This chapter I chose it to be a little bit about Will's health. Just describing how Will feels about his health. There's positive atmosphere in this chapter but I felt like I wanted to write about Will and Lou's point of view about possible changes in Will's health. I love these two. Please review folks. Thank you for your support so far. Characters belong to Jojo Moyes as always.

Our days in Majorca are still the best. I am looking at my wife, so beautiful. Clark! She is reading her favorite book and I am simply enjoying the sun. We are side by side on our beach chairs. As the sea is in front of us, I feel so relaxed. And today I don't feel any pain. This is a good day. There are days of course that the pain and discomfort are unbearable. And I know that there are probably worse days to come for my health. Maybe in two years, or in ten years from now. But what really matters is the present. And being here, with my wife next to me, who chose to be with me, knowing the possibility that my health can be worse ….. I'm overwhelmed by her unconditional love. And whatever the future holds for my health, we will be together. I certainly don't want her to have to put through all of this. The possibility of me getting worse. But I do certainly know that Clark would suffer more if I would end everything in Switzerland. There is only one conclusion: We both chose to be together. In sickness and in health. And I couldn't do it. I couldn't end my life in Switzerland. I feel happy and complete with her. As she is with me. And that's all we need to know. And who knows? Maybe my health won't get worse for many years to come. We will manage this. We will find a way. Be with her, be alive, was a choice I won't regret.

"Hey, Traynor, you seem so lost. What are you thinking husband?"

"Well, I was just thinking about choices"

"Oh is that right? Like what?"

"Like you Mrs. William Traynor. The best choice of my life"

"Likewise husband"

She came close to me, kissed me while her fingers were caressing my hair.

"Oh Will, its four days for us left until we get back to England. And I don't want to go back"

"Neither do I Clark. But look at the bright side. You're going to be a college student. With e-classes, but still …. A college student. And anyway who says that our honeymoon will be over when we'll get back? The rest of our marriage will be a honeymoon"

"The rest of our marriage? Are you planning divorcing me Mr. Traynor?"

"Yes, that's the idea. How did you know?"

"Hey you. Just tell me"

"Ok. All I'm saying is that we don't know the possibilities of my health. Maybe in five or ten years from now, or less, or more for that matter, we don't know that …. Maybe a day will come that I will get worse. And that's what I mean by the rest of our marriage. And…."

"Will, no, we can't think like that. And even if it will get worse, we'll be together. We will get through everything. And I'll be beside you in every step of the way"

"I know Clark and I know this isn't a subject I should refer to on our honeymoon …. But I am just being honest. All I am saying is that even something like that happens, I won't regret staying alive. Because we are happy. And if a day will come that my health will get too worse … if, I won't make it … I want you to know that I will be happy having spend my life with you. And it's hard for me thinking how difficult this will be for you. But I know you would be suffering more if I had ended my life in Switzerland. Because we wouldn't have these wonderful moments so far"

"Yes, I thank God every day about you making the decision to live. And I don't want you to talk like that. You are here now, we are together and I don't want even think that a day will come that you'll get so worse that ….."

Her eyes were tearful and I felt so stupid I've made her feel like that. Because I didn't tell her this because I expect me getting worse for sure. I just shared my thought. The possibility.

"Clark, don't be sad. I am very stubborn. I won't let a possibility defeat me. My sarcasm and I are planning to be around for a long time"

"You better do what you say Traynor because you are my life. And I'm telling you. We will have plenty of years to live together. Even if I have to put up with your sarcastic comments. I love even them"

"Oh sarcasm and I are a one package deal miss Clark" I said to her playfully and then I got serious

"Come here Clark. Just hold me tight. Don't worry. I'm just saying that even in the worst case scenario, I will never regret I didn't go through with Switzerland. But you're probably right. We will have plenty of years to come. And my stubborn heart and mind tell me that you're right. Our years together will be plenty enough for you to get sick of my jokes"

"Never Traynor. I will never get sick of you. And my heart is sure of that. That you're not going anywhere, not anytime soon. You don't have my permission. And I promise I won't ever leave your side. Agreed?"

