Lovino's little adventure into the woods...
*ImSoSorry*
Notes: The content of this chapter is dark as a suicide takes place. Please read with caution!
Twigs and branches would catch onto Lovino's clothes, tattering and ripping the insulating protection on his body.
He had also acquired cuts and scratches from traversing the trippy terrain of the woods, all were unfelt as the coldness made his skin numb to any inflicting pain from his surroundings.
Lovino had ditched his jacket as the snagging branches created resistance on him. But all of that, he didn't care! Not even at time or direction. The darkness...it welcomed him.
Lovino eventually tripped but he didn't anticipate the fall would be off into a ditch at the base of some hill or rocky decline. The cold numbing effect couldn't suppress the sharp pain that coursed through his ribs and right side of his body. He had most likely broken some ribs bones and his leg accompanied by a dislocated shoulder. He groaned as he tried to get up, dragging himself, with the support of his non-dominant arm, towards a nearby tree and utilising it as a means of support.
The pain had sapped him of strength just to hoist himself up against the tree.
Looking down, he could faintly make out what appeared to be a branch in bedded into his leg. It was then that he became dizzy from the bleeding and the fact that his brain was acknowledging pain.
"Tsk...shit..Really...I guess this is it for the fucked up being like me...heh heh" he muttered to himself.
He looked up into the distance, thinking that this would be his final resting place.
Instead, he could see a faint light source where he then proceeded to head towards as he suppressed the agony his body was in. The broken ribs in his chest began jabbing into his lungs, making each breath shorten immensely and the journey so much longer. Gasping and coughing up blood along the way was placing a strain on him to take in needed oxygen.
Limping and fading vision, he finally reached the source of light, growing brighter. He then let himself collapse against a tree, feeling some form of relief flood into him.
The view before him was a big contrast to the void of the woods. Lovino sat there for hours as he admired the beauty of the scene and it would be the last thing he would see. The scenery overlooked the city.
Streetlights eventually began to retire and liveliness began to fill the roads with commuters on their way to another day.
As he took his last breaths, he watched the sun rise, wishing he could've felt the warmth of the sun radiating onto his pale cold skin, hoping that the light breeze and the scenery would bring him peace and that his final thoughts would be accepting and welcoming of leaving reality behind as Romano was lulled into a deep sleep.
But instead, his final breath and thoughts in the last minute were distorted and of regret. Tears streamed down his bloodied and dirtied cheeks as the hazel haired boy succumbed to his injuries.
"Stupid me..pathetic... .stupid Antonio...if only he could see how much I loved him? Why...?"
"...I love yo..." he mumbled out for the last time.
To be continued...
Yeah...its gonna be one hell of a ride...
SORRY if it was short! ;_;