Puffgirl1952 the 2nd: that won't be for a bit but he will get hit pretty badly.

damonika2009: to what another review said, if you've known someone for a long stretch of time its hard to take the word of a lover, wife or not over that person that's been there from the start. He's having that issue.

kera69love: there is more painful moments to come but things will hit a breaking point where all three, usa, mamo and rei will have that 'aha' moment and things will come full around.

Nettles: cutie, though I usually try to update Sundays, if not Mondays depending on where I am but mostly Sundays.

Guest (1): thanks.

Desertchik: trust me when I say that sex scene was odd to write out but it fit the tone and mood for the both so well. both are in and will be in that state of mind for a hot minute due to the pain and anger but it will dissolve into more passionate encounters.

Guest (2): he sees Rei as a sister, he doesn't see seiya as Usa's brother as Seiya and Usagi have one of those unique friendships where he acts flirty but its just a part of his personality. My dad's GF is similar. He got jealous at one time but that's another story, point being if you see someone being friendly flirty you still see it as nothing but flirty and it can place doubt in your mind if you DON'T confront the issue. He didn't, he listened to Rei.

Upset: Rei wouldn't have a reason to do so nor would she have any access to do so. So no to answer that theory.

Guest (3): he does need to suffer but the blow he will receive will alter his world completely. He'll be turned upside down and won't know what to do for a moment.

phillynz: no no extra love interest. There's already enough drama going on.

SMSM92: true, the happiness will be not broken but interrupted. I'm glad you're getting the emotions that are impacting everyone. Even the technical sub characters feel for both of the characters in their own right and wish for the truth to not only be revealed but to be understood and let it correct how things are.

Guest (4): Rei has him so wrapped around her finger he thinks nothing but lies will come from her but the more he's with her the more he wants to look further into it and wonder himself.

OrientalDanceGirl: he is, and will. The more he questions it the more doubt will form and the more he will wonder and figure things out.

Witchoftheforest: that confrontation will be happening just not yet.

Silverfaerie91: yes there will be more sex to come. Lol

Scarlettwoman91: lol okay!

Minniemousechick: more hot and steamy sex coming all of your guys way. ;)

Wow 16 reviews! Awesome! Got some family stuff coming up in this one so hopefully it gives a more toned feel to the heavy drama going on. please read and review!

The ties that bind ch.5

Usagi POV

I honestly didn't think Chibi Usa would take her new father so well. It was like 'okay great I have a dad now'. I think it was due to her innocent age. She was very accepting of new things as long as I was. I had to be accepting of this but she read it as okay so ergo she accepted him. Our excuse for his not being able to see her was weak at best but she was still so young that it didn't make a difference.

I was however grateful that she didn't question his absence too much. He kept diverting her interest into what she liked to talk about. Though I think in part that had more to do with his constant attentions on her these past few days. The weekend gave us a lot of time to have together as a family and the illusion was what I was terrified of as much as I was happy about having it.

On one hand, I loved the pictures I got to take. Some were just to irresistible. One of them started that morning, thankfully I didn't have to work this weekend so it came in handy for me. I made breakfast for everyone and both dug into the eggs and pancakes. I nibbled on a piece of bacon as Mamoru was looking over Chibi Usa's eating habits. So similar to his own he couldn't help but laugh and smile. I took my phone out for a quick photo op.

I kept the pictures secret so that way when this illusion was over with I could have something to print out for Chibi Usa for when she got older. She could look back on them fondly. I had to get something out of this for her besides a broken heart. It was my worst fear. That he would boot us out when he was done with me and NOT try to communicate with Chibi Usa. I could handle the heart break, she was a child she shouldn't have to.

"Mama I'm done." I took her plate she could talk more with Mamoru. Mamoru finished up and without even a response I took it from him. The prompt second nature from our time together. I ignored the sensation of home and family that such a small act gave me. I willed away the feelings as Chibi Usa got ready for a day at the park with Mamoru. He had promised her early this morning if she got up early they could go to the park and play. She had of course jumped out of bed and gotten ready.

