fantasy4luvr: here you go.

damonika2009: Rei's jealousy is in her mind righteous. She feels she's right when it comes to a lot of things so its been the catalyst for some right now but it will become her down fall.

Guest (1): actually he's not…though a lot of people think that…I guess I could see how but honestly I didn't have him do it. she was just genuinely robbed.

prascymoon: pretty much on all fronts.

SMSM92: lmao that's funny. A mature SM soap opera! He pretty much is using this to get what he wants and get even. the effect for Chibi usa is minor due to her young age still. My favorite moments are the big reveals! So when this reveal happens I want it to be SPOT ON! lol as for mamoru he will learn his lesson the hard way and have atonement to seek and his own views to deal with. once he finds out Rei's deception it'll shift his perspective on everything…Rei's been there since the start for him so it'll be a tough pill to swallow…its why he's been so head strong on her side. The truth will throw him so far off that he'll be wracked with turmoil. I'm glad you like it!

DesertChick: its definitely new to what I have previously written. I wasn't sure on it when I first began but now I know it'll be good. I do hope you continue to stay tuned as there are more reveals to be had. And even if your not into the story line there's some good smut in it. but I can promise you some good drama and yeah mamo is a bit OOC but from his perspective his stance with Rei is all he knows so for him to be acting as he is, is from an extension of Rei that's he adopted…if that makes sense.

kera69love: trust me when I say Mamoru has reason to be this way, not that its an excuse but Rei's been on him for so long that wife or not he feels so connect to his 'family' when it comes to her that in his mind's eye she couldn't ever fathom putting pain onto him so why would she lie. Its his logic for now.

mryann: not behind the robbery…just a regular robbery.

OrientalDanceGirl: she is…even gave up her E cig's to. thank you. Rei's not aware of the papers or the contents just yet…she'll get a clue though.

Witchoftheforest: maybe…or maybe not.

Silverfaerie91: things will get heated up in both positive and negative manners.

Partyangel91: Rei hates Usagi with a passion but has also been out of the loop when it comes to her so she didn't break in to the apartment. Rei's first and foremost concern is to keep Usagi away from him not bring her closer.

Minniemousechick: the hot sex will be soon but it won't be the regular stuff it'll differ each time. you'll get what I mean.

13 reviews sweet! This one will get things into motion faster. Plus another perspective is nice to have. lol please read and review!

Shattered Pieces ch.3

Motoki POV

I was sipping a cup of hot cocoa in my living room. The t.v. was on but I wasn't paying attention to what was on. I was thinking of Reika. She was out of town for a conference on her archeological studies giving her the credits needed to help further her schooling leaving me here for the next few days alone. I smiled. I loved that woman so much. So was my everything and I wanted to build a future with her.

So when my doorbell rang and I opened it to find a worn down and tired looking Usagi and a confused and tired Chibi Usa there I was stunned. "Usagi – chan?" I let them both in, duffle bags and all. "Gomen Motoki – san for dropping in unannounced at this time of night but we need a place to stay till the apartment door gets fixed." I ushered her to the living room. She dropped her duffle in the living room as Chibi Usa went to my room.

It wasn't the first time they had been over, though usually for a visit. "Chibi Usa go to bed. I'll wake you in the morning." Usagi gently ordered her daughter. When it came to duties her came first and foremost was her daughter. I admired her as a parent and I knew she and Reika got along well since Reika I knew would be looking to Usagi for advice on how to raise a child. "What happened?" I asked as she dropped to the couch.

"Before or after my landlord turned into a bigger weasel than he already was?" she groaned in frustration. I arched a brow in confusion, "Just something else I have to worry about is all." She waved it off. I went into the kitchen to prep her a cup of hot coco. "The door though?" I asked her, putting some marshmallows in the mix. "Someone broke into our apartment. Took what was valuable and bolted before we got home." She answered.

"At least you weren't hurt." For that I was thankful for. Usagi had the tendency to jump head first into a situation to help out or protect without all the facts. She was just someone you wanted to have around and care for. So I rounded the kitchen and sat down next to her. I gave her the cup of hot chocolate to as she timidly sipped on it. The stress plain as day on her face as she sighed. It seems the world hadn't been kind to her after the separation.