I laughed so hard and she did too.

"Agreed my bumblebee girl. It's forbidden and I'm going to obey my beautiful wife"

"Well, just kiss your wife sir"

And we kissed. We got lost in our kiss as always and we get passed the conversation of my health.

We stayed a little bit on the beach sunbathing and then I said to her all playfully:

"Clark, I think we are going to get as red as two red hot chili peppers if we stay a little bit longer in the sun. What do you think of a tour in Majorca? See the sights, shop, have lunch ….. Anything you want. There's also a shop that makes bumblebee tights."

"Oh my God I don't believe you made sure to find out about shop like that"

"Ok let's go my chatty and crazy colored dressed wife"

"You wouldn't have me any other way"

"No, no I wouldn't"

"And you won't be get bored shopping with me?"

"Never with you. Plus it should be fun watching you picking up all these crazy colors"

"You are an impossible man Traynor"

"I am. But you wouldn't have me any other way"

"No, no I wouldn't"

And we called George to be outside the hotel with the car within an hour. We went sightseeing and I was too happy seeing Clark admiring all these sights. She liked culture so much and she didn't even know it. She has passion in her. After sightseeing we went shopping and lunch. I hated shopping before. But not with her. We were both trying clothes and having fun, teasing each other about each other's taste in fashion. As the store assistant guy was helping me to try a shirt on the teasing was on between husband and wife:

"Are you sure you want to try this shirt on Will? It's too black"

"Well, says the woman trying the rainbow dress over there"

"You're lucky I love you Will Traynor"

"Then I guess you're lucky I love you back Miss Clark"

Clark helped me try another shirt on and I said:

"Come closer. You smell exquisite"

I smelled her hair and felt her sense. I kissed her forehead as she leaned over me and these four days that were left until we get on the plane to England have passed so quickly, but with us having great time. Making love, shopping and of course our last shopping stop was the bumblebee tights store.

"I think we have bought enough bumblebee tights for the whole female population of England Clark"

"Oh come on. You know how much I love them"

"I do. And I love it"

And as our days in Majorca have come to an end, with us having the best time, we are now flying back to England.

"Will, are you asleep?"

"Well, I'm trying to"

"Well, I ….. did something, but I didn't want to tell anything until now. I wanted to be sure that I was right. And I think I was"

"Oh God. I am afraid to ask"

"Okay, you can mock all you want. But I am serious Will"

"Okay. I'm all ears Clark. Tell me love. What is it?"

"Well, you were so thoughtful about me going to college. And I wanted to do the same for you. Please don't get me wrong but ….."

"But what Clark? Hey you know you can tell me everything"

"Well, I know that you miss your job. And I've done some searching. And you could start work again from our home. . Technology can do miracles. And I could help you … Whatever you need … and …."

"Clark, stop rumbling"

"Are you upset? I know your job is something in the past. But it doesn't have to be. And I know it's something you were great at. And you still can be great. And I will help you do it only if you want to do this"

"Clark, I'm not upset"

And how could I be upset with my thoughtful and beautiful and kind-hearted wife? I was so moved.

"You are something else Clark. You did this for me?"

"Of course I did. I want you to be happy Will"

"I'm already happy Clark"

"So do you want to do this?"

"Well, I never let myself think about it. But … I think I can give it a shot"

"Really? Oh my God. I will help you in whatever you need. If you want me to"

"Of course I do. Your help. You by my side"

"I love you Will"

"You are the only person Clark who knows me and sees me. I love you too"

We kissed and then she placed her head on my shoulder. I kissed her hair and she hugged me tight. We were both watching outside the window. The infinity of the clouds and the blue sky. In this plane that was getting us back home. Together. As we are supposed to be.