John

by tayterchip

You all know John Brown. Sweet innocent John What if he's not so sweet and innocent? What dark secrets lie in John's past? Who is he really? Will S.P.R ever really know him? Did John know Naru's identity from the start? Does he have powers? Or is he (was he) just a normal Australian priest? Why did John never mention his twin sister? Thank you for reading

12. Chapter 11

So this chapter is a continuation of the last chapter and it takes place on the astral plane so a lot of it is going to be in regular text. Um there is some language in this chapter just a warning .*

Joey POV

John has changed a lot. I don't want him to have to go through this and Mai should not have to see this. I don't think John wants her to see this.

I can't do anything about it though! I can't stop this.

John doesn't need to see this again. It broke him. I broke him. All I ever tried to do was protect him, but I'm the one that broke him. I watched him fall apart after I died. I watched him try to save me by bandaging my wrists I shouldn't have took those pills. I would still be with him if I hadn't of took those pills. It's my fault.

"Joey? Are you alright?" John asked me with a frown.

"Yea I'm fine." I said smiling at him and Mai, who looked like she didn't believe me.

"Liar." John mumbled.

"What?" I asked in shock.

"Liar, I called you a liar Joey! You're not fine! I'm not fine! We're all not fine! Dammit all to hell! I just want to wake up and I don't want Mai to have to watch my past like a sad fucking movie! She shouldn't have to it's not fair to her! And we're just sitting here! I want to wake up and make sure my sisters are okay! So what's wrong? Don't even try lying Joey it was never your strong suit. So tell me!" John yelled leaving me speechless, Mai and Gene looked just as shocked.

Mai POV

I've never heard John talk like this. He doesn't look like the John I know. He looks completely shattered and angry.

If I remember correctly Joey committed suicide by slitting his wrists and overdosing and John found him.

Is that why he snapped? John said it happened when he was fifteen so that was eight years ago? Yeah I think so.

"Mai pay attention the scenes changing" Gene said snapping his fingers in front of me.

"Gene? What am I about to see?" I whispered.

"I think we are about to see the day Joey committed suicide" Gene whispered in my ear looking towards the two brothers in front of us.

" John I'm sorry. I know you don't want to see this but I'm here for you" I said walking up and hugging him.

"Thank you Mai. It means a lot" John said smiling a genuine smile.

"I'm just sorry you have to see this" he said looking down at his feet.