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Harry was getting scared at himself at least, He was walking back to herbology where he could already see hagrid in the distance, His back was burning from the sunlight he wasn't one of these people he didn't need this he was just pathetic, Harry bit his lip yes I am pathetic that's why I need this,

Hagrid was Standing next to a centaur, of which the class were asking questions to, Harry snuck in hoping to not be noticed, but then hagrid waved his big hand in the air and shouted "Hi ya! Arry how ya feeling!" Harry ducked his head in shame, his cheeks glowed red he look through the hair that was covering his face, Hermione looked at him her lips pursed clearly aware of what Hagrid had just done, Some Hufflepuffs were looking at him some concerned?, How can they be concerned about me!?, I Killed their Friend!, I killed their classmate!, I killed their Champion!.

Despite all this harry look up and plastered on a smile, "Fine sir thanks, How about you?" "Fine Harry!" Harry loved it when hagrid smiled it made him feel happy inside, Herbology went well afterwards, At Lunch Fred and George kept trying to get harry to eat custard cremes he knew better,

Hermione looked at her friend concerned, "Harry, Your not eating again" Harry looked at her dead in the eye, "They've probably, Done something to it all" Harry joked "Harry.." " yeah Ron?" "I know your upset or whatever but that's no excuse not to eat".

Harry felt the feeling again, This time he fully exploded, he stood up " WHAT DO YOU KNOW RON HUH?" "Harry sit down!," Hermione hissed "NO, I WILL NOT JUST SIT DOWN HERMIONE!, HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE, TO BE A MURDERER!, TO BE A DISAPPOINTMENT!, A REJECT!, AND YOU KNOW WHAT!" everyone was staring at harry now and Dumbledore and professor McGonagall along with professor moody had rose from their seats, and were walking toward Harry Moody the fastest of them all, "YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK OF YOU WEASLEY!, YOUR NOTHING BUT AN INTERFERING LITTLE SCRUFF!" Fred and George had got up, and moody had quickened to a jog, Harry had ceased Ron up by his shirt, and was shaking him, at this point, Harry kicked Ron in the stomach with his knee, Ron was on the ground, Fred and George Sprinted over to him, Fred Beside him George had gone up to harry, " I thought you were better than this" he shook his head, Moody had now grabbed harry put his hands behind him and ducked his head, "COME ON BOY!" He bellowed.

Harry looked behind him, he realised what he'd just done the doors shut leaving the great hall behind him.

Moody let go of harry, Tears splattered the floor, Surprisingly, Dumbledore had placed a hand on Harry's back, "Come with me", Harry was sure to be expelled.

Harry was sitting in Dumbledores office, Dumbledore stared at him "what was it this time harry?" "I'm sorry sure I don't know what you mean" "What made you, Lash out on Ronald" "oh um well" "well?" "He was questioning me" "saying I'm just cranky because I was upset about my mum and dad, and that's why I'm not eating."

Dumbledore leant back in his chair, opened a drawer and handed Harry a card, "It is required harry" the card was purple and shone like a rainbow, "What's it for sir?" "Whenever you feel angry or like hurting someone it'll teleport you to my waiting room" "oh" harry looked down, "this isn't about your mum and dad is it Harry?" "I d-dont know what you mean sir" "Its about Cedric isn't it?" Harry flinched at this, "That's all I need Harry you may leave" "aren't I going to be punished sir?"

"No, grief can do terrible things to a person Harry" and with that harry left he went up to the gyriffindor tower and sat on his bed.

If Dumbledore wasn't going to punish him he'd have to do it himself.

Harry began to scratch at his wrist with the ring but I wasn't enough harry knew what he needed. He got out his wand "Accio Razor!" A razor most likely from a 5th or 6th year landed in his hand, his heart was pounding against his chest, he removed the safety cap looked at the razor for a moment.

And he Slit the side of his wrist,

Suddenly he felt calm his heart was beating at a normal pace, the blood coming across the cut was almost beautiful, he smiled and did it again, he was shaking a little but that didn't matter.

He attended the rest of his lessons and finished all his work, he fell asleep and didn't even dream...

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