're such a beautiful woman Christina. God, I still can't believe you settled for a Son when you could have anyone you want'.

'But that's it, Tara. I don't want just someone. I know that I'm beautiful, I know that people want me for my outside. It's the first they see. When I met Juice, he already knew me more than just my outside because the guys told him so many stories about me. He already liked me before he really knew me because… he already knew me. He didn't just see the blonde, blue eyed goddess everyone sees me for. He saw me as… me'.

Tara looked at Christina's face while the princess talked about Juice. Her face and eyes lit up like a Christmas tree and she really looked like a kid in a candy store. She looked complete and happy. 'I guess I never saw it like that', Tara said softly. 'I'm sorry I never wanted to judge or anything I just thought that you'd never settle for a Son, you know. Just like I never thought I would ever return to Charming and get back together with Jax. I thought I had burned that bridge for myself, ruined my own chances'.

Christina just nodded her head while looking for the right words. She didn't until they parked at the Cara Cara warehouse. Christina shut off the engine but didn't step out just yet. 'Do you… remember that first love feeling? That utter happiness, the feeling complete and all that?'

Tara nodded her head. It was how she first felt with Jax. It's how she still felt with him.

'I don't… or didn't. I never had the chance to get that feeling. Either guys ran off because they had what they wanted or they were scared away. I never got the chance to feel that way because I was the princess. I didn't feel that way until I met Juice. I guess I'm just lucky he really is that dumb because no Son in his right mind would ever have hooked up with me'. Christina quickly winked at Tara before stepping out of her Mustang, Tara staying inside like they had agreed. As soon as Christina made her way towards the studio, more than one pair of eyes landed on her, followed the line of her legs further up, inspected her round ass in the tight leather or just started cat calling and wolf whistling towards her. Christina ignored every single attempt, not needing any of it. The only thing she needed was right inside and was calling her name.

As soon as Christina walked inside, Ima blocked her way. 'I'm sorry but this is a closet party, there is no place for skanks like you', she said with a grin on her face.

Christina just laughed in her face which made Ima frown. 'Oh please cum queen I could put you out of business. The only skank here is standing right in front of me. Besides, I have more class in my little finger than you will ever have. So now, you better get out of my way bitch before I rip that pretty little face off with my teeth'.

Ima stood with a complete loss for words, the actresses that had gathered behind her seemed just as stunt. Slowly, Ima did as she was told and moved to the side to make way for Christina. The princess just smiled before walking further inside but didn't get far before she was stopped by Jackson.

'What was that about?' he asked while signaling towards Ima.

Christina shrugged. 'Bitch needs to learn her place', she said with a grin before kissing his cheek. 'Don't worry about me, big bro. I can handle my shit'. Christina didn't answer the confused look Jax sent her way and just walked further inside until she saw Lyla.

'Hey there', the other blonde said over the music while coming her way. Looking Christina over, Lyla grinned. 'Wow, you look amazing. I didn't know Samcro's little princess could clean up this nice. You fit right in'.

Christina bit her now dark red lip. 'You heard about that?'

'Yeah, I did. Why didn't you just tell me?'

'I wanted people to be sincere towards me. You did. Now the others… that's a whole other story'. Lyla was very different than the other girls around Cara Cara. Christina really liked Lyla too. The single mother was very nice to her, had humor, great taste and knew respect. Christina could actually see herself become friends with her.

Lyla just nodded and dropped the subject, respecting Christina's answer and seeing her reason. 'Well you look amazing. Now, if I were you I would start looking for that man of yours before somebody is gonna make a move on you'.

Christina looked around the space, seeing people look at her like many always did. She was used to it by now but she could see Juice freaking out over it. Still, she felt mischievous tonight. 'Or maybe I'll make him look for me', Christina answered while winking at Lyla who smiled back.

So that's what she did. Unlike some other porn girls who seemed way too busy with the man, Lyla danced with Christina on the dance floor and totally was having fun. Even though they kept themselves on the background, they got quite the attention. Many men had tried to come close, put their filthy hands on her hips and tried to get her attention but together with Lyla, Christina was able to get rid of them. It wasn't until the fourth song, Lyla winked at her before Christina felt a familiar pair of arms curl lovingly around her hips.

'You're drawing way to much attention to yourself', Juice's husky voice whispered in her ear while Lyla just gave her a knowing look before walking towards some of the other Cara Cara girls.

Christina didn't turn around. She just moved her head to the side while Juice kissed and nipped the skin of her neck up and down. 'And what are you gonna do about that?' she asked while holding the moan that was threatening to come out.

Juice quickly turned her around in his arms before pulling her in a heated, hard, claiming kiss. While their mouths moved in sync, tongues wanting to taste the other, she felt something she needed to feel, something she had craved for so long. Not only did she feel wanted or beautiful, she felt loved.

Okay so while writing this chapter I got a little confused; is it Cara Cara or CaraCara because i've ready both versions. If you know the correct answer, let me know! Next chapter: Juice going on a run and Christina having a fun time with Tristen.