So when he came up behind me, hands on my hips I felt comfortable. The natural sensations were soothing and – "Come with us to the park." It wasn't a suggestion. He kissed the nap of my neck lightly before rubbing the spots where his palms were. I closed my eyes trying to get a grip and remind myself that he just wanted me physically. He didn't love me anymore. Swallowing my love for him to avoid tearing up at such a moment I remarked, "I have to clean this up." I was trying to avoid to many family moments together.

Despite how much I treasured and loved them and knew Chibi Usa would treasure and adore them…they were becoming to painful for me to handle. However if this is what Chibi Usa wanted then I would take the heartache in with the good and accept it as it was. I would feel horrendous later on when he discarded me as he so felt but at least now I would have something to look back on positively.

Even if it only hurt us that much worse later on. "I'm not asking." He delicately kissed my head and held me closer for a moment, "You've got five minutes left to clean up." he walked away and I locked my legs in place to gain a grasp onto my nerves. It was all of this stuff that I missed and now that I had it, it was only under the pretense of something completely different. I cleaned up the dishes and soaked the pan before going up to our bedroom.

He had insisted that I share his room so I had to move all of my things into it. Getting some clothes out to wear I was trying to go through this normally yet keep this contract in the back of my head so as NOT to forget what I was truly doing here when I felt am arm around my waist. "I love seeing you bent over like that." he murmured into my ear. I didn't even think about it. I bent over to get a pair of shoes on the floor. "Chibi Usa is expecting the park in a few moments." I tried to convince him we didn't have enough time.

Believe me I wanted him. Badly. There's no one else in this world I have ever wanted more than him. I always would but the emotional heartache was getting stronger. Mamoru leaned back, "Chibi Usa wait down stairs your mother and I will be down in a few." He called out. Before I could snap at him she came into the bedroom, "Mama says I can't yell, it's not proper and we don't want the neighbors to hear." She told him. He smiled, "No neighbors will hear us, to far away so go downstairs and wait." She nodded her head and walked out.

I watched as he walked to the door and closed it before locking it. Deciding to get it over with I began to ask, "So where - " he pulled me into a scorching hot kiss that threw me for a loop. It felt so damned real like it was HIM and NOT this contract that I lost it to. My emotions were demanding something real in all of this. And it was clear now his were to. I nibbled on his lip as he let me gain access into his mouth.

Mamoru POV

This felt to damned good to let the moment go to waste. I didn't care that it was real, I didn't care that I had all of this planned out, I didn't even care that I had her falling for me again. All I cared about was making her mine again…and again…and again. Giving us this – whatever this was going on right now. It felt to right to pass up nor let go. So I picked her up, wrapping her legs around my waist and took her into the bathroom. Less noise to get out to Chibi Usa. I didn't want her coming back up asking questions.

Shutting the door to the bathroom I pushed Usako on the sink as she heaved in breath. I nearly ripped off my t shirt getting it off as she pulled hers over her head. I couldn't help it as I grappled her and pulled her in kissing the daylights from her. She responded eagerly as she started to pull at the buckle on my pants. Making quick work of it then the zipper she jumped off the sink and sunk to her knees.

The first time she sucked me off we were in my car back in high school. She had been so brazen that I hadn't stopped her one bit. Of course I made sure to give back as good as I got so once I made the moving arrangements in the car I ate her out to my heart's content. She came like a rocket that night and now all these years later she still felt comfortable enough to drop to her knees for me. She was after all the next shiest girl in the group next to Ami. Hell even Ami wasn't as shy in some areas that Usako was shy in.

So this was always something that I particularly enjoyed from her. "Kami – sama hai!" I moaned as she pulled him from the confines of my jeans and took him in her mouth. She tried to talk which only resulted in the vibrations being sent straight to – "Oh kami – Usako get up!" fuck! She still had it in her to send me over the cliff to damned fast. I just barely stopped it from happening. I pulled her to stand up and crushed our mouths together.

