Hello Friends- Okay I made a playlist for Alex and Logan and im weak i lof them

honestly this chapter was supposed to be a break from fluff but boy was i wrong

again thanks for BaffledQueen for being angst and beta for this lol

She saw him approach, and to be honest, she wasn't too happy to see him now. She thought of being nice to him, to gain his trust- then again she'd feel bad that she was earning his trust simply because of a damn task- But was she lying? It was an endless argument of Alex against Alex, or to put it simply, a fucking headache.

Either she continued being snarky towards him and never be associated with him- then again it would probably end up being a bloodbath because of that stupid '15 days' thing. If she was nice though...She could save him the torture and betray his trust in the end, erasing any chances of being close to him again, but he'd be safe. Either solution sucked.

"Alex," There he is.

"Not now, Wal- Logan," She corrected herself and stared at him. "We need to talk. Now," Logan sat down and leaned forward. She sighed and propped her arms on the table she was sitting at.

"I said, not now," She replied, growing more frustrated each time he tried to convince her to talk. She got up and started to walk out the cafeteria, deciding to simply leave it for today. Unfortunately, footsteps following hers showed that Logan was still a persistent little bitch.

"Alex," She walked a bit faster.

"Alexian," Fuck off.

"Lucy."

She stopped and turned around, exhaling slowly.

"No. No, you don't get to call me that ever again," She hissed and glared at him while his shoulders fell, then he frowned.

"Don't look at me like that either. Just fuck off," Alex started to turn around before he grabbed her arms and eyed her for a couple of seconds.

"Why-" She interrupted him and tried to push him away, but he held onto her more forcefully.

"I want answers-" She finally pushed him away and walked back to her room.

"Alex talk to me," She accelerated and crossed her arms, trying to ignore him.

"Alexian please, fucking talk to me," It sounded like his voice cracked at some point. He doesn't actually care, he's just manipulative, just like Rorke.

"Alex-"

"Will you shut the fuck up?" This time her voice cracked, as she was literally breaking inside because of Logan's persistence. It felt like someone was pressing the weight of the world onto her shoulders, just because of him. His face looked like it had hurt him, like he was slightly offended, but Alex forgot about it and walked to her room and slammed the door.

A bit later, after she had crumbled in her office chair, she heard quiet knocks at the door. It didn't take a genius to guess who it is, so she ignored them. She also heard voices before the shadow moved down, and she guessed Logan had sat down against the door. She hugged her knees and bitterly laughed to herself before slowly breaking down into tears. The fact that she gradually heard someone's voice outside the door; her dad. Fucking great.

"I told you you'd get hurt. She isn't a good person to be with. Don't even bother anymore."

"But-"

"I know what's best for you, and it's not her. Just stay away; I'll take care of it."

Alex took a deep breath and considered going outside to fight back, but she knew making Rorke see her in a state of panic would not help her case, and he'd probably use it against her. She reminded herself that she had to get that mask in 15 days. She reminded herself that she just flipped out on him instead of trying to explain the situation. She had once again created another distance between him and her and made it harder to get close to him, so he wouldn't suffer.

Despite her heart wanting to jump out of her chest and her head felt like it was about to explode, she turned to her desk and grabbed a pen, deciding to write a letter, as a last resort.