Chapter 4
Hey guys how are ya'll doing? So here is chapter 4 :) I still don't know how long this story is going to be but I don't think that it will pass the 20 chapters. I do not own any of the twilight characters but I do own the ones that I have created. Well with that said I will leave you guys to the chapter. Enjoy!
I got out of Carlisle's office and went downstairs.
"Momma! Look a piano." Ness said.
Everyone turned to look at me.
"Yea Ness. It's a piano." I said.
"Can you play something?" Ness asked.
"Um I'm...not sure Ness." I said.
"You play?" Esme said appearing in front of me.
I jumped a little. "Yea I do." I said.
"Play something for Ness." Emmett said.
"Yea play something." Rosalie said.
I cleared my throat. "Um..okay." I said going to sit on the bench that was in front of the black piano.
Nessie came to sit next to me.
I looked down at her.
Nessie turned to look at me and smiled, which caused me to smile.
I looked down at the keys and sighed. A song had been playing around my head for four months now, and I have tried to compose it but I only have half of it.
I started to play the lullaby. It had all started that night four months ago when I had seen a baby girl's birth, and now I don't think I can even live without her. I made it to the middle of the lullaby, and the rest of the song came as I looked down at Nessie. I finished playing it and reminded myself that I needed to write it down.
"That was beautiful." Esme said.
I smiled. "Thank you. It's called Renesmee's lullaby." I told her.
"It's for me?" Nessie asked.
I smiled and hugged her. "Yes. It's for my little Ness." I told her.
Nessie hugged me back.
"Have you composed other songs?" Carlisle asked.
I nodded. "I composed one for my parents." I said.
"Can you play it?" Alice asked coming to sit on my left.
I smiled. "Sure." I said as I let go off Renesmee.
"Can I play it momma?' Nessie asked.
I smiled. "Sure." I told her.
Nessie started to play the song I had composed for my parents. Her small hands moving professionally on the keys.
I smiled as I saw her play. I turned to look at Alice and she smiled.
Nessie finished playing the song.
"Very good Nessie." Esme said.
"Thank you grandma." Nessie said.
"Where did you learn how to play?" Rosalie asked.
"Momma has been teaching me. She bought me a small piano and that's where she taught me." Nessie said.
"You're learning quickly Ness." Emmett said.
Ness smiled and nodded.
"Hope to hear you play again soon." Jasper said.
"I will. Momma is teaching me another song." Nessie said.
"Who was playing my piano?!" Edward asked coming into the living room.
"Edward." Esme said.
"We didn't think you would mind son." Carlisle said.
"I wouldnt mind if it was anyone else." Edward said.
I hugged Nessie.
It wasn't fair for her.
"Son. Calm down. It's not her fault." Carlisle said.
"It's all her fault! I can't take it anymore! It's her fault that Bella left! Bella left me and didn't say a word!" Edward yelled.
"Momma!" Nessie said as she started to cry.
"Shh, its okay Ness." I said as I hugged her and tried to help her calm down.
"Momma?! She is not your mother! And she will never will be!" Edward said as he came to try to take Nessie away from me.
I didn't let her go, and tried to push Edward away.
"Edward stop. You're going to hurt them." Esme said.
Jasper and Emmett came to grab Edward.
"Why is he saying that momma?" Nessie asked.
I sighed. "Some people made him mad and I didn't know that your father doesn't like anyone playing his piano. He didn't mean anything that he said. " I told her as I looked at Edward.
Man he looked pissed.
"Edward can I have a word with you?" I asked.
Edward sighed and swallowed. Then he ran outside.
"Stay with grandma and grandpa. Okay? I'll be back in a little bit." I told Nessie.
Nessie nodded.
I stood up and sighed. I walked outside human speed and Edward turned around. "Let's go for a little walk." I told him.
He nodded.
We walked to the woods a good distance , well until we thought nobody else could hear us.
"What is your problem, Edward?" I asked.
He sighed. "What do you mean?" He asked.
"Why do you treat Ness like that? Like everything is her fault?" I asked.
"Because it is." He said.
I shook my head. "It's not. Bella left because she wanted to. She was alive and she knew what she was doing. If you want someone to blame, then blame me." I said.
"You? Why you?" He asked.
"Because I was the last person she spoke to. Because I couldn't stop her from leaving. Because I just came to save her and then she left." I told him.
"That's not your fault." Edward said putting a hand on my shoulder.
"It's not Nessie's fault either. Look you haven't been part of your daughter's life since that day and believe me it hurts her. You don't even know that she could die one day." I told him.
"She could die?" He asked.
I nodded. "Ness is more human than vampire. I don't know how long she's going to live, but I want to propose you something ." I told him .
"What?" He asked.
"I want you to be a part of her life. Just as long as she is alive so she can feel loved by her parents just like any other child does. After that you can even kill me yourself ." I told him.
"You love her that much?" He asked.
I nodded. "She means that much to me. She has given me the opportunity to feel how being a mother is. I love her that much that I would even give my life for her. That's why I give her what she wants because she deserves it and because I don't know how much longer she is going to be here." I told him.
Edward sighed. "Okay. For as long as she lives we are going to be a family of three. We're going to be the family that she deserves." He said.
My heart skipped a beat. My Ness was finally going to be a very happy girl.
I smiled. "Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!" I said as I jumped and hugged him tightly.
Edward chuckled and hugged me against him also.
Then we fell to the floor.
Okay guys that is it for this chapter :) next chapter I think that it might be Edward's pov if not then ill make t chapter 6. So what do you guys think of Edward? What did you guys think if this chapter? Let me know by reviewing :) thank you for reading. Until next time!