It wasn't till our breathing became necessary that I ended the kiss and saw the look in her eyes. I was floored. Nothing but pure raw emotion…and it nearly brought me to my knees. I saw so much love and passion in those depths but I also saw fear and sadness. It broke my heart. How did she feel that way in this moment? I pulled her face into mine and asked her, "Why are you so sad?" I saw the 'are you fucking kidding me?' look on her face before she darted out of the bathroom. I had to chuckle.

She always was like a sprinting rabbit. "Usako." I didn't order I merely stated her name. She looked to me, tears in her eyes. "I wished that this was different." She finally got out. Her emotions choking her vocals. She never could talk well when she was emotional. I looked and saw the raw emotions still there. This was real, "I never stopped loving you or wanting you yet you never gave more than little credit my way when it came to all that bullshit years ago." I damn near rolled my eyes.

Before I could nail her for trying to lie again I saw the look in her eyes and I faltered. She was in too much emotion anguish to lie. She never could under duress. But if that was true then how did I not see it years ago? Then that wouldn't mean that – no Rei said she saw it. Usako just wasn't under duress back then…right? I didn't know what to say to make this better so I did what felt right. I want up to her and kissed her gently. Sweetly until she gave in as I did.

I picked her up and pulled her back into the bathroom. Placing her back on the sink I tackled her own shorts and yanked them off and down her legs before placing her butt right at the edge of the sink. I didn't want her to slip in and get the faucet handles dug into her back. She gripped onto me, her arms wrapping themselves around my back and neck as I nearly ripped her panties off before shoving myself into her. I closed my eyes for but a moment before I began to thrust inside of her.

She pulled my belt from my jeans and before I could question it she looped the belt in half and put it between her teeth. She wanted to avoid further noise and was well aware of her vocals. I watched as I pumped into her. The expressions changing on her face with my belt in her mouth was incredible to see. Had I had any I would have been drooling at the sight she made. I slammed into her a few more times enjoying the ride and sight she gave off when I felt her coming already around me.

Feeling very manly at that moment I pulled her from the sink and into the bedroom. Chibi Usa wouldn't hear anything. I laid her on the bed and pulled from her, my wet cock dangling with her juices as I heaved a breath in. "So not the time to play hard to get." She murmured. I leaned back before flipping her over on her stomach. I knew I confused her it had been a very long time since I had taken her this way.

Last time was a week before she cheated. I had been secret wanting to have that position for weeks and when she gave in without a word of protest I was damn near squealing. Damn near. I was a happy man that week…until the rest happened. So doing this was to give us a good ending to an otherwise odd week. I hauled her up against me, kneeling on the bed as I had her in a doggie style position. I smoothed my hand over her back and caressed her firm butt. My cock dripping for more now.

"Please I need you…" she begged. I loved her begging. "Usako…" I leaned in and rammed myself into her from behind. Making her clench with her teeth on the belt before it could fall out of her mouth as I took her repeatedly. "You have no idea how much I love being inside of you." I admitted, pulling back out only to push back in. I grinded my pelvis into her as much as I could before pulling back out again. The sensations were to incredible.

If I didn't have her cum soon I was going to go insane. I licked my suddenly dry lips and looked down at her. Her arching back, her sweat slickened skin…even her smooth firm ass was making me harder than before. "Take me." were the words breathed out so filthily from her mouth that I felt pre-cum dripping from the tip of me. I wanted to explode and I hadn't even made her cum yet. This was something I needed to rectify.

I brushed the tip of my cock back and forth against her heat, her butt trying to scoot back and take my length into her. "Oh kami!" she moaned and dropped her shoulders. A sigh of submissiveness I knew as she was surrendering herself whole to me. It made the primal alpha male within me lurch out and take hold. I pressed myself all the way, deep down inside of her till my balls were resting gently at her clit.

I hadn't been this painfully aroused since we were married. That's how good and real this felt and I couldn't bear the thought of giving it up. I lost my sense of control and began to pound into her thrust for thrust until there was nothing left but the two of us. I couldn't help but grunt at every turn, every sensation she brought forth by either clenching around me or some sound by her throat had me ready to cum already.

