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Harry, needed to finish his potions essay, and as the common room was full he headed to the library,
Hermione was there obviously, her head engrossed in a book,
Harry sat next to her she looked up at him and beamed, "You okay Harry?" She said in a whisper, "Yeah you?" He replied "I'm good" the thing about this was she wasn't asking harry if he was alright because of the cutting etc. But because she was being polite, "What are you reading?" Harry said a little too loudly "SHHH!" Hermione smiled " keep your voice down harry, Its Defence against the dark arts, I think we missed out a lot this year , I'm going need It for our owls, Harry knew full well she'd getting an outstanding harry put his head down and began to scribble down the essay,
Harry noticed how his new quill glistened in the library lights, thinking of Hedwig and Sirius, He smiled, He'd been doing that a lot more than usual lost in thought the lunch bell rang, "Coming harry?" Hermione whispered "No, I gotta finish this, I got charms to do as well" "I'll see you later then" "yeah see you" surely missing a meal was gonna help harry lose weight, its at least about 200 calories right?, possibly, maybe less?
Harry went up to the dorm, he looked to see if it was empty then sat on his bed, looked at his sleeves, and pulled them down there were some scars from the deeper cuts and some were fading it was almost annoying to see this, but harry decided he was gonna have to bear it and walked out of the dorms.
Harry walked down to the common room where he found Ron and Hermione, it was almost dinner harry thought, they were probably here to make sure he ate, "Hi" he said as he walked up to them, "Do you fancy walking to the hall early?, I'm starving" said Ron "To be honest Ronald when are you not hungry" "When I'm sleeping?" "I doubt that even Ron" Harry put on a fake chuckle "yeah let's go!".
They were walking to the hall when Malfoy burst out in front of them, " Mudblood,Weasel, Scarface" he nodded toward them as he said their 'names', "What do you want, Malfoy!" "Suppose I can't call you scarface anymore,Potter can i?, I mean you got quite a few more" harry looked down at his wrist and self consciously pulled his sleeves down, Draco smiled at this, "Triggered, are we Potter?, Where's your blades?, You probably want to slice your self up don't you potter!, It surprises me I never thought you could get more of a freak!" All of a sudden Ron lunged at malfoy,
"Ron No!" Screamed Hermione, Hermione tried to pull him off but only harry managed to looking down with tears threating to spill, Harry said "Please Ron, Mate," Ron pulled off "He's not worth it" Ron just nodded and they left the corridor together leaving a malfoy on the floor and people staring.
They sat in the hall now late there wasn't many spaces left, they found two next to Fred and George and on opposite, Harry didn't touch anything he didn't want to, he just stared at his plate, Malfoy was right, he was a freak, Ron however was still eating with gusto, Hermione ate but played with her food a lot, Harry rose from his seat, "I'm gonna go to bed guys, write a letter to Sirius, Hermione placed a hand on harrys, " Don't y-you know" harry smiled at her, " I'm past that Hermione" and walked off.
Harry sat in his pajamas on the end of his bed not quite, sure what to do he could write a letter, bit what would he say, harry grabbed some parchment and ink and dipped his quill,
Dear Sirius,
Malfoy is getting worse, he's
'No no' thought harry he scribbled it out
How are you, hope your well!, How are things they are not to well over her-
'No I can't put that'
Last night, I got rid of the well the thing, Ron told me he was proud of me and we have resolved our issues, Me Ron and Hermione I mean, Today Malfoy was being rather harsh but I'm not gonna let him get to me, Ron went for him but I managed to stop him before any serious harm was done, I want to thank you for the quill its beautiful and yes it was the right one, I've had a few compliments on it, im writing with it at the moment, I hope your okay!,
Love,
Harry
Harry folded the parchment, and grabbed his invisibility cloak he wasn't about to walk around the school in his pajamas, he managed to get to the Owlery and attach the message to Hedwig's leg, she nipped him and flew off.
He was walking back through a corridor when he bumped into professor McGonagall, he thought he got away with I when he heard a whisper in his ear, "You do know Mr potter, That your still aloud to be out of your dorms" she smiled "I know I'm urr in my pajamas" McGonagall smiled "Potters" she said and shook her head.
Harry got back to his dorm and took his cloak off to find only Ron sitting on his bed wringing his hands, "Harry!, I thought you did a runner!" "I wasn't gonna go to the Owlery in my pajamas Ron!" "I forgot sorry" "its okay" said Harry as he got under his covers, "Harry about today.." "You over reacted Ron know he knows how to get to you" "I know but I wasn't just about to let him insult my best friend like that" "I get it Ron, just don't if there's a next time alright?" "Yeah sure", and with that Harry turned around and fell asleep,
Harry was in the middle of a platform raised high in the air, everyone around him was laughing, he was only in his boxers harry was embrassed, he crossed his legs realising, all his marks,cuts and scars were on show, A sign in colored lights Said 'FREAK SHOW' another platform raised, Draco was on it in what looked liked a ringmaster costume, " Come one,come all, See the boy who lived!, who wants to die!, See him tear his limbs apart!" People pointed and laughed, A carriage came by pulled by pale does with emerald green eyes, in the carriage was His mum and dad along with Cedric, they were laughing hysterically, and pointing then Harry had enough and jumped of his platform..
Harry woke with a start and inhaled a sharp breath, he was sweating furiously, and he felt angry for some reason more than sad or upset, it looked like he wasn't getting much sleep tonight...
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