Hi! Sorry TRL it took so long to upload this. Thank you for your request and liking my writing:-) It's so great to know you're a lamb as well! Omg, you should start an actual account so I can message you faster, instead of waiting for an update lolz. I was wondering, what's your favorite Mariah Carey album? It's between Daydream and The Emancipation of MiMi for me.

Anyways, I hope y'all enjoy this chapter.

Song 5: All I've Ever Wanted

Album: Music Box

Requested by- TRL

Pairing: Kenlos

Kendall busted through the door of apartment 2J. He was furious and just wanted to be alone. The blonde and his now ex girlfriend, Jo, had a fight that lead to a break up. Honestly, Kendall wasn't too upset about the break up. He wanted it for a while but could never say it to the blonde girl in fear of hurting her feelings. But today he just couldn't do it. She kept getting into her feelings about everything and complaining. Plus they kept bickering with one another until Kendall just decided to do it. For good. They were over.

However, Jo said something about how she saw this coming because he was in love with some one else. Which wasn't true at all. He had no other love interests. But the teen actress just scoffed and said he was blind for not even realizing it before walking away. Leaving Kendall angry and confused.

Kendall slammed the door and screamed out in frustration, making Carlos jump. The blonde not realizing that he wasn't alone. Kendall punched the door and that's when Carlos got up. Cautiously walking over to the blonde.

Everyone knew that Kendall had a bad temper and that Carlos was usually the only one how could make the tall teen calm down. They had realized this when Kendall and a guy got in a fight at school. It was really bad. The blonde was still so mad after it happen and wouldn't listen to anyone. But when the little Latino found a way to talk to Kendall and make him calm down. So ever since then, its been his job. A job he doesn't mind because he lived and breathe for Kendall. This has brought them so much closer.

Carlos had loved him for so long. He wished Kendall knew and that he felt the same for the energetic boy. But Carlos knew this was nothing but a dream. There was an ache in Carlos's chest as he thought about his situation.

"Kendall, are you okay?" Carlos's soft voice asked. Taking small steps closer to the upset blonde. The smaller teen has discovered that if you approach Kendall slowly and with a soft voice that he won't flip out on you and turn his anger on you. Kind of like a wild animal.

Kendall turned around and turned his irate green eyes to Carlos. He instantly deflated as he looked at the other boy. Kendall didn't know what it was. Whenever he was around Carlos he couldn't be mad or upset about anything. The little Latino made him better.

"Yeah, it's just... Me and Jo broke up. For good." Kendall said, a serious look on his face as he looked at Carlos.

Carlos however, let out a sad sigh. He's been through this with Kendall before. The blonde would say that he and Jo were over for good, but then a week or so later, they'd be together again. The first time they broke up, Carlos was excited because he thought he'd have a shot to be with Kendall but then the two got back together and the smaller boy realized that it just wasn't going to happen. He had cried so much once he came to that conclusion.

But even though Carlos knew that they would never happen, his heart still fluttered at the words and hope rose inside of him. If Kendall only knew... All he's ever wanted was Kendall and him alone.

"Oh." Carlos said, those being the only words he could actually utter out.

"You won't even believe what Jo said either! She said she saw this coming and that I'm clearly in love with some one else! Jo's only saying that because she's mad about the break up." Kendall spoke fast to Carlos, as he away from the door and closer Carlos.

The energetic boy nodded his head here and there as Kendall continued to rant about Jo. But his mind kept thinking about the words Kendall said that Jo said. The blonde was in love with someone else? Who? Carlos felt hollow at the thought.

"...I'll tell you one thing for sure. We are never getting back together!" Kendall finished up his rant and walked into the living room, sitting in Carlos's former seat and flicking through the channels. "Come on, Carlos. Lets watch a movie or something."

Carlos looked over to the boy on the couch and got all tingly everywhere with the thought of them watching movies together like the old days. It was like he hardly got to see Kendall more because he was either with Jo or they were working. So it wasn't much time for them to chill with each other.

Smiling brightly, he walked over to Kendall and the two watched a lot of movies.

It had been a week, almost two, and Kendall had yet to get back together with Jo. The two actually very happy to be apart. Jo and Jett were blossoming within each other and Kendall spent most of his time with his best friends, mainly Carlos.