I could feel her trying to gain momentum. I already had things in place, if she changed the rhythm I wouldn't be able to last much longer. I wasn't releasing myself till she had cum. So I pressed her back down in the bed destroying her grip on any semblance of control she had gained, "Mamo – chan please!" she begged. For what I wasn't sure of but I knew I had to keep her down or risk ruining this for us both. "Your mine." I growled, lowering my head to her neck indicating how much business I meant.

I knew my words were confusing to her now but she would get it later on. "I was never anyone else's." was her response. The naked emotion and love in her voice got to me. I faltered. Rei's words confusing me now as I tried to think. Usako pulled me from my musings when she clenched around me so tightly I almost came on the spot. I slammed a fist into the bed trying to regain that sense of power. I grunted from the force before she wiggled her butt at me, "Please Mamo – chan more." She begged.

Usagi POV

The sensations were confounding. I felt so full and in need of him it was ridiculous. I clenched to gain a little bit of power but that only resulted in his responsive need for his control back. The sensations he was creating within me were so powerful I hadn't felt it since before we split all those years ago. I needed to have all of my husband back, even if only temporary. I shoved my hips back as I craved his loose of control with me.

I looked back and saw the flashes of desire and love in his features. I let him see them in mine as well before he thrust back inside. His body demanding my own to give up the power I had left and let him dominate me. I felt the overwhelming urge to see what he could do with all of it so I let go. I shoved my ass back at him, a provocative gesture that I knew was sure to rile him up, "Please!" I begged even though at this point I had taken charge once more and he didn't even know it.

He seemed pretty happy to comply when he slammed into me harder from behind while grasping at my breast from the front. He started to grunt louder and his cock began to hit my insides so deeply that it was near painful with all the pleasure I could want. I tried to reach back and hold his hips in place against me but he simply held my wrists down against the bedding as he continued to slam himself into me. A dominant gesture that had me on the edge of orgasm, "Oh kami!" I moaned.

I couldn't hold out anymore, I came harder than I had in a long while as he shouted out his own release. The belt fell from my mouth but I didn't scream out my climax. I was orgasming too hard to scream…at least that's how it felt. So when we both came down and I got turned over he leaned in and kissed me. Deeply. Sweetly. When we parted there was nothing but true love between us and I know it did something to Mamoru. He nearly flung himself from me and said, "We should get going." Before leaving for the closet for new clothes.

I didn't argue, too tired to do so as I complied with what he said and got dressed. Going down stairs I saw Chibi Usa playing with her favored toy. A cat shaped stuffed head. For some odd reason she adored that stuffed animals head. "Hey ready to go?" I asked her, "Yey!" she was definitely excited as she jumped off the couch and into my arms. "Mama?" she asked, "Hai?" I replied, "Why were you and daddy moaning so weirdly?" I blushed and froze.

"Your mother and I were enjoying adult time together. When you're our age you'll understand." Mamoru commented. "Now let's go to the park." Chibi Usa agreed before she could think twice on his response. I didn't say anything and followed. The day that commenced was wonderful and for the next several hours I forgot about the contract. I forgot about all of the problems I just enjoyed the family outing.

It was so beautiful and pure that I couldn't help but let go of everything that had happened. It was as if the last few years hadn't happened and we were in some strange Groundhog Day of the future where we were happy and carefree. I took so many pictures that I was running out of storage space on my phone so I began to go through them and deleted the blurred images I had caught instead, "Hey…" Mamoru came up behind me.

His arms wrapped around my waist from behind as I relished the feeling. So comfortable that I couldn't fathom anyone else touching me in even such a simple way. "Hey…" I responded, deleting more pictures. There were several blurry ones but so many more good photos that I knew we could fill up an album on today alone. That made me happy. Chibi Usa would get to have her own album after this and remember the good times.

"I like that one." he pointed out. I looked and saw what he meant. It was one of the few times I gave him my phone to take pictures from. He captured me and Chibi Usa eating ice cream together. Smiles all around, "That one is for the living room." he surmised and I couldn't help the ecstatic feeling I had. He wanted a memory of his own of both of us. I nearly wept until Chibi Usa came up to us, "Mama! Mama!" she yelped out. Cheer in her voice. I looked down to see a smidge of dirt on her face.