She had been a new mother at the time and going to school to become a grade school teacher, something she dreamed of. Then things got messed up and – "Arigato." She said stiffly. We fell out a bit to. I hated myself for that. I was as much to blame for that as anyone. I tried to side with Mamoru at first wanting to have my best friends back but after a few conversations with him I knew that things weren't as they seemed.

I talked to the other girls and things didn't add up for Rei's accusations to be true. I tried talking to her but she shunned me and tried to push everything blame wise onto Usagi. the things she accused her of with Seiya was ridiculous. Usagi couldn't hurt anyone like that much less her own husband. That's when I knew she took her jealousy to the extreme. So I tried to talk some sense into him. That's when he started to refuse to talk to me about it any further. That's when I knew he was being manipulated.

I never held any malice towards Rei in the beginning. Just figured her crush to be a school girl thing and would dissipate once she found Jadeite. If anything it just made the beloved couple more vulnerable as she set her sights more deeply on Mamoru. Usage let her guard down that she didn't know she needed to have up around the girl. We all did. Rei was his best friend from childhood no one wanted to believe it.

It seemed however that the only people looking to listen to reason were the other girls whom came to me. We all talked about it and figured out the truth. Mamoru was too far into Rei's clutches and busy with his studies to listen to us. So we fell out with him. Once we had figured out the jigsaw puzzle pieces I couldn't believe she had done such a thing to them. They were innocent to her petty jealousies.

I mean Usagi and Mamoru were honestly some of the happiest people I'd ever met when they were around. She brought a light to his world that he never had before. He needed that. He needed her. He brought a new level of maturity to her world that she needed to be more level headed about things. They were a perfect fit. So when I heard that she had slept with Seiya I knew something was wrong. Seiya was – let's just say Usagi wasn't his type.

Those two had been friends since junior high and Mamoru slugged the guy so hard he broke his jaw, "I tried to talk to Rei today." She said. I looked over to her on the couch having been lost in my own thoughts. She was curled up with a blanket around her now. Carefully sipping the coco to avoid spilling. "Regarding?" I asked. Sipping my own cocoa. Rei and her hadn't had a civil conversation since Usagi was married to Mamoru.

Correct since before the separated. They were still technically married to one another. Something that we were all hoping would stay as the couple couldn't agree on terms for the divorce. Hope was still there for us all on the couple. "The stipulation that Mamoru has for me in the decree." I raised my brow to it and became stunned when she turned her head and said, "He wants sex." That was news.

"This is the same guy who believes you cheated on him." I clarified, "One in the same. Go figure huh?" She muttered. Neither of us understanding that. The man claimed infidelity and yet he wanted - I pinched the bridge of my nose as I began to understand to an extent. "I don't get him." she told me. "He still wants you." I told her. She glanced over. "You're still a beautiful woman Usagi." I was honest with her.

I wasn't attracted to her, no but I could understand the attraction a male had for her. I could see her beauty to. I wasn't blind by any means. Even as a single mother she still rocked looking like a strong woman. If I didn't see her as a little sister and didn't have Reika Mamoru would have competition. So it boggled my mind when he pulled stupid stunts like this or perhaps it wasn't so stupid. Perhaps part of him still loved her dearly but he was to afraid to admit to it. "Think maybe he still cares for you?" I asked.

"I doubt it. I bet you he put the stipulation in there because I told him I wouldn't give up custody of Chibi Usa." that was a low blow for him to make. "Gomen." I muttered taking a sip myself of the hot coco. Now becoming luke warm. "You're a good mother you don't deserve that." I told her. She nodded, "I try." She wasn't about to take credit where she didn't think it was due. One of the reasons why she and Rei didn't get along.

Rei was all about gloating and self-praise of herself. One of the things that made me consistently bit my tongue around her. I wasn't about confrontation with her since I couldn't without dealing with her high-pitched vocals. It was never worth it to me but for Usagi it was. She challenged Rei and I think that was one of the things that attracted Mamoru to her. She didn't take Rei's shit for anything and gave Mamoru a look at a new kind of woman. It also brought down on her a gang of rain to.

