After that night Bellamy and Raven were doing better. Bellamy had a few long shifts and while he was away Raven busied herself, she wanted to stay busy so she wouldn't have time to dwell. She scrubbed their house from floor to ceiling. She colour coded her clothes. She alphabetized her books. She baked. Well burnt. Bellamy was more the cook.
But damn did she keep busy. She even went and visited Clarke and Lexa like she'd been promising for weeks. And she and Bellamy started having sex again, which she enjoyed immensely and she could tell he was relieved when she first made advances on him.
Things were good for a while.
But Raven often felt herself slipping into the darkness. She would just get so overwhelmed, her emotions in a disarray, her sleep restless. Her nights were still littered with unpleasant dreams and Bellamy still awoke to screaming, and he still held her while she calmed down afterward.
He worried about her being alone when he worked the night shift, and constantly feared he'd come home to a lifeless body. He trusted Raven, but he knew this depression was overwhelming her and he worried she might lose the battle one day and it made his heart ache to think about it.
So, desperate for solution he brought his girlfriend home a particularly special gift one night.
He arrived to find her curled on their couch, wearing a pair of his boxers and one of his hoodies, her hair pulled into a messy top knot. She was wrapped in a blanket and listening to the radio, her expression blank.
"Hey baby." Bellamy greeted her, setting the card box he was carrying on the floor and sinking onto the couch beside her. "Hey." She greeted him, summoning a smile. It was a pale comparison to her usual one but Bellamy appreciated the effort.
"What's in the box, and why does it have air holes?" She asked him interestedly, her brow furrowing in confusion.
"Oh, that box? That's for you." Bellamy informed her nonchalantly, leaning back to watch as she excitedly retrieved it.
"Oh my god it's a cat!" Raven exclaimed in excitement, lifting a fat tabby cat out of the box. "Oh, he's perfect."
She cuddled the cat to her chin as she climbed back onto the couch. Bellamy ruffled its ears and smiled, pleased to see how friendly and immediately cuddly it was.
"I'm gonna call him Bubbles." Raven decided, later that evening as they were eating noodles and laying on their bed with recently named cat between them.
"Good name." Bellamy approved, forking in the last of Ravens noodles on top of his own dinner.
"I wonder, how could I reward you for such a wonderful surprise?" Raven teased, her eyes sparkling with mischief, looking more alive than she had in weeks.
"Oh, well please allow me to write you a list." Bellamy replied with a smirk, shoving the dishes out of their bed and pulling a pillow under his head.
Raven screwed up her noise and hit him lightly with her own pillow, causing Bubbles to scamper from the room rather conveniently.
"Or, you could forget this list of yours and I could suck your dick?" She suggested hopefully, licking her lips seductively.
"If I ever don't say yes to that, please just shoot me." Bellamy chuckled, tossing her pillow back at her.
"It's a deal." She agreed, rolling over and pressing her lips to his. "Get rid of those pants sucker or your deals going out the window." She murmured into his mouth, her own hot and wet again this.
"Yes mam." Bellamy saluted, cupping her face momentarily to kiss her back, deep, and sweet before hastening to do away with his clothing.
Once her boyfriend had removed his trousers in preparation for her she shuffled down the bed, her dead leg making it a bit more difficult than it should be.
"Mmhhmm." She moaned, taking Bellamy's thick manhood in her hand, his length extending far beyond her small fist. She pumped him bout and down a few times, getting his semi hardon to swell to the fully erect and super impressive cock that it was. She pulled herself atop Bellamy, lying on his thigh, her breasts pushed up around her chin as she licked the shaft of Bellamy's cock.
Slowly, gently, she licked and sucked at it, working him into an impatient mess before she wrapped her lips around the tip and swallowed as much as she could. It didn't help that she had to hold the cock, leaning it in her direction so she could insert it into her wet mouth.
Bellamy groaned and panted as she sucked him, her small throat bulging with his size inside her, her hands cupping and gently stroking his balls as she sucked at him earnestly. She worked his shaft with her hands whilst her wet tongue devoured the sensitive tip and half his shaft.
"I'm gonna cum." Bellamy panted, clutching the sides of the bed as Raven pleasured his throbbing organ. Raven appreciated his warning, pulling her mouth away and pumping his cock steadily as his body jerked suddenly and a thick spurt of semen shot into the air. Raven kept stroking and caressing his manhood as he unloaded ropes and ropes of semen into his abdomen. As he ran out, a few dribbles oozing out, Raven sucked off his fast-becoming flaccid penis, enjoy his groans of protest as he writhed under the over stimulation.
Once his hardness was entirely dealt with Raven rolled off him so he could go and clean himself, which he only did after giving her his heartfelt thanks and a pinch on the arse.
While Bellamy showered Raven brushed her teeth and went and found her new cat before lying in bed again. She unbuckled her leg brace and chucked it aside, snuggling down in her bed with bubbles on her stomach, his warm weight a comfort to her weary soul.
She truly did love the gift and she wondered if it might really help her out of this rut she was in.
She hoped it would anyhow, coz neither Bubbles or Bellamy deserved to have to deal with her shit. Her thoughts were interrupted by Bellamy's damp arrival, which she greeted cheerfully with a passionate kiss before they settled down to sleep.
"Don't go stealing my girl in the night now, okay Bubbles?" Bellamy scolded, petting the cat before he closed his eyes.
"He couldn't if he tried." Raven assured him sleepily, intertwining her hand with Bellamy's as she drifted to sleep, nothing more comforting than him being beside her in the darkness of the night.