"What is it?" I asked, temped to wipe the dirt off, "Can I borrow your phone?" I had leant it to her multiple times for the kid games I had on there for her so I knew she wouldn't break it. She wouldn't dare let anything ruin her game scores by dropping it. Handing it to her she took off. Presumably to take a picture of the next bizarre thing to catch her attention. "She's a lot like you. Smart and curious as a kitten." I couldn't refute it as I smiled. His hand reached up and pulled my face into his for a romantic kiss that I felt like melting under.

Then I saw a flash and looked over to find Chibi Usa with my phone. "Gotcha!" she giggling hysterically before giving my phone back and taking off, "We better get going." Mamoru said as I looked at the photo. We looked so happy and in love that my smile faltered. It wasn't real and he made sure of that before the moment was done with that it was known how much this really wasn't for me but for him.

Gathering my strength I found him giving her a piggy back ride and took her back to the car whereas I cleared up what we had brought with us and packed it in the car as Mamoru drove us back to his house. Knowing I had a later shift for work I left the two alone at home and grabbed my waitressing uniform. I looked it up on my phone and found that my work was within walking distance to the bus so I walked to the bus stop.

All the way there I kept thinking about the days that had gone by. The family times. The sex. I had to keep myself from reacting as I remembered our last bought and forced the thoughts away as they were beginning to make me wet. This was only temporary until I could get enough money together which was hopefully before he kicked us out. I played by his game and his rules and found myself falling for the ass and wishing we had always been this happy.

I felt my eyes begin to water wanting that so badly and wishing it was real to the point that I was becoming ill. My stomach churned and I felt like throwing up. I pulled the window down and felt the cooler breeze against my face. It helped a bit in the nausea department as I collected my thoughts from the day and shoved them away to present my ever happy smile to patrons as I exited the bus, and walked the few blocks to enter my job.

"Usagi – chan hurry up! The bosses boss is here to see how were doing!" one of my co-workers said as she rushed past me. Grateful for a distraction from my home problems I happily helped customers out and stayed on the floor to talk orders in order to also avoid the bosses boss. He was a burly balding man that read 'I'll throw anyone under the bus that does something I don't like'. Its why we stayed away from him.

My day went by relatively normal at that point. A patron grabbed my butt which was still tender so after I winced I made sure to avoid such interactions for the remainder of the day. The bosses boss eventually left once he gave us a lecture on how to do our jobs better. I had wanted to ask how he would know anything about being a waitress but my boss gave me the 'don't even breath out of turn' look before his boss left.

"So planning a nice night in?" my co-worker asked as we were closing up, "Something like that. I've got to see how Chibi Usa is. Make sure she ate dinner before a proper bath then bed." I tell her. "Okay well see you tomorrow." She waived as I walked to the bus stop. I texted Mamoru on the time I'd be back but no response. Hoping he was just with Chibi Usa I told myself to remain calm till I got back.

The bus ride back was nerve racking as I bit my lip hoping things were okay. So once I was dropped off and walked the rest of the way to the large house I used the key to open up and found the place in slight shambles, "Mamo – chan? Chibi Usa?" I called out. I saw movement in the corner and found Mamoru picking up a few dolls…Chibi Usa's dolls. I arched a brow as he spoke, "I tried to make dinner but she wouldn't eat what I gave her." he pointed to the chicken nuggets on the table.

"I had to take her to a fast food place that served what she wanted. Then she was taking her bath and water kept getting on the floor." he turned around to show me his wet back, "Let me guess you took a hit to the floor?" I asked, laughter ready to bubble up at the disheveled state he was in. Clearly not used to taking care of a child. "I slipped from the water she splashed out. Then she wouldn't stay in bed - " he turned to me looking frazzled, "Why won't she stay in bed?" he asked me with a pleading expression.