Rei had him wrapped so tightly around her finger it was a miracle Usagi and he were able to get married and have a child together. I missed those happy times. I missed how happy they both were when it came to each other. "Rei has him so tightly wound that he doesn't know which way to look unless she points the direction out." I told her. Bitch had her claws so deeply in him that he didn't know he was letting her lead him around by the nose.

"I wish I had the strength to confront this years ago." I hated it when she did this. It was an emotional self-inflicting pain. She felt responsible for the failure of her marriage to a degree by not saying anything. "Hey!" I snapped her out of her revere. She turned to me, "You couldn't have said anything. Not with Rei around." I told her. "I just…" I cut her off, "I know you think you could have but Mamoru has to be the one to see it. He has to see it for himself to believe it." I explained to her.

I felt bad that he was so manipulated by that girl that he messed up his own marriage in choosing to believe her over his own wife. He should have checked the story out as we did but he believed solely in Rei. I pulled her to me and held her. She has been one of my closest friends for so long that I felt compelled to be there by her side. How could Rei let her jealousies do this? "He was already so invested in his friendship with Rei that he wasn't going to listen." I attempted. "But I was his wife." I could hear the sobs begin.

She was right. He should have taken the time to consider it. He should have made an attempt to communicate without Rei present. He should have told Rei to leave so he could talk to her but he didn't. Felt that a mediator was needed. Though now I wonder if that's something that Rei convince him of or if he felt that way already and now look at how things were between them. It was a mess.

I held her tighter, "I know…" Mamoru had truly messed up in his marriage with her. He had a great family. The one he'd always wanted. I envied him. I truly did. Reika and I wanted to wait on starting one till her degree was done with. But when theirs fell apart I felt the world shift as she did. She and Usagi had been close to a degree. Having gone shopping as Reika wanted to help Usagi with her own college goals.

They formed a good friendship and we eventually ended up double dating for a while. Nobody saw Rei's shift coming. Were we all to blame for not saying anything sooner to the couple. To Mamoru. Usagi tried but it was too little too late. As when we tried it was beyond the point of too late. Rei had him in her hellish hooks and he had no clue. So when the marriage fell the first thing that happened was sides had been taken.

I regretted not taking Usagi's sooner. We didn't have all the facts till to late and by that time Mamoru had his mind made up. It left a hole in our hearts for her. She buried her head in my chest, quietly sobbing when I heard a voice. I felt like I'd been hit with a sledge hammer at the furious look in Mamoru's face as he walked in. My heart pounding with fear at the murderous look in his eyes.

He and I just got back on speaking terms a few months back. I had told him I wanted us to reconnect. Like we used to before Rei's lies clouded his judgement. Told him it would be nice to have football nights or movie nights filled with beer and pizza. And for once he finally agreed. I guess he felt the need to reconnect to finally. Plus, I figured to use it as a way to see how strong Rei's hold over him still was after all this time.

"What the fuck?" he bellowed. Usagi looked up, puffed eyed and all. "What Seiya wasn't enough now you're trying to move on to Motoki – san now?!" once again he jumped to conclusions without all the facts. We both heard Chibi Usa cry for her, "Mama!" Mamoru's angered voice had woken up and scared the hell out of her that was clear enough. Her voice held fear in it and a need for her mother. I felt Usagi go tense in my arms. Her motherly instincts on high alert from the sound of her.

"Go I'll talk to him." I assured her. I had told Mamoru where the spare key was in case I fell asleep on the couch, hoping to regain some ground with my old friend so his being here wasn't unusual. I had just made the critical error obviously in truly forgetting that he was coming over for a bro's night in tonight. Now I just had to calm him down enough to see reason. I really didn't feel like getting my jaw broken.

Mamoru POV

So not only is she going to Seiya but Motoki to? "Seriously dude this is insane. I thought you and Reika were good?" I demanded. I saw the bewildered look on his face before he rolled his eyes and actually looked upset at me. ME! Seriously? I'm not the one holding another woman in my arms so tenderly. I couldn't help the angered jealousy that was there to. She was having a fit about sex with me but she didn't mind being in his arms.

