What have I done? What have I done? WHAT HAVE I DONE?!

The words echoed in my head. "STOP!" I yelled in my apartment.

Aaliyah ran into my room," Auburn! Are you okay?"

"Uhhh…uhhh….y-yea just a bad dream about Shawn," I said.

"Okay, I'm making breakfast, so just come when you feel like it," She said smiling as she slowly closed my apartment door.

I took deep breaths. I didn't understand what happened, but I did understand that I had to tell Aaliyah. I went to breakfast and plumped into a chair. I looked at Aaliyah and said," Aaliyah? I have to tell you something."

She answered with a mouthful of pancakes," What's up?"

I sighed," I-I made out with Aaron last night after you went to bed."

"Oh…OH," She said surprised.

"Please don't freak out. I regret it so much already," I said.

"Auburn it's okay. Stop worrying. Shawn would want you happy, so I'll ask you. Are you happy?"

"I-I don't know," I said looking down at my plate full of eggs, sausage, and pancakes.

"Auburn. I don't want to see you like this. Does Aaron make you happy?"

"I like him, I think. I'm not totally sure," I answered.

"Well, did you enjoy the kiss?" She asked.

"I'm pretty sure any girl would enjoy THAT kiss," I said blushing.

"Oookay. Chill out a little, honey. I'm trying to get used to this. Baby steps," She said with a small laugh.

I laughed," So we're good?"

"Of course. I want you happy like Shawn does," She said.

I looked at her happily. "You can go see him," She said smiling," I'm meeting with some friends that live near here."

"Okay, bye Aaliyah! Thanks for understanding," I said as I gave her a hug and left.

I took a deep breath. I knew that to see Aaron I would have to go to Cameron's apartment. Ugh! I haven't seen or talked to him after the breakup. Well. First time for everything!

-Cameron's Apartment-

"You want to see Aaron, huh?" Cameron asked blocking the doorway of his apartment.

"Cam please let me through," I said.

"Not until you kiss me," He said smiling.

"Ew no, Cam! Just let me see Aaron," I said starting to get angry.

"Cam, stop and let her in," Aaron said coming around the corner of Cameron's apartment.

"Ugh, are you sure?" Cameron asked Aaron.

"Cam," Aaron said. I gave Cam a smirk as he rolled his eyes and moved out of the way.

"Aaron I have to talk to you, but not here," I said pointing my head towards Cameron," What about the coffee shop?"

"You guys go ahead. I'm gonna go with you, but you will have a 30 minute head start," Cameron said.

"Okay deal. Come on, Aaron," I said grabbing his hand and leading him outside to my car.

We get in the car and start driving. "So what is this surprise arrival? No complaints by the way," Aaron said smiling.

"Aaron, I like you and I wanted to tell you that. Shawn wants me to be happy and you make me happy," I said looking at him every one and a while trying to get a reaction out of him.

He looked emotionless. "Well? Are you going to say anything?" I asked.

"Are you serious? Are you sure?" He asked starting to be a little excited, but he tried not to get his hopes up.

"Aaron Carpenter, would I lie to you? Yes! I like you! You make me happy and I know that it's sudden, but please I just wanted to tell you that," I answered," So what do you say?"

"I say that you have made me the happiest guy in the world just by those words," He said with a smile on his face.

"Do you want to date? Wait no that was too sudden wasn't it. Ugh! I'm ruining everything aren't I?" Aaron said frowning.

"I would love to date you, Aaron," I said laughing.

"See I knew this would happ- wait what? You said yes?! YOU SAID YES!" He said smiling and trying to pinch himself to make sure it wasn't a dream.

We finally made it to the coffee shop.

"What do you want, my girlfriend?" Aaron asked smiling.

"A vanilla latte thanks my boyfriend," I said to him. He blushed a little and ordered.

After about 30 minutes, Cameron arrived. Cameron sat next to me. It sent tingles through my body, but why? "What did I miss?" He asked.

"A lot Cam, a lot," Aaron said looking at me smiling.

"Wait, you two are.." Cameron trailed off with a sad expression.

"Yep," Aaron said happily," This is MY girlfriend."

"So would THIS boyfriend be jealous if HIS best friend put his arm around HIS girlfriend?" Cameron said putting his arm around me. I got goose bumps. I felt the comfort and security of his arm around me. I haven't felt this way with Aaron.

"Back off MY girlfriend," Aaron said. Cam took his arm away from me. I frowned a little, but not to the point that they noticed. I missed Cam. I missed his touch, his lips, his hair, his everything.

"Aaron, I don't know how I feel right now, I can't do this right now. I-I'm sorry," I said as I got up and walked out of the café.

Aaron's POV

"What…just…happened?" I asked Cam.

"She misses her Cam that's what," Cam said.

"No..she can't. Can she? You broke her heart," I said.

Cameron's POV

Does she like me? I don't know. I miss her. I love her again. The feelings are back, but harder than before. I want her lips, her hips, her hair, her eyes, her everything. I want her for me. I hated to see her with Aaron. I was kinda happy when she walked out.

When I got home, I went to my room and closed the door. I opened her number in my phone. I called her.

"Hello?" I heard her sweet voice.

"Hey, Auburn. It's Cam. I uh wanted to know if you um wanted to meet me at the park," I said nervously.

"Why not?" She said. I heard the excitement in her voice.

"Okay. 6:00. That gives you about 30 minutes to get ready. You don't have to dress nice, just show up," I said.

-6:00 at the park-

Auburn's POV

I had butterflies in my stomach. The sun had already set. I sat on a bench with a crop top and high waist shorts.

I saw Cam get out of his car and walk towards me. He set down a blanket on the grass. "Milady," He said smirking at me. Ugh classic Cam.

I sat down and he sat next to me. I looked in his eyes and he looked in mine. I kissed him. He pulled me close and kissed me back. "Ugh Cam, I missed this," I said.

"I missed it more," He said smirking. He kissed me again and again. When we stopped we looked at the stars.

"Did you want me as much as I wanted you right then?" I asked.

"Oh Auburn, I wanted you ever since you started dating that son of a gun, Shawn." He said.

He gave me a strong a passionate kiss.

"Were you jealous of Aaron when we started dating?" I asked.

"Oh man Auburn, I want you all to myself, so until I get you our nights together will look like this," He said.

"What happens when you get me?" I ask.

"Oh baby, you ask too many questions," He said. He kissed me. When he said baby, I wanted him more than ever. One kiss turned into two and two turned into nonstop.

Between kisses I asked," Seriously Cam…what happens….when….you…finally….get…me…all to….yourself?"

"Auburn….I will….cherish you…..and love you….until….my dying…days….if you….become…mine…so…until…then…friends…with…benefits," He answered between kisses.

I smiled as we kissed. Every kiss sent an electrical spark through my body. Friends with benefits.

I wanted him to be mine. I didn't want a girl to get him. I wanted him to myself. All to myself.

After our make out session finally broke, I laid on the blanket next to Cam. He twirled my hair like Shawn used to do. I smiled. I was happy again.

A:N/ Hey! So I don't know who's team you're on, so let me know! Team Aaron or Team Cameron? Tell me in the comments! Please don't be mad at who she ends up with! It depends on how many people of each team I get! GO COMMENT AND LET YOUR VOICE BE HEARD!