A/n: Thanks guys for all the reviews follows and favs! This is orginally just a one shot but you guys seem to want more. So if you want more than leave a review telling me. Also I will be changing the ratings to M because there will be smut but not a lot throughout this. I know some of you guys enjoy it plus I cant resist doing a bit of smut even if its just a little. I promise I'm done with this authors note...I promise...I promise...ok now I'm done ;p
Chapter 2
Roman's pov
I watched as the woman I use to, no I still love, walk out of catering. It was only for a split second when our eyes met but I saw it. I saw all the emotion in those beautiful brown eyes I would get lost in all the time. All the love, joy and happiness that use to be there is replaced with sadness and hurt.
I didn't mean to hurt her. I was just so...caught up with this woman that I didn't realize what I was doing to my heart. I looked at the woman sitting beside me and i look behind me at the woman and i know that i slowly tore our relationship apart. If she knew she didn't let on or maybe she just didn't want to acknowledge it.
I miss her so much. I don't know what the hell I was thinking. Nothing in my life is the same anymore. The thing that I held close to my heart I let go. Why did I let her go? Why did I choose this woman over my heart? I want her back.
Later that night at the hotel...
"Come on baby. I know you want to." She says seductively kissing my ear and biting. She's straddling my lap grinding on my half erect cock. I really shouldn't be thinking about Cynthia when I have a woman literally wanting me to fuck her. Don't get me wrong she is a very beautiful woman but just not the woman I want.
I grab her neck roughly pulling her back and look into brown eyes. Cynthia has such warm brown eyes. I've always loved looking into them. They've always held truth in them. I start to kiss down her throat to her collarbone and suck on her neck.
She moans and grinds harder. I lay her on the bed and grind into her covered heat. "Baby you're so wet for me." I kiss down her body and take her bra off and knead her breasts. As I continue kissing down her body my thumb starts to circle her clit as I suck on her nipple and work the other with my fingers.
"Ahhh...Roman...please...more I-I need you." I kiss her lips.
Not as soft or full as hers.
As I kiss her and I pull her panties off and put a condom on. She stops me. "Let me do it baby." She kisses my tattooed pec my neck and then my lips.
Yea definately not my girl.
She puts the condom on my length and pulls me on top of her. I slowly enter her heat and move slow. Fuck. Why am I doing this? I should be trying to get her back not fucking...Briannna? Shit I don't even fucking know her name. Just Cynthia. Always Cynthia...
Everything about Cynthia drives me crazy and make me happy. Her smile. Her eyes. Her voicee so beautiful when she sings but when she moans my name. Oh that's just music to my ears.
"Oh Roman...im cumming...oooh fuck!" She cums. A few thrusts and I cum in the condom.
I have to end things with this woman and get my girl back. I'm not happy with my life right now. I have to fix things no matter what.
After I catch my breath I throw the condom in the trash and go take a shower.
I'm so exhausted. I didn't get any sleep like I thought I would. I thought if I had a resolve that it would help me get some sleep knowing that i can try to fix things. When i broke it off with whatshername she slapped me and cussed me out.
I felt bad yes but at the same time i was relieved. I didnt have to hurt anymore my heart anymore. I know that it wont be easy to get through to Cynthia but I have to try.
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