Motoki went off on me but in lower tones. "Dude seriously you need to have your head examined if you think I would betray Reika like that. In any way." he was insulted by my insinuation of them. I thought to myself on the relationship they'd always had and knew that while she had at first crushed on him she lost interest the moment we hooked up. Perhaps I had jumped to conclusions but the sight of her wrapped in his arms hurt me.

I tended to forget about the near brother sister bond they had together. They were truly just good friends. Reika was his life. "Gomen, your right." I hated how she still made me crazy like this. I loved that woman to death and still…I couldn't get her out of my head and now I was going off on my former best bud over it. I needed to take a step back from the situation to resolve the miscommunication. "Why is she here?" I asked, lower tones to.

I had heard Chibi Usa cry out in fear. I hated myself for scaring her like that. I didn't want her to hear such anger from me. I didn't want her to fear me. Maybe Usagi would let me see her before I left cause I didn't think staying would be a good idea. "Usagi – chan's apartment got broken into. She's gonna hang here till they repair the lock on her door." He explained. I frowned, "Why didn't she tell me?" I demanded.

How could she not tell me she had been in danger? I was still her husband. I still had a right to know if my estranged wife and daughter were okay or not. Thoughts of them walking in on the burglar came to mind. Had she seen them? Had they tried anything? How could she not tell me this? Motoki crossed his arms over his chest, "And why would she?" I deflated a bit at his response to me.

"Especially when you do such a good job of being a 24/7 dick to her." clearly he was still upset about that. It was ridiculous that MY best friend took her side over mine. Well my SECOND best friend. Rei came over him. It would have just been nice to have my only real male friend take my side over her in this matter. I can't believe were going back over this…again… "She's the one who cheated not me." I countered.

Motoki put his hands on his hips and shook his head, as if I were the errant child to be told what I did wrong. "Rei's got your head so spun on this its damned near hilarious." And here we go with blaming her again. Usagi really had to come up with a better reason for her infidelity cause blaming Rei for her mistakes is ridiculous. Rei was there for me and helped me past it when everyone else decided to take HER side.

Not only that but I've since been banned from my favored coffee place in town AND lost many good friends in the process. Thanks Usagi for ruining everything. I was fed up with his attitude regarding Rei though. If he would have just listened to Rei a little more than just once he would have heard her counter that she'd seen them having sex in OUR house. I hated Usagi for that and now I was going to get what was coming to me. "You really need to find a better villain for this. Rei – chan's been the ONLY one there for me since the start." I counter.

Motoki laughed, "She's been manipulating you from the start." I rolled my eyes at his accusation of her. He laughed, well he chuckled, "Hell Usagi – chan should have said something more sooner but she just didn't want to hurt your friendship with Rei any more in regards to it." lies! Rei wouldn't do anything like that. She wouldn't EVER lie to me. Usagi had our friends so spun they didn't know half of the truth.

Rei saw it! She said so and she wouldn't lie to me. So why did a part of me hold doubt…I wondered. Because everyone is trying to tell you otherwise…that voice sounded suspiciously like Usagi's. "Deep down you know she could never hurt you like that." Motoki began. His voice low and near gravely. His protective nature over Usagi coming out. "She loves you so damned much and it sickens me how you let that bitch Rei rule you!" he spat. I was nearly ready to yell back and defend Rei when Usagi walked in.

"Could you keep your voices down Chibi Usa needs to sleep." She ordered gently. Motoki bowed his head in acceptance understanding there was a child in need of sleep. "Gomen." He apologized immediately. "Can I see her?" I asked, wanting to see my little girl. Usagi sighed but put her hand up as if the order me, "Just don't wake her up. She's got school in the morning." She stated.

I nodded in understanding and walked past her to Motoki's only bedroom where Chibi Usa lay asleep. I cracked the door open and saw her sleeping peacefully on the bed curled in and tucked away under the covers by Usagi. I couldn't help but tear up a bit at seeing her looking so innocent. She was a mirror image of her mother. I bet she had my personality and stubborn streak but she was like carbon copy of her.

