Chapter 9 - "Hard Choices"

Kate walked to the main building on the compound where Negan lived. He had a whole apartment to himself, where he both slept and worked. There were two guards standing outside.

"Negan wants to see me." She forced herself to stand tall and look them in the eyes.

The one on the right nodded, and moved aside. Kate could feel his eyes on her, checking her out. The other guard winked and smiled.

Kate knocked on the blue door in front of her. She heard heavy footsteps and the door opened. Negan was standing in front of her in a white tshirt and jeans. His boots were by the door, and Lucille was in his hand.

When he saw her, he smiled and stepped aside. Kate walked in as Negan locked the door behind them. He walked past her to the bed.

"Damn. Now I can see why Simon wants you so badly." He placed Lucille on the nightstand and whistled.

Kate crossed the room and stood in front of him. She was scared out of her mind, her stomach doing flips. She tried to keep her hands from shaking. Nervous didn't even begin to describe her emotions. She wanted this over with as soon as possible.

Kate was standing so close to Negan that she could feel his breath on her hair. Now or never, she told herself. She slid her hand down the front of his pants, and firmly grabbed his manhood. She was shocked; his size matched his ego.

"Wow, baby. You know how to start a conversation. " Negan undid his belt and the fly on his jeans.

He placed his hand over hers, guiding her strokes. He placed his other hand in her hair, and kissed her hard. Kate didn't close her eyes. She let him kiss her and felt him getting harder with every stroke. His eyes met hers. She refused to let him see how she really felt.

He released her hand and dropped his jeans, tossing them aside. Picking her up by her thighs, he placed her on the bed. She was on her knees as he slowly removed her shirt. He placed a hand on her breast and gently squeezed.

"You don't have to be afraid of me." Negan said, massaging her breasts.

"I'm not," She declared as she straightened her posture.

"You're a strong woman. You need a strong man."

"Simon is strong enough for me."

Negan chuckled, but Kate held her ground. He slid two fingers inside of her to feel how wet she was. He thrusted them in and out of her, making her shake.

"It doesn't feel that way to me." He sneered, please at the reaction her body was giving him.

Negan quickly unfastened the clasp of her bra and she tossed it to the floor. He brought his mouth to her breast and began to suck, flicking his tongue over her hard nipples. She moaned in pleasure. God help me, she told herself. She did not want to enjoy this. But as Negan moved his hand back beneath panties and jeans, she cried out in desire.

Negan pushed her onto her back and removed the rest of her clothes. She was breathing hard, her body aching for what came next. He tossed his boxers to the side, and climbed on top of her. When he slid inside of her, she screamed with pleasure.

Kate couldn't believe the size of him. She had never felt anything so large inside of her. As Negan straddled her, he slowly moved himself in and out of her. She started to close her eyes, when he turned her head to face him.

"Look at me. Look at me," He demanded.

Negan pinned her hands over her head and she complied. He started moving his hips faster and she arched her body in response. She couldn't help it; Negan felt amazing. She loved it, and hated it, at the same time.

He let go of her hands and pulled her up to him, still inside of her. He placed his hands under her ass and lifted her slightly. Eyes still locked, he feverishly moved his hips and she felt herself start to climax.

"Tell me you want this." He whispered in her ear. Chills went down her spine and she dug her nails into his shoulders.

"Harder". Kate demanded

Negan flipped her over and pulled her hips close to him as she complied. She screamed out words that would make other men blush. This only excited Negan. He smacked her ass and entwined his fingers in her hair, pulling tight. She felt his body jerk and thrust against her. He moaned as he pulled out of her, finishing on her back. He collapsed on the bed next to her, out of breath.

"Fuck! That was good, baby."

She didn't know what to say. It was good, but it wasn't Simon. Negan didn't care about anyone but himself. She hoped that this was the only time she would ever have to do this. She wasn't the type of woman who carelessly gave her body to just anyone. She hoped that Negan was satisfied, so she could move on with her life.

Kate stood and looked for her clothes. She started to dress as quickly as she could. Looking over her shoulder, she saw Negan sit up, still naked, and light a cigarette.

"Are we done?" She asked, lacing up her boots.

"I'll make sure to tell Simon how you screamed when I fucked you."

Kate walked out of the room, fixed her hair, and left. She could hear Negan laughing behind her.