The sheer desperation had me giggling a bit, "She loves chicken nuggets. She knows not to splash water from the tub but she is in a new place and therefore has no ground rules set for her to follow. We both should have done that so that's on us both. As for the bed time, she has problems sleeping without Luna P." I walked over and found the cat head pillow. "It's her favorite." I walked away and up the stairs hearing him follow behind me as I reached her room. I peaked inside and found her sleeping restlessly inside.

Tip toing further in I slipped the pillow by her and watched as she felt it on her skin and snatched it to her and fell into a deeper more peace filled slumber. I smiled and quietly walked out and down to the living room as I saw Mamoru taking his tie off. I didn't think anything of it really, "Mamoru she's asleep now. Just needed her pillow." and from what I gathered from him she would have a deep sleep to.

"So she won't hear us?" he clarified. I looked up, "Nani?" I asked. Then I saw the way he was holding his tie. I couldn't help but wonder as I bite my lip. "What I want from you is obedience." He ordered. If I wasn't so turned on by the tone in his voice I would have protested immediately to his order. Instead I gulped and licked my lips. "My obedience?" I questioned rising from my seat on the couch.

Pulling his tie fully from around his neck he takes my wrists and places the tie around them, "What are you doing?" I asked, wondering what this was about. He had never tried something like this on me before. Not that I had anything against S&M but did he even know how it worked? I wondered. I was curious to but I didn't want to be the first one to ask. Who knows what he's done to what women… "Since when are you into the vanilla version of S&M?" okay I lied I needed to know.

He got up into my personal space and breathed against my lips, "I always have been I just didn't want to scare you off when we were together but now that were in this nice little arrangement I will get what I always wanted from you." he told me. It was an odd mixture of having an ice bucket thrown on you and having someone that you desired and desired you tell you one of their deep dark fantasies about you and you can't help but be turned on. Like I said weird and a bit convoluting to say the least.

He pulled me up against his own form, spinning my body until my back was to his front, "Walk around the couch, turn around and then face me." He ordered as I slowly did as he asked. I walked around the couch and turn so my back was to the back of the couch as he followed. He leaned in and kissed me deeply before retreating and turning me around. Once again my back was to his front as he pushed my upper body forward, his hand on my upper back, "Spread your legs." He ordered.

I did as commanded and spread my legs apart, well at least as far apart as I could in my waitressing uniform. His hands traveled from my back to my sides as they travel lower caressing my rear before reaching the edges of my waitressing uniform, grabbing the edges and gently pulling them up to reveal my panties underneath forming a belt of sorts around my hips. I was still bent over the back of the couch, my rear poking out.

Mamoru POV

"Kami Usagi I…" I bit my lip to prevent my next words from coming out as I almost admitted to her that I missed her. She didn't need to know that there is a small part of her that still held power over me. So I slapped her rear again in retaliation even though she didn't know that's what that was for. She moaned at the sensation and even jiggle her hips a little bit. Her tight little rear dancing nicely in front of me, especially as I grasped her hips and move forward grinding her against my pant covered cock that was now pressed against her.

I moved one hand hooking my finger into the edge of her panties before yanking them down her hips exposing her flesh to my gaze. I can see where she was still red from where I had slapped her rear. My hand reach down between her legs and kept feeling the wetness she was leaking out, "Kami…" I heard her whimper and low tones. Probably hoping that I wouldn't hear her admission. I felt like toying with her a bit.

I leaned forward, my front to her backside as she was still in bent down so that my lips were right by her right ear and said, "Repeat that." I ordered. She stiffened slightly so I ground my pant covered cock against her backside, "Repeat or I leave you hanging and take care of only myself." I threatened her. I weaved my hand into one of her pigtails and pull back just enough so that it was on the cusp between pleasure and pain.

"Kami!" She Moaned out. I grinned enjoying the power I held over her now, at least for the sex portion of this arrangement. So I ordered, "Tell me you want this! Tell me need this!" I ground my hardening member against hers for a definitive proof that if she wanted this she was going to have to beg for it. When she kept silent I took it as an act of defiance and pull harder on her hair, "Say it!" I ordered again.