I wanted my family back so badly that this hurt me deep down that I had to ask my – I had to ask Usagi to see my own daughter. It tore me up that she could hurt us both like this and put our daughter through it as well. The pain of not understanding why she didn't have both parents around. Usagi caused this and it wasn't fair to put our daughter through it. I walked back out, "Your coming to live with me until were done with the decree." I ordered.

I wasn't taking no for an answer this time. Her pride could take a back seat to this argument. I wasn't letting my daughter spend another night away from her father. I needed them both back even if I could only get Usagi back in the capacity of fuck buddy till I was done with her I wanted – needed that back. She frowned, "The door will be fixed tomorrow…I'm sure the land lord will take care of it." she answered.

That stubborn pride was really getting agitating. "Usagi this is no time to let your pride overcome common sense." I reprimanded. I felt like I was talking to a child sometimes with her, especially when her arrogance over what she could handle got in the way. She was strong woman yes but she wasn't invincible and it was time she learned she couldn't take care of everything on her own. She needed me.

"I'm not a child Mamoru so stop talking down to me like one." I rolled my eyes, "You want someone to order around to be ordered around go to Rei I'm sure she'd love that." yet another dig at the only person that's been there for me. I clenched my fists. I was tired of her shifting the blame onto Rei. She needed to take responsibility for her actions. I had had enough. "You want this worse okay, here's an added stipulation. Wherever and whenever I want it. I don't care if you're at work or not." She looked to me stunned.

I thought Motoki would be more clueless on the matter but he merely looked away like he didn't want to be in the middle of the discussion. "So you know?" I muttered in his direction, "She gave me a quick run down." He managed, looking at me with an odd expression. I looked back to her, "Whatever. Point is this is the last night your spending under another roof that isn't mine." She quirked a brow at me. "Is that so?" she challenged.

"You're coming back to the house." I ordered her. I couldn't believe that she was letting her need to stay away get in the way of a better home for our daughter. It was proving to me how selfish she truly was. "I'm not signing that decree until my own demands are met. This isn't all for you're and your twisted way of getting back at me. I'm going to do what's best for my daughter." I unclenched my fists as I felt I was finally getting somewhere with her. I admired her stubbornness at some points…this wasn't one of them.

"So a run-down apartment building where it can and has gotten broken into is what's best for OUR daughter?" I snapped in low tones. She was fuming now but did manage to shoot a quick look to Motoki. "You told him?" she demanded, "He is still her father." he sighed. She pursed her lips together as she tried to keep her voice down. Her anger at bay. As if she had every right to be upset with me.

Her eyes turned back to me, "What's best for her is NOT to be manipulated by that snake Rei. I refuse to have our daughter be mentally whipped like her father." it was a clear dig to me and my own person. As if Rei had control over how I thought about things. "That decree will NOT be changing. Sign it or you will get nothing and I'll take full custody of Chibi Usa from you. It wouldn't be too hard with my pull in the legal department." I threatened before walking out. The need for brotherly bonding was gone. Replaced instead was anger at her.

Usagi POV

I remained calm till he left then I cried in Motoki's arms on the couch till I fell asleep. He woke me up before it was time for us to be gone for school and work. I made sure Chibi Usa was on time before getting to work myself. I didn't even care that my phone spent half the day in the back charging. I needed to be away from it and any possible contact from Mamoru. I was just grateful that Motoki had gotten me up. He himself had the day off but he still made sure that I could be at work.

Work went by, a flurry of customers and smiles all around. None were real. I couldn't make them real enough only enough to appease the customers that came in. So when time came to punch out I left the arcade in automaton mode and went to pick up Chibi Usa. When we got back I found a not so lovely red piece of paper taped to the door. The newly fixed door. "What the fuck?" I didn't even care that Chibi Usa heard me.

"Mama you said a bad word." She gasped in shock. "Never repeat it either." I told her, nonsensical. I couldn't leave her alone, too young, so I had her come with me to the landlord's apartment. I pounded on his door until the timid older man opened up. Wearing a wife beater and watching some sports game I could have cared less that I was interrupting his personal time. Not when he put an EVICTION sign on the door of my apartment.

