Katniss-

"Your mom said you need to drink this tea, and I brought you something special." I couldn't help the smile that he brought to my face, he was so sweet and so thoughtful. I can't believe I wasted all those years not knowing him. I was so ridiculous and it was definitely my loss.

I savored the chocolate, wanting to save some for the next day. We ate cheese buns, dried strawberries and drank the tea my mom sent. I helped her make the sachet early this morning. Rosemary and lavender to help with soreness after tonight. I had finally confided in her that we had not actually been together. She said try to relax and not to tense your muscles, and to drink the tea beforehand. It was embarrassing, but she was insightful and treated me like a woman. She also said that she was proud of us for waiting until we were under his roof.

We sat on the floor, eating and going over the day's events. Rye had been given permission to stay over at his friend's house and his dad said he had lots to do down stairs. I was embarrassed and he just laughed at my awkwardness.

When we were done, I cleaned it all up and put everything back on the tray to take down in the morning.

While he was pulling back the blankets and the fresh sheets that I helped with last night, I walked up behind and wrapped my arms around his chest. I didn't say anything when he turned to me, I only untied his sleeping pants, letting them drop to the floor. The fact that he didn't have on any underwear must have slipped by me. Even the sight of his dick, half hard makes me wet. I helped him pull his shirt over his head and I thought back to when I did it the first time. After his mother had hit him. I had no idea it would turn into what we have now.

When I reached down to the hem of my nightgown, with the intention of pulling it off…he stopped me. "Keep this on, for now." Leaving my nightgown, he slipped his hands underneath and pulled off my cotton panties. I got into bed, the side closest to the wall. He cracked the window and turned off the bedside lamp. It was cold outside but he said he slept better with it open.

He slipped in beside me, we laid on our sides facing each other. "Are you nervous?" it must have been painted on my face. "You know I'll take care of you. We don't have to do anything that you don't want to do."

"I – I know. Just, um, try to go slow to start?" I should have been prepared, I knew this was coming and I'd wanted it for months. I had thought about this moment so many times when I touched myself before bed. "I know that I want to be with you tonight."

"I promise that we won't do anything that you aren't ready for, but you have to tell me when you like something and when you don't. Promise?" I can't speak, I only nod. "Katniss, I need you to tell me that you promise. You'll tell me what you like and what you don't?"

"I promise." It's only a whisper, but I guess it was good enough for him.

He started with a kiss, a sweet slow kiss. He pulled me closer with his hand on my lower back, his mouth moved down my jawline, my neck and to my collarbone. "You are so beautiful, I promise to always take care of you" It's so low of a whisper, I would have missed it if there were any other sounds in our room besides our breathing. He kisses me until I'm breathless, running his hands up and down on the slickness of my nightgown. I could feel him getting hard against my thigh when I leaned into him as he sucked and nipped at my chest over my nightgown. My hands went into his hair, I didn't want to grab because I knew that would make him go harder and faster. Tonight, at least this first time I wanted it to be slow. But, every fear that I had before was now gone.

In one movement, I was laying on my back and he was hovering over me. I could feel him straddling one of my legs and the wetness of his dick was cool on my thigh. Again, his kisses started on my lips while he cradled my face in his hands. His knee moved up against my crotch, when he pushed slightly it made me wrap my fingers into his hair and tug as a moan left my lips. It was just the friction that I needed to help with the growing tension in my pussy. And the wetness became more apparent when he growled in my ear, "You know what happens when you pull. I want to go slow for you…this time."

"I know, I'm sorry… I just – um, I just really like that."

"Good girl, I'll keep that in mind for later."

Oh god, I need his dick in me now. My hands slip out of his hair down his lower back, to his ass. He groaned into my neck, my fingertips dug into his soft skin and his hands shoot to my waist. His lips went down my neck again, but past my shoulders. He pulled up on my nightgown, the silk rubs against my nipples and sends tingles up my spine. He slips it up and over my head, tossing it to the ground with the rest of our clothes. His lips sucked on nipple before applying open mouth kisses that made me buck up into him, I could feel his smile pressed into my chest. He was definitely proud of himself. He kissed across to the other one and his fingers took his mouth's place. This time, he bit softly and sucked, causing a totally different sensation.

His hips started to move and I felt his dick moving against my leg. "Please put your mouth on me?" I needed some kind of attention down there, his mouth, his fingers, my fingers even, or his dick. Anything.

"Where do you want my mouth, sweetheart? And say my name when you ask me again." Another nip at my nipple. He knows good and well where I want him.

"Peet- ah! – Peeta, please put your mouth on my pussy? I need you there."