"Oh kami!" I knew she wouldn't be able to help herself. In the end I know she was enjoying this just as much as I was, she was just trying to avoid admitting to it. I pushed her panties down her legs until they were too far apart to push further…part of me wanted to rip them off but that would require more effort rather than to just slip into her now. I un-buckled and unzipped myself and watched as my own hard length sprang free of its confinement.

I was hard and aching to be inside of her. Guiding him in and make sure she was spread openly enough to receive him. With my positioning right I thrust forward the rest of the way and felt her hot, tight walls closing in around him like the tightest and hottest glove in the world. I couldn't help but groan out loud as her walls quivered and clenched around my hardness. I slapped her rear out of the slightest bit of aggravation I felt for her being able to still have that tiny bit of power over me.

Besides it's not like she disliked it, I knew those moans were more pleasure than pain. I began a series of short and hard thrusts that made the couch move with such ease that we could both hear the legs against the hardwood floor of the living room. The one and only rug, not associated with the door mat, was underneath the coffee table. She gripped the edges of the cloth covered couch with determination as she did her best to counter my thrusts with her own. I couldn't help but moan out at the action.

With what sounded like irritation in her voice I heard her say, "Don't tell me you're giving in now… I was just getting started." That's all it took for me to glare at her darkly before grabbing a pigtail and yanking just hard enough on it for her to arch her back towards me. I felt like a lion that just tamed his lioness. Her back was arched like that of a cat as I entered her once more with more determination than before.

I was in charge of this not her. I pushed in her till she stood up in her tip toes and gave a pleasured cry. I could feel the pleasure so intense that my knees felt like buckling. I raised myself up on my own tip toes within my shoes and pushed even deeper within her. My thrusts were strong and hard as I plowed into her from behind. Her core was tight around my length as I continued to push deeply into her.

Usagi POV

I couldn't believe how good this felt. Even when we were married I don't recall him having wanted to do this. It was new, invigorating, and exciting…and for these precious few moments that we had it was pure unadulterated bliss. I widen my legs for them to accept more of him into my keep. He was so large and thick but I wondered even now how he was able to fit all of himself within me.

I felt so full yet on every retreat I longed for his return back within me. With my hands bound and me bent over the couch spread open wide for him I felt wonton and exposed and yet I have never felt more safe and happy as I did now. I just hope that the illusion would last even after we were done. I felt my walls tightening around him even as his thrusts and the jerk of his hips within me had me mewling for more.

"Please!" I begged him. I felt like I was on fire with lust and passion. It was singing through my veins with a burning need to consume him…for me to be consumed by him. Love was there to but it was buried under darker emotions. The need was overwhelming. It had me shaking with desire to cum and make him cum with me. I cried out with passion in a voice that even I didn't recognize. It sounded so wonton and needy.

I hadn't heard that even before all of this. I had been vocal before but this was something new that I couldn't help but feel like letting my inhibitions go. I tried to reach around back but was unable to as I was still bound, "Mamo-chan please!" I begged him to remove the binding so I could touch him properly. I was fucked from getting my feelings involved. I cried in pleasure and agony knowing that whatever need to hate him I felt was gone.

I missed him so damned badly my heart ached for his mere existence in my life. This is what I feared the most out of this contract. Losing my being to him again. I felt my walls tighten around him again as I felt my orgasm explode. I let out a scream that I was sure woke anyone within a mile radius. I heard his guttural cry of pleasure as he slammed himself into me until all I could see were stars.

I felt his seed spray my insides, coating them. My body didn't want to come down off the high it was on. I felt frozen in my arched position until my body slowly fell backwards into his grasp, "We need to repeat that…" his words were slow and hypnotic. I agreed. We slowly moved from the couch before I lost my footing. He caught me and carried me bridal style upstairs to the bed we were sharing.

He lowered first me then himself before pulling the covers over us, "I need to check on Chibi Usa…" I muttered sleepily. "I'll go check on her in a moment." I heard him mutter before I passed out. Call it the recent stress coupled with all the sex, either way I was knocked out. When I woke up I found him staring at me and for just the briefest of moments I saw him. My husband. My lover. The man I loved beyond life. He saw me and we had that moment.