"What in the hell is the meaning of this?" I demanded. The balding man with one of those 'what do you got for me?' grins plastered on his face gave me a 'what the hell do you want look?' "I'm busy." He smarted off. "Don't care. What the hell is the meaning of this?" I shoved him the paper. "That is me telling you I want more money." I hated this little man. He disliked children but was forced to accept me and my daughter here as he never stipulated it in his policy when I moved in and signed the papers. I made sure of that.

"How much more?" I asked. He smirked, "More than what you can afford." His answer didn't help me. "How much?" I demanded. I was sticker shocked at the price tag. "That's three times the amount that I'm already paying you. This can't be legal." I was outraged. "It is actually. You've been living here for years at the same price tag, its time things changed. I have a legal right to do so. You have three days to pay up the new rate or get the hell out of my building." He slammed the door in my face.

I was ready to break down as I walked back to the apartment. I wanted to break his door down and punch him in the face. He couldn't be able to do that. Could he? I pulled up my phone to google it but found that due to some sketchy laws as he was the land owner and landlord he had the right to raise the rent as long as he gave notice. The law just didn't state how long the notice had to be sent out. "Three days…" no one could find a place to move into in three – it hit me. "Hell no I can't…" this can't be happening.

Was I really going to have to give in to Mamoru's demands? I looked down at Chibi Usa. Her sweet, innocent face. She didn't deserve this. I couldn't have her living in the streets with me. I didn't get another paycheck in for two weeks and this last one went to paying off the student loans. The next one was supposed to be for the rent. It seems I would have no choice but to give in to Mamoru's decree.

We went back to the apartment and suddenly I wanted to be out of there. I had to pack everything I had. I had to do so much now. However, it was also after midnight and I wasn't about to call a friend just because I was upset over this and ruin their night. I had three days to be out and pack. I could manage that. Take some time off…I have some days coming to me so I could make it work.

I sent Chibi Usa to bed, not to hard considering how tiring both our days had been and texted Motoki that I had to take tomorrow off. I told him that I would explain tomorrow but that he needed to get someone to cover my shift so that he wouldn't be short staffed. I had a deal to make and things to move. I then texted Mamoru the words that would damn me to hell and back. When can I sign?

Mamoru POV

I smirked as I read the text and said…tomorrow…noon…she didn't argue and I was happy about that. We agreed to meet at my place…well our place. I never did take her name off the mortgage she just never paid it nor did she ever reside here again till now. With her under the same roof as me it would make things easier. Perhaps things would be changing for the better. Besides to make her feel the way I did would be a gift to, "Oh the way karma works out." I muttered to myself, grinning like a fool.

Usagi POV

I stood by the door to my old house and wondered again why the hell I was here. Oh yeah, landlords a legal prick, I can't afford triple the rent unless I drop out of school and find a job that pays the extra amount. Not going to happen in three day's time so I had no other options. So I made sure Chibi Usa got to her school on time as I took a bus to the nearest stop to the house and walked the rest of the way.

He answered the door moments later. "Welcome back." He smirked. I had had a long night, I didn't need a smug smirk for a greeting, "Let's just get this bitch over with." I was putting everything on the line to give my daughter a proper home. This was necessary. I just had to swallow my pride to do it. I walked in and dropped down to the sofa inside. "Where is it?" I demanded, wanting to get it over with. He pushed it in front of me on the coffee table. I read through it again and bit my tongue.

The added stipulation was in there already. I sighed every part that he also had initialed next to, several pages. It was a small process. I was hoping to make it last as part of me didn't want to let my heart get hurt again. Alas all thing must eventually come to an end, much like our marriage did. That still hurt. I looked around and saw that the house looked the same. The décor didn't change and things still looked to be in place.

I looked back at the decree and had also noted that I didn't see anything in there about paying on the mortgage. I would use the opportunity wisely and save my funds that way when he decided to discard me I could take Chibi Usa to a better home than what we had and give her a better life than what I could. I signed the papers as the anxiety took over. I didn't want to do anything other than get out.