"Mmmm, good girl." His positive affirmations always make me so hot. I love knowing that I'm doing something that he likes. I clearly did something that he approves of, his mouth moves down my stomach leaving a trail of kisses. He stops right above my center, above my dark curls to look up at me. He swiftly comes back up to my lips, with a sweet kiss. "I love you so much, Katniss. I just wanted to tell you that before we started because your pussy makes me crazy, and I'm sure I might say things that aren't as sweet." Another soft kiss, then in my ear he whispers "because you're so fucking hot, it makes me insane."

He goes back down to his original spot, kissing each of my hipbones and running his face down my skin to my center. First, he takes long licks with the flat of his tongue against me. He wrapped his arms around my thighs and pulled me open with his fingers. His tongue dipped inside me. Lapping at the wetness that was pooling there, just waiting on him. I could hear and feel his moan inside of me. He licked and sucked on my clit until I was panting and squeezing my thighs around his face. He slipped one of his fingers inside of me, pushing me over the edge. I was left with my hands in his hair, fisted in his curls and almost screaming as I rode out the rest of my orgasm.

When his face came back to mine and he kissed me, I could taste myself on him. It only fueled me, I licked all around his lips, down to his chin; cleaning my wetness from his face. He groaned, snaked an arm underneath me and lifted my hips up to meet him. "Are you ready, baby?" I only nodded again. "No, you have to tell me what you want."

"Peeta, I want – I need you inside me." he pressed his lips against mine, I could feel him take the base of his dick, rub it up my wet slit and press against me. Oh god, how is he going to fit that in me. How had I not noticed how big and thick he was? Keep calm, don't tense up. Keep calm.

"I'll go slow, please tell me if you want me to stop. I don't want to hurt you." This time he accepts my nod. He pulls one leg up and around his back, holding my ankle there. Holding himself up with the other arm, keeping most of his body weight off of me. He gently pushes the head of his dick into me, stretching me out.

I gasp and tremble at the same time, he presses in another inch and then another. My back arches and an unrecognizable sound leaves my lips, after I get used to his girth. He lets go of my ankle and puts his hand behind my neck. His kiss is sweet and soft on my lips, "Are you okay, babe…should I stop?".

"Yes – I'm okay, it just – it hurts a little, keep going…please." My voice comes out in pants. I wrap my other leg around him and twist my ankles together, I gently squeeze him with my legs, encouraging him to go on. He grunts and pushes further and further until our hips are touching. My back arches, my head throws back exposing my neck to him. His kisses are warm and his tongue leaves my skin tingling. The uncomfortable twinge turns to want and desire. He must see my feelings change, his hips start moving in and out. My pussy adjusts to him, making me want more and more. When he lifts my hips, he goes deeper inside of me.

A light dusting of sweat starts to form on his hairline, "Fuck, Katniss. You feel so good; your pussy feels so good on my dick." I secretly love when he talks that way, I would never say so, but it turns me on.

The building had already started as he rocked back and forth, going deeper and deeper. The friction of his course hair rubbing across my clit. His slick chest rubbing against my nipples. His teeth biting at my bottom lip. He must have known I was close; I'm not sure how, but he knew it was coming. "Come for me, Katniss please. I want you to come with me… please, I'm not going to last much longer." He sounded so desperate. His words, they were enough for me.

There wasn't much that I could say other than, "Harder!" he grunted and pounded into me, deeper and harder than before. When my body filled with warmth and a scream filled my lungs, and his name was the last word on my lips as my pussy walls clenched around his dick. I was throbbing around him, he reached down between us to put his thumb on my clit and as he slid in and out of me. It prolonged my orgasm longer than it had ever gone before. Mmmmpf! Was the sound that I made as he slammed into me, then his movements started to become frantic I lifted my hips a little higher.

His groan would have startled me if it wasn't in sync with his movements. He had wrapped his hard forearms around and underneath my shoulders. His fingertips gripped at my collarbones. He slammed into me twice and sucked at my neck as he came inside me. I knew I would have a mark there tomorrow, it's doesn't matter and now that I'm allowed to have it because I'm his. Legally and physically. One arm went down and his large hand held my ass as he pushed every last drop of come deep inside of me.

We laid together, him still on top of me. We panted in unison. He slipped off to my side, leaving his head on my chest. I wonder if he can hear my heartbeat? I ran my fingers through his curls, his scalp was wet from sweat and his hair stuck to his forehead.

I signaled for him to pull the blankets up over us. I don't want to cleanup, not after our first time. I want to lay here with him until morning, his seed still inside me. I don't want his skin to leave mine.

"I love you, Katniss. I've loved you for so long and I promise to never stop."

"I love you, Peeta…I'm so sorry for not coming around sooner." I kissed him on his head and wrapped my arms around his head, he squeezed my body tighter.

"I'm just glad you finally came around."

We fell asleep with his face on my chest and his arms wrapped around me, I could feel his smile on my skin.