It was however very brief as it ended shortly after, "Chibi Usa wants her special pancakes made." He remarked. I couldn't help but giggle at that. Chibi Usa had a bizarre thing for carrot pancakes and I apparently made them just right. I got up and noticed that his eyes were on me. "Didn't know you were a pervert." I joked getting dressed. He came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

It felt so simple and perfect and easy that I couldn't help but let my guard down. I leaned back into him and allowed myself this beautifully intimate moment. Then just as suddenly it was gone as he was. Having abruptly left the room therefore leaving me to figure out what he was thinking and why he left. I grabbed my clothes for lounging, some jeans and a tank top as I was to used to being on the go with our daughter.

Mamoru POV

What the hell was that?! Why the hell am I acting so intimate with her? And not sex intimate but simple moment intimate. That sometimes felt more precious than anything but no I shouldn't be so familiar with her. Its making ME want more than what I wanted in the contract. I huffed going downstairs having passed by Chibi Usa's room along the way ensuring she was still passed out before going into my study.

I loved that little girl. More than life. I missed the time I lost with her and asked myself not for the first time if I should have just forgiven Usako for her actions those years ago. And then something kept bugging me. I knew what it was. My doubt over her lies and Rei's words were muddling themselves in my head. Usako had looked so straight faced when telling me recently that nothing had happened that I almost believed her.

But it couldn't be true…right? Rei said she saw her and Seiya in the act. Fucking one another's brains out. The description alone was enough to make me nauseous. And Rei wouldn't lie to me…right? I was suddenly struck with a HIGHLY painful notion. "What if she was telling the truth?" I muttered to myself. Maybe Rei saw one of those 'wrong place wrong moment' moments and told me that then. I shook my head. I was trying to find a logical excuse for accepting my love back in.

Shutting that train of thought off I instead focused on work and realized I needed my laptop in my office at work to complete this. I looked at the clock and found myself needing some air so I decided to go to my office at work to redact the paperwork and modify it for the board members, "Can't let them read my bad handwriting." So I grabbed up my papers and left the house, making sure to leave a note for Usako.

Once I got to work I heard from Rei, "So how's the business abroad treating you?" I asked her, "Wonderful I'll be able to keep the shrine open for another few years. I just got a large donation from a great respectable business man." she was thrilled. I was tempted to tell her about the contract but knew she was having an emotional high from NOT losing her grandfather's temple, she was trying to keep it in the family.

"So how are things over there?" I smiled thinking back on moments with Usako…and since when did I not care that I was calling her Usako again? "Well." I told her, "I got a chance to spend time with Chibi Usa…she such a good girl. Well behaved." I couldn't help but gloat even as I pulled out my own phone and sent her a picture of Chibi Usa. "Sending. She's so adorable and sweet." I stated looking at the goofy image. I couldn't help but tear up a bit at seeing my daughter looking so playful in the dirt that day.

The other end of the phone went silent for a moment, "She looks like Usagi." was the response I received. "Hai…she does but still so adorable." I stated in earnest. "Does this mean you saw her again?" she asked, I couldn't help but notate the malice with her voice. I sighed, "Kind of had to." I admitted. "Mamoru…perhaps you should have considered an alternative." She mentioned, "And what would that be?" I asked.

"Well since she looks so much like Usagi maybe letting go of that part of your life would be for the best." I couldn't believe my ears. "Are you serious?" I asked. "It's just a suggestion." She back tracked. I could never let Chibi Usa go. She was the purest thing between Usagi and I and so innocent to everything still. "Well its not a good one." I tell her. After a few moments of silence she says, "Maybe when I get back we can go for drinks?" she asked hopeful.

Something told me not to, that it would be a mistake to take her up on her offer. Then I asked myself why it would be such a mistake to go out with my best friend once she gets back. "Hai, I could use one." I tell her. "Great I'll pick you up when I get back." She stated chirpily before ending the call. I hung up my end and wondered why I had this sense of dread building up in my gut. I wondered why.