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Song is I Miss You by Aaliyah

Chapter 3

A few weeks later

Its been to long and I'm lost without you

What am I gonna do?

Said I've been needing you, wanting you

Roman's pov

Its been three weeks since I last saw her. She was looking so torn with herself and what did I do about? Nothing. Instead I slept with the woman I chose over her. So fucking stupid.

I know I shouldn't but I cant help myself. I had to make sure she was ok and try to apologize for my mistake. So the past three weeks I tried calling even though there was no chance that she would pick up but I had to at least try.

"Hey Uce you ok?" Jimmy asked Naomi behind him. I was sitting in one of the arena chairs so i could be by myself. I didnt feel like talking so i came here. I needed space from everybody.

Everytime I called her it would go straight to the answering machine. Even though I knew she wouldn't pick up the phone. I could still hear her voice by voice mail. Its the only way I can sleep now is by her voice.

"Roman?" Naomi put her hand on my shoulder.

"Yea. Sorry I'm just...stuck in my head today. Just wanted to um clear my head for a bit before the show." I tell them, hopefully giving them a reassuring smile.

They both give each other glances before looking back at me. "We're worried about you Roman. You haven't been yourself for weeks. No, ever since you broke things off with Cynthia. Which may I add was pretty stupid of you to do in the first place."

Jimmy pulls her to the side and gives her a look. She takes a deep breath and turns and leaves Jimmy with Roman. Jimmy walks back up to him and puts a hand on his shoulder.

"Look Roman. You know those two are close and she loves you to. Its just a delicate situation for everybody. Especially you." I sit back down with Jimmy right behind. Neither of us say any thing for awhile. "Have you called her?" I nod my head yes.

"I was gonna call again before you guys came and found me."

"Ok well I will leave you to it." He claps me on my shoulder while getting up. "Oh and Roman. Eat something man you not looking so hot. Need to take more care of yourself." He says before he leaves.

I get my phone out and call her. It rings forever until I hear her voice. Hello?...sike! It's just my voicemail. Sorry I'm not able to take your call at the moment. Please leave your name and number and ill get back to you as soon as I can. Have a blessed day!

"Hey its Roman...again. I just wanted to see how you are holding up. You havent been calling me back and I was getting worried. *nervous chuckle* Please...I need to hear your voice. I need to talk to you...please. Even if its just as friends. Can we talk? Please." I say pleadingly.

We were close friends

Also lovers

Did everything

For one another

Now you're gone and I'm lost without you here now

But I know I gotta live and make it somehow

Come back...to me

Can you...feel me (calling)

Hear me...calling (for you)

For you...

I hang up. I didn't know that I was crying til I felt tears on my cheeks. I wipe the tears from my eyes. I look at the people getting the arena ready for the show. There still time before the show starts so I don't need to be ready yet.

I look at the picture on my home screen. It was a picture of me and Cynthia at a barbecue we were invited to. I subconsciously go through my photos of us. Each one bringing up the days when I was happy.

Now I'm sitting here

Thinking bout you

And the days we use to share

Is driving me crazy

I don't know what to doI'mm just wondering if you still care

I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up when my phone was taken. It was Dolph. I quickly cleared my throat and wiped my face. "Hey Dolph."

"I should really punch in the face. Maybe even more than that. But seeing you here crying...I don't know. I guess seeing you like this makes me pity you. Then again you deserve it. What you're feeling is nothing compared to whay she is going through.

You know...when she first told me that you two was going out. I didn't like it. I just had a feeling you were going to break her heart. And you did. Maybe I'm being to hard on you but I'm glad you're suffering.

I wanted to be sooo...wrong about you for her sake. She's grown woman she makes her decisions so I trusted her on this and now look at her." He walked away.

I thought about what Dolph said. I let it sink in and started to break down. This is all my fault. All I want to do is make things right. Does she even care anymore?

Is your heart still mine?

I wanna cry sometimes

I miss you

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