It was haven for Carlos as he and Kendall grew even more in their friendship. But this was also bad because all of the little Latino's feelings spread and expanded even more. Making it harder for him to be around Kendall without wanting to just tell him the true. Furthermore, he started to avoid the blonde a bit. Only hanging with him when the others were around and telling Kendall he was busy. His heart hurt when he'd see the disappointment in Kendall's forest green eyes but he needed to do this. It wasn't right for Carlos to fall more for Kendall. That would only lead to a disaster.

It was all becoming too much. Carlos couldn't continue keeping his feelings for Kendall to himself. It was starting to hurt too much.

The sad smaller boy laid on his bed crying out in frustration. It was so irritating to be in love with one of his best friends and have to worry about keeping it to himself. Because he didn't want to ruin your friendship and years of being close. But the hurt of seeing Kendall flirt with people because he was single now and happy was weighing heavy on Carlos's heart and he couldn't take it anymore.

Every thing he did was for Kendall. The blonde was a constant thought on his mind. He became a part of Carlos and doesn't even know how much of a significance he is to Carlos. How much the smaller boy would do for him. Dreaming that Kendall could see all the love that radiates from him and it's all for the blonde.

Kendall was walking by James and Carlos shared room door and heard what seemed to be someone sobbing. Being the caring friend he was, he tapped on the door lightly before walking in all the way.

When he walked in, his eyes landed on Carlos. The smaller boy was curled up in a ball on his bed. He looked at Carlos, confused. Why was the free-spirited boy so sad right own?

"Carlos, what's wrong?" He asked as he sat on the edge of the other boys bed. Carlos only let out a whimper and wrapped his arms around himself even tighter. Eyes shut tight, avoiding any contact with Kendall.

There was a strange feeling that surged through him. It was like a wave of feelings as he looked down at Carlos's hurt from. Kendall frowned down at him and lifted the smaller boy up so that he was facing Kendall. However, he still wouldn't meet Kendall's expectant green eyes. So the blonde, surprising himself at the intimacy, reached out and caressed Carlos's cheek.

The seemed to do the trick because now pained brown eyes met curious green eyes. A shiver ran down both of their backs as they gazed at each other.

This was it. This is Carlos's opportunity. He needed to just do it. Say it. Say it!

"Kendall..." He whispered, eyes still peering into the others. "I-I need to tell you something bu-but I don't want you to hate me." Carlos expressed, tears forming in his eyes again. Kendall's brow furrowed together and without a thought, he held the smaller boy close to him.

"I couldn't hate you, even if I tried." He informed Carlos. Feeling concerned about his friends well being.

Letting out a calming breath, Carlos tried to prepare himself for the worst. "I love you so much. More than you could ever know. I just really needed you to know this because, well, all I've ever wanted is you. I couldn't face another day knowing that I'm keeping this from you and maybe I'm crazy because I might cause a rift between us but I don't want to live my life thinking what if." Carlos finished, looking at Kendall with so much intensity, honestly and... love in his eyes. It took the blondes breath away.

It was at that exact moment that he realized Jo was right. He was in love with someone else. Carlos. After all this time, it finally felt like he could see. Like the blinders were taking off Kendall and he could see so clearly now. Every thing made sense. All of his unexplainable emotions he only got when around the little Latino finally clicked into place. Kendall loved Carlos too.

"...I think. No, I know I love you too. It just had to take me a while for me to figure out. Sorry I kept you waiting so long." Kendall smiled as he stared at Carlos. Watching as a smile slowly formed on his tan face as he processed Kendall's reply.

Carlos felt a quiver shake through his whole body and his mind hum a happy song. After all this time, after so many tears, finally Kendall knew and felt the same. He was so elated and content in this moment.

"It's okay. It more than okay. I would have waited forever anyways!" Carlos spoke happily and Kendall chuckled at the adorable boy in front of him. Why did it take this long? So much time was wasted with him being with the wrong people and not holding the little latino in his arms like his doing now.

Smiling, Kendall leaned forward and placed his lips on top of Carlos's. Melting at the sensation and feeling complete. Carlos showered Kendall with love as they faded into the kiss. Drowning within one another. Kendall pulled the boy closer, craving for the other. Realizing how good it felt to have the other near. Touching Carlos's skin lightly, feeling electricity shoot through them both. It was after a few minutes that they pulled apart and just laid contently with each other. This is what it felt like to be whole. To be one.