I had to much to do and only three days to do it in. So when I gave the signed papers to him he pushed them down to the table. I looked up and found that look in his eyes, "Let's go to the bedroom." I sighed and for once I didn't want to be there with him. This wasn't the man I fell in love with some many years ago. This was a man created by Rei's lies and manipulations. Yet as much as I hated it what I hated more was that I still wanted him.

We go up to the bed room. It hasn't changed much if at all. New bedding but that was about it. "I see nothing else has changed." I noted, trying to stall. "I replaced the blue and white comforter set." He said. "I see." It was now black and red. "Nice dark colors." I noted. They meshed well together. "Fit my mood." He answered. I turned back and looked at him. I mean really looked at him. Dress slacks with a button down white shirt.

May not have looked like much but he always eluded an air of sex and power that could make any one look up to him. Girls wanted him and guys wanted to be him. I was, hence the word was, got to have him. But that was then…this is now. And now…I gulped. The sexual prowess his personal radiated was enough to make a nun want to leave the convent. I left my good girl life to be with him.

He began to undo the buckle on his pants. It had been years since we'd been together, it almost felt surreal. So when he locked the door behind him I sighed and resigned to my end of the deal with the devil. "So where do you want to do this?" I asked. He began unzipping himself now and I was starting to become aroused as I was dreading the encounter. My emotions were highly conflicted right now.

I loved this man and yet here I was about to perform fellatio on him and it was out of obligation…as far as he saw it. I still desired him, this for him was to degrade me and make me feel humiliation that I had to stoop this low. It had to be. Why else would he want to have sex with me? I wasn't the same woman he first met. Plus the man believed I had slept with another man. Why would he want me? I got down on my knees in front of him as he pulled his cock out. I hated that he made my mouth water still.

It's like it never changed. I looked up to find his gaze on me. Feeling the embarrassment waver I made sure to use my anger at the situation to my advantage. I'd make it so good for him he wouldn't want to end it anytime soon. Buy Chibi Usa and I more time to save up more cash to support us better when he pulled my head from his member. "Gentle now. Seiya may be used to something else but you know what I like." The dig and insult hurt me.

I still sucked him down my throat as I hummed. His head hit the door he was leaning against as his hands grabbed the back of my head with more force. "Harder." He demanded. I followed suit and sucked him harder down my throat. I had forgotten how big he was, how thick he could get when aroused. He had once told me out of all the girlfriends he had I was the only one that never complained about his girth. The only one that could handle him.

Jokes on him now because apparently I'm still the only one who can handle him. I doubt Rei would do anything like this. As I recalled back in high school she frowned at the idea of oral sex let alone about performing it. Felt it was to dirty. Didn't even think about it for a married couple either. "Did Seiya enjoy it when you did this?" he asked, more like demanded. I grunted instead as I never did anything with Seiya. His constant jibs would only earn him more jibs from me in the process.

I wanted to yell at him. Say we were never together. Seiya was only a friend. Tell him that nothing could ever happen between Seiya and me, but I knew he wouldn't listen to reason. He wouldn't want to hear it. Just another excuse. So as I sucked him down my throat I blinked away my tears of hurt and felt him swell within me. He pounded harder now. It must have been a while for him to cause I don't remember him being able to cum so easily. His cum spurting down my throat like a trickling hose. Beating himself off within my mouth.

I swallowed as much of him as I could before I released him. Standing up he chuckled with a grin on his face. "Haven't had that since the last time we were together." He told me. "I haven't done that since we were last together." I told him. The truth. He rolled his eyes clearly not believing me. "Get on the bed." He ordered. As instructed I stood up and got on the bed. I watched as he stripped the rest of his clothing off.

I began to strip to. Slowly at first until he'd had enough and pulled at my clothes himself. I let him have his way and despite my anger at the situation couldn't deny the emotional and physical release that I was feeling from having him touch me again. It had been so long that I'd forgotten how good this could feel. His touches were rougher than before. Especially as he pushed me down on the bed.

I complied as he roughly pulled at my jeans. Tugging them off with a need I hadn't seen in his eyes for a long while. Rei must still have her 'virginal values' otherwise I was surprised that things hadn't gone down between them. My panties soon went to as his face dove right in between my legs. Shock hit me first. I had thought he'd want to just get to the sex but it seemed that that wasn't what he wanted right now. I couldn't help the salacious moans and whimpers that came from my mouth.

The one thing in our marriage we never lacked was sex. So it really shouldn't have shocked me how voracious his appetite was. I gripped the bed sheets and bit my lip to prevent more sounds from coming forth. I hadn't expected for him to eat me out at all. My toes were beginning to curl as he licked up my center. Something I hadn't had since the last time we did this during our marriage. Then he sucked at my lower lips and I felt myself pulse out my sudden release. I cried out in surprise as I came down off the high.

Mamoru POV

"I bet Seiya couldn't make you cum like that." I nearly snarled. I had almost forgotten what she tasted like. Strawberries and vanilla with a hint of tart making her still to this day delicious and mouth-watering. I couldn't help the need to taste her again and judging by the way she came Seiya didn't do a good job with her. I knew how she came best. I knew her more intimately than anyone could ever dare to claim. What we had was primal.

I pushed up further on her body loving the way she felt beneath me. She writhed in her pleasure as she came down only to find me how at her entrance. Eating her out always made me harder than I could imagine. Being inside of her made me want to cherish and hold her. Protect her from the evils of the world. Now…as I pushed my shaft into her I felt how tight she was. I was a bit shocked she felt like she hadn't had sex since we were last together.

The look on her face of slight pain, the stretching of her muscles around me…it felt like I was taking her virginity all over again. Her legs shaking as she accepted me into her core repeatedly, "Seiya doesn't give it good to you anymore huh?" I stated as I began to thrust into her. My anger for the past couple of years coming out now. I had her beneath me and it never felt more right and wrong at the same time. I wanted this believe me I did but the look of disgrace was written across her face.

However, I also saw love and lust there to. She wanted to hate be but still loved me. As if she knew that I saw it she turned her head away from me. I grabbed her face and made her look at me as I began to thrust harder and deeper into her. She doesn't get to turn away from me. "I never received anything from Seiya." She said it with such conviction that I almost believed her, almost. Rei saw the truth of it.

The anger and pain coming back I began to ram into her harder and harder. She gasped and held on but I pushed her hands down, held her down as I kept pushing in repeatedly. All the pain and loneliness resurfaced and wanted an outlet. That's what she was right now, what she deserved after what she did to us. Besides she enjoyed this, elsewise she wouldn't be wrapping her legs around my waist.

Usagi POV

The pleasure and pain were one in the same. I hadn't had it so rough with him in years. I loved him so much that even now, as I knew he was fucking me just to get even with me, I still enjoyed the rough play. I enjoyed having him deeply within me once again. I closed my eyes and pretended even if for a little bit that he loved me still to. That we were happy once more. That the past few years hadn't happened. That this was done out of love and lust, not out of anger and pain. I held onto his hands as he held me down.

Exerting his will upon me. Making me feel his own pain. I took it in and accepted it. Gave him the reprieve he needed as much as I did. I suddenly felt my own pain rising. Not physical but mental. The pain of losing this to. So I countered his heady thrusts with my own. Changed the pace made him work harder for his relief as I worked towards my own. I clenched as hard as I could and fought not to break emotionally in front of him.

He rammed harder, making me feel like his shaft would plow a hole through my uterus. I clenched harder and felt the oncoming signs of my release. It was coming again. Harder this time. I could feel it. The emotions were raw and powerful. The pain, the pleasure, all of it was the same. We rode each other without any remorse now. Looking at him freely I wanted him to see my emotions as well.

I could tell he was at his own ending soon. We were only lasting this long after so long due to the prior orgasms we gave one another before. My release hit me suddenly. He felt it to as he began to jackhammer his throbbing organ into my pulsating walls. I felt him cum hard, spraying me deeply as he pushed the last bit of himself deep inside. I felt myself tighten around him with such force that I finally broke and cried. Getting up and off of me he pulled his pants back on and walked out. I turned over and cried more. The